Feng Hao looked at her and laughed, his eyes becoming deeper and more intense.
He picked up the bowl and carefully fed her sugar water, as if he were taking care of a child.
"You drink too..." She raised her head, her eyes bright. Watching him obediently take a sip of the pear water, she said slowly, "Hao, promise me, if I really don't remember anything in the future,
Don't send me to the hospital...if you feel lonely..."
Suddenly, her eye circles turned red inexplicably. If she became an idiot, would she still want him to guard her as always?
"If you feel lonely, you can find a woman who likes you and you like her too. But don't leave me in the hospital, I'm afraid... Although I may not know anything at that time, I will be afraid...
I don’t want to be left behind by you..."
As she said this, she turned out to be extremely weak. No one could know the final result of that painful treatment.
Feng Hao put down the bowl in his hand, held her in his arms lovingly, and said: "There will be no one else but you. No matter what you become, there will only be you. I will not abandon you, I will stay with you."
You, I have always been with you...so, you can’t have anything, little boy, I can’t do it without you!”
He buried his head in her neck and breathed heavily to relieve the suffocating painful feeling.
He really didn't have the courage to face the day of losing her again.
"No, you are Master Feng. You are brave, strong, and powerful... You can live well anytime... I want you to be happy..."
There were tears in Xia Yucheng's eyes, but she held it back with all her strength. However, the sadness with a sense of despair in her heart made her cry deeper.
Feng Hao's rough and hot palms gently touched her face. His fingers were slowly stained with tears, and he could even clearly feel teardrops passing through his fingers.
"You are my world and my happiness. Without you, I have nothing..." He raised his head, held her face and looked at her affectionately,
Her face was covered with tears, her breathing was not very steady, her lips trembled and she said: "I love you!"
She closed her eyes and carefully felt the warmth his big hands brought to her cheeks. The warm sweetness penetrated from her thin skin into her body.
Feng Hao kissed her eyes: "I love you too!"
That night, Xia Yucheng didn't know whether it was because she couldn't feel completely at ease or because she was afraid of the future. Xia Yucheng hugged Feng Hao and never let go.
Concerned about her body, he didn't torment her too much and was extremely gentle when he wanted her.
Late at night, Xia Yucheng lay in Feng Hao's arms and fell asleep listening to his rhythmic heartbeat.
Feng Hao felt that the woman in his arms had calmed down and her breathing was steady, so he kissed her temples lovingly.
Thinking of her abnormality tonight, he felt a little uneasy in his heart, and held her tightly in his arms. In fact, he knew very well that her insecurities came from the memories she had lost.
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"Mom, can you really talk to us in Chinese? I still feel like I'm dreaming, because when you woke me up, you spoke in Chinese."
At the dining table in the early morning, Xiao Wuyue asked with wide eyes while eating Zanniang bread.