Later I learned that regret was a sign of love at first sight.
He is an evil madman who is despised by everyone and feared by everyone. But he actually fell in love with this fairy whom he only met once!
He let her go with tears streaming down her face, followed her quietly, and watched her chase Shang Xuan Lishuang up Bitian Cliff.
Watching her being rejected by Shangxuan Lishuang again and again.
Watching her shed tears more and more each time.
Finally, he watched helplessly as she turned around and stabbed his angry sword into his chest.
At that moment, seeing the hatred in her eyes, he felt relieved.
If giving him a sword would make her feel better, then he could indulge.
But, after giving him a sword and watching him fall helplessly in front of her, she cried even more sadly.
Maybe her worries had been suppressed for too long. I remember that day, when snowflakes were flying, she knelt beside him and cried heartbrokenly. In her pale lips, she talked about the memories of Shangxuan Lishuang.
She cried and asked him: "What is love? How can true love be so unable to withstand the test? Why is he just unwilling to listen to my explanation? Why, why are you men so cold-blooded and ruthless?
You devil, you don't care about other people's feelings, don't care about other people's life and death, you deserve death!
But what about me?
Do I also deserve to die?
Damn you, you ruined me!
It was you who completely shattered my dream!"
Tears fell from the corners of her eyes drop by drop, like a torrent bursting from a dam, rushing into his heart unstoppably.
First love is painful, and he, who has never loved before, saw the pain of first love in her eyes.
The sword was stuck in his chest, but he did not pull it out, nor did he use magic power to restore the wound.
He was already shocked by her desperate tears.
All I was thinking about was apologizing to this woman.
Perhaps, it's not just apology, but also pity.
From the moment he learned about his own life experience, all he had in his heart was ridicule of this hypocritical world. He fell into the devil's path, became bloodthirsty and cruel, and killed people like crazy. He thought he had long since lost all emotions and desires, and only had a strong desire for that hypocritical old man.
Deep hatred.
He did whatever he wanted with a prairie fire of hatred, as long as he was happy, he never cared about the life or death of others.
But now, looking at this smiling face as elegant as a lotus, filled with tears, he suddenly felt heartache.
The feeling came suddenly and violently, and was suddenly bombarded to the point where his heart was shattered.
He reached out and gently took the girl's cold palm.
Even he himself didn't know that his tone could be so gentle.
Like the first ray of sunshine in the morning, she was so gentle and cautious: "Stop crying! How about I help you explain to him?"
"No need!"
Crying sadly, she suddenly raised her head and looked into his glazed eyes with pain and stubbornness. She laughed to herself: "Why should I explain to him? Why should he let me be rejected again and again?
Is this how he cares about me?
If he doesn't trust me so much, it only means that he doesn't love me at all! If that's the case, then why should I debase myself?"
She kept shaking her head, her sad eyes showing disappointment in Shang Xuan Lishuang.
He fell silent.
Indeed, in his opinion, Shangxuan Lishuang did not love her enough, otherwise when he saw that ambiguous scene, his first thought would be that he had been betrayed, instead of feeling sorry for her being hurt.