"I didn't love him, but when I woke up, it was too late. Marriage is different from dating between boyfriend and girlfriend. I ignorantly married myself off and gave birth to Tian'er. Only then did I realize that Zhao Shunjuan did not
With him, she married into the Nie family early and became a wealthy wife.
Subei is missing.
Two years later, I met him again, and those good things from the past were tempting me, and I found that I still loved him so much. I didn’t tell him that I was married, and I kept dating him secretly until I became pregnant with you.
He was still discovered.
Su Bei blamed me for cheating. He refused to forgive me and wanted to sever ties with me.
At that time, my temper was getting worse and worse, and so was my mood, and my husband's family couldn't know about my pregnancy.
Finally, I went to Japan to rest and recuperate.
I gave birth to you in just over seven months, and then sent you to the Su family.
How despicable I am, thinking of using my child to surprise him so he can see me, but——
But he accepted the child, but never wanted to see me again.
His hatred was so obvious that in the end, I had neither the face nor the courage to go back. I just lived my life thinking about the past, not even knowing that he was dead.
You see, S city is very big, and I have never met you in the past 20 years.
I think this is God's punishment for me.
Maybe in the end, I will have nothing."
When Zhao Fen told such a past incident, a look of sadness appeared on her face.
If she can confess this matter in front of her husband and eldest daughter, then she may really be freed, but she will not be forgiven by anyone.
This was the mistake she made when she was young.
She slowly squatted beside the tombstone and reached out to touch the photo, with a little warmth in her eyes.
Until this time, she still missed the past.
"Some people, once missed, are really lost for life." She added.
Su Yutong was deeply touched. She thought her father would get involved even though he knew it was wrong, but she didn't expect that he didn't know anything.
As for my mother, she was just stupid, young and inexperienced, which caused such a big regret.
She didn't know what to say, and looking at her sadness at this moment, she only felt endless sadness.
The rain gradually stopped. She closed her umbrella and whispered to the photo on the tombstone: "Dad, I will come to see you often in the future."
She thought about what she read in the diary and found out that her father actually loved her very much.
He took care of a baby by himself. Thinking about how difficult it was, he recorded her growth until she was one and a half years old...
When Zhao Fen heard her words, she reacted very loudly. He suddenly stood up and held her hand. Her voice was also a little loud.
"Yutong, I told you everything, can you forgive me?"
"..."
"I know that I owe you and my daughter a lot. I want to tell my husband and Tian'er about this matter. No matter whether they can forgive me or not, I have to say that this is what I owe you and Su.
Bei must make an explanation."
Zhao Fen's extremely excited look made Su Yutong a little stunned.
Does she really want to say it?
Has she already thought about the consequences?
"When he was alive, I made him a third person. After he died, how could I still let him carry such an identity?"
When she came here today, she had so many feelings.
She had suppressed it for so many years, and she thought she could no longer hide it.
…
When leaving the cemetery, Su Yutong couldn't help but ask again: "I never thought of forcing you, please don't do impulsive things."