But faintly, a faint layer of worry emerged in his heart. He didn't know how strong her desire for marriage was, and he didn't know how she would feel if she knew that she would be engaged to another woman.
"What's wrong? Did grandma say something?" Xia Yucheng asked worriedly. She could clearly feel the stiffness at the corners of his mouth and the uneasiness in his heart.
She thought of Fujiwara-ka's condition and gradually stopped smiling.
Feng Hao didn't say anything, and remained silent, holding her soft body tightly in his arms. He promised his grandma that he must tell her personally that he was engaged to another woman, otherwise her mood would only get worse.
"Grandma... is sick, very, very seriously. She wants to..." He started, but it was extremely difficult to say, "She wants to see..."
Feng Hao had never felt that speaking was so difficult as now. He frowned slightly and gently stroked her smooth back with his palms, feeling a trace of distress and entanglement hidden in his eyes.
"Hao, do you know?" Xia Yucheng raised her hand and touched his face, "I'm sorry, actually, when we were in the Bahamas, Caritas told me about grandma's illness, but grandma didn't want you to know."
"So, you promised grandma to let Tong Leya come to the island?"
Xia Yucheng sighed and sat up. He gently held up her face. Under the light, her eyes were filled with light mist and mist.
"Hao, I know that doing this will break your heart, but sometimes, I really...have no choice. I can't give birth to a child, and my grandma really wants to see the birth of her great-grandson...Actually, to be honest, I
I don’t want to see you with another woman at all. In my heart, you can only be mine. But Caritas told me that my grandma is seriously ill. What can I do?"
"If that's the case, why didn't you tell me? Is that what you want to make everyone feel uncomfortable?" His tone was a little heavy, as if he was a little angry, but in fact he was distressed.
How angry he was that day was evident from the fact that he threw the small silver knife at her. At that moment, he really hated her. But when he calmed down, he still felt that his violent behavior that day was a big mistake and made him regret it.
An unattainable error.
Since he was poisoned by her, he shouldn't compete with her. He turned to look at her and asked: "I fell ill on the island and you didn't tell me? You have always been very good at stabbing me in the heart."
"I just feel that you are so kind to me, but I can't repay you, so I want to do something for you. Now that I'm pregnant with my baby, I probably... I've probably understood a lot of things, and I feel like I've missed some beautiful moments.
." Xia Yucheng leaned on his shoulder and whispered, "From today, no, from the next second, I will live a good life with you, okay?"
He lowered his eyes, and the soft light shone on her fair and delicate face, making her face so vivid that it seemed to glow, which made him feel a little pain in his heart.
So he couldn't bear to break her heart, and Feng Hao found it even more difficult to say the unsaid words.
"Go to sleep!" After turning off the light, he pulled her down and held her in his arms, moving gently, "If it hurts, just call me!"
"Sleep peacefully, I'm fine!"
The bedroom became quiet, and gradually, Xia Yucheng breathed softly and shallowly in Feng Hao's arms. Feng Hao turned his head and kissed her forehead, with a pair of deep and bright eyes open, unable to fall asleep.