"Brother, I don't love him..." When Xia Yucheng said these four words, an indescribable sadness filled her heart.
Everyone said that Feng Hao was very kind to her, and everyone felt that Feng Hao's deep love should not be let down, but what could she do?
She doesn't hate him, doesn't reject him, she even likes him, but she doesn't love him.
She didn't know whether it was due to amnesia or the blank life of these five years, but she couldn't treat him the way Feng Hao treated her.
She wanted to keep up with his rhythm, his pace, but she couldn't keep up. Her feelings were not as deep as his.
How is it possible to get her back to the feeling she had before in such a short period of time?
She didn't dare to say this at all, she didn't dare to say it to anyone.
She was afraid that Feng Hao would be sad if he found out, and she was also worried that she would suddenly be unable to control her emotions and hurt him because of something.
"That feeling is terrible. Obviously he loves you very much and hopes you love him back, but you can't do it, so you can't say it. Brother...he is worth my efforts, right?"
Xia Mingyou was silent. He stood up and walked to the window, staring at the dark night outside.
Xia Yucheng told him this as soon as they met, which shows how deep the fear hidden in her heart is. But what kind of pain does she want to pay to recover her memory?
"Indeed, Feng Hao is a man worthy of your sacrifice, and there is nothing too much to give. But you are my sister, I can't... I can't just watch you suffer... Isn't there nothing
Any other way?"
Although he didn't know exactly what she wanted to do, he could vaguely understand that it was not a simple and feasible thing.
"Girl, since you were little..." Xia Mingyou seemed to be touched. He took out the cigarette case with some irritability and lit up a cigarette that time.
He didn't speak any more.
Xia Yucheng seemed to have never had a good life since she was a child. When she and Feng Hao first got together, things didn't go well.
The identities were exchanged, the betrayal of first love, the indifference of the adoptive mother, everything happened one after another. What else is it if it's not suffering?
He didn't understand why she had to suffer so much?
"Brother, I know that my identity has been changed and I have suffered a lot, but if it hadn't been like that, could I have called you brother? If I hadn't gone through so much, would I have met Fenghao again? If I had gone through all the disasters, I would have only
It's worth meeting him..."
Xia Mingyou's body trembled slightly. He turned around. The cigarette was burning between his fingers, and a thin stream of green smoke rose up.
His eyes were deep and he looked at her for a long time. Then he came over and put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray. Then he asked slowly: "Do you have any ideas?"
"Yes! Dr. Lucas mentioned it before when I was in country R. But I was too scared to try it." Xia Yucheng replied in a low voice.
After another period of silence, Xia Mingyou stepped forward and hugged her, patted her back gently and said, "Let me help you."
He is her brother and her most loyal guardian. He is willing to support whatever she wants to do.
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"Is your brother gone?" Feng Hao, who came out of Yuyue's room, saw Xia Yucheng in the corridor and walked up to her and hugged her shoulders affectionately.
"Yes! I'm going to see my daughter! You go take a shower first, I'll be back in a minute."