She clearly knew that in the future, if she wanted to survive, the pain of loss and the longing for Feng Yan would accompany her throughout her life.
Originally, she wanted to end her life.
But fate played a big joke on her, leaving her with no choice and no way to escape!
Baby!
Which mother in this world would be extremely cruel to her baby?
At least, she, Su Hanyan, couldn't do it.
I don’t know if it’s a boy or a girl?
I don’t know whether he is like her or the man she loves and hates at the same time?
"Han Yan..." Lin Qirui shouted.
She quickly wiped away the few drops of crystal in the corner of her eyes, stood up in a hurry and walked past him into the room, "I'm very tired, I'm going to sleep."
Maybe it was because she hadn't slept well for several nights and her mind was confused just now, so she quickly fell asleep on the bamboo bed.
The weather here is hot and there are many mosquitoes at night.
Lin Qirui helped her put down the mosquito net, turned off the lights and walked out.
Under the eaves, there is a long bench.
This is where he slept every night after coming here.
The wooden door is open, and a slight breeze blows by from time to time.
Su Hanyan!
He lay down on the wooden board and thought of the woman in the house.
This woman should have belonged to him!
…
The night is getting darker and darker.
Su Hanyan dreamed that the dark night submerged her like a tide, and her family members were all hidden in the rushing water.
"Yan'er, help me, help me!"
She heard her father calling for help in the raging river, his voice hoarse.
She wanted to pounce on him, but her whole body felt weak and her legs felt like they were filled with lead.
"Su Hanyan, it's all because of you. Look at the good things you did."
Someone put a gun to her head, it was Feng Yan...
The man was right behind her, and she was breathing heavily, with tears streaming down her face.
"Ayan...Ayan, why? Why?" She opened her mouth and wanted to shout loudly, but her lips were moving and she couldn't shout a single word.
It seemed like something was stuck in her throat, making her unable to breathe.
"Go to death! Only death can atone for your sins."
Su Hanyan shook her head.
She can't die!
There is an unborn baby in her belly.
She tried hard to turn her head to see Feng Yan clearly and see those amber eyes clearly.
But no matter how she turned, the man was always behind her.
"Ayan, it wasn't me...it wasn't me who did this. You will regret what you did to me...you will regret it..."
She was crying, unable to shout out what was in her heart.
I could only watch my father sink to the bottom of the river, "Dad...Dad..."
She shouted and sobbed.
A pair of cold hands clamped her jaw and lifted it hard.
In front of him was an indifferent face and a pair of cold eyes.
"Ayan, how could you do this to me?"
Finally, looking at the cold and bloodthirsty man, she trembled and screamed.
"Ayan, how could you do this to me?"
She loved him so much that she completely lost herself.
Give up mom's inheritance, get pregnant for him, get up early and cook for his family.
She, Su Hanyan, has never been able to tolerate many people in her eyes, but for him, she was actually dreaming about how to be a qualified mistress of the Feng family.
She wanted to stand proudly side by side with him, and she wanted to be with him for the rest of her life.
But this man doesn't love her and doesn't trust her.
It was obviously not her fault, but everything was put on her head.