Chapter 1,385 Reappearance of nightmares and auditory hallucinations
The girl didn't sleep well that night.
She is always surprised by nightmares.
A nightmare with the same content as the hallucination she had seen before.
The rabbit that was supposed to be dead suddenly opened its closed eyes, and looked at her with scarlet eyes...
The next day, the girl couldn't wait to get in the car of her parents who came to pick her up.
…
She thought that as long as she left here, this matter would be over.
She also deliberately made herself forget this matter.
but none.
After returning home, she had nightmares for two months.
During the most serious period, she would feel frightened whenever she heard the word "rabbit" coming out of someone's mouth.
In the eyes of others, she hates rabbits.
Many people wonder how a girl can hate cute rabbits?
She said she was bitten by a rabbit when she was a child, which caused a psychological shadow.
No one knew about that except the brother and sister.
She kept this matter secret in her heart, and even though she was scared, she never talked to anyone or asked for help.
It's just that people have limits.
Fortunately, her nightmare ended just when she could no longer hold on.
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"Actually, now that I think about it, there is no need for me to hide this matter."
The curly-haired woman smiled bitterly, "Master Xiao, do you think I'm making a fuss out of a trivial matter?"
"Won't."
Xiao Xiao's answer without hesitation made the curly-haired woman stunned.
Then she showed a somewhat sincere smile and said, "Thank you."
"Master Xiao, the reason why I am so reluctant to let others know about this..."
"It's because I had very bad thoughts at the time."
The curly-haired woman pursed her lips and said, "It's really... very bad."
Xiao Xiao's always gentle and calm attitude made her feel relaxed and made her more willing to open her heart.
Besides, she originally came to ask Master Xiao for help this time. She had already said so much, and she didn't mind saying more.
"Although I was frightened at first when I saw the dead rabbit, I wasn't that scared."
"At least not to the point of turning around and running away."
"I'm not that timid."
"I'm just a little annoyed and scared."
"do you know?"
"What am I upset about? What am I afraid of?"
The curly-haired woman twitched the corners of her mouth, lowered her eyes slightly, and did not look at Xiao Xiao.
The hand holding the umbrella handle became a little harder.
Xiao Xiao did not speak.
He knew that the girl was not asking him, but herself.
…
The girl took a deep breath, opened and closed her mouth several times, and then made a sound again.
"I don't know how I could have such an idea..."
What does she regret?
What is she afraid of?
What she was upset about was that she could obviously save the rabbit, and she also wanted to save the rabbit, but she failed to save the rabbit because of her negligence.
No, she shook her head.
Although she does have thoughts in this regard, she...
The girl bit her lower lip.
What she is more concerned about is whether her negligence in this matter will be known to others? Will anyone blame her for this?
Thinking she killed a cute rabbit.
Why do you think she is so cruel...
What she was afraid of... was this.
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"It's scary, isn't it?"
"When the rabbit died, what I thought of was not that I was sad for the loss of a life, but that my image in other people's hearts might be damaged."
The curly-haired woman smiled, but looked up at Xiao Xiao and then lowered her gaze. She didn't see Xiao Xiao's expression clearly at this time.
"...I am a girl who cares more about other people's opinions."
"Since I was a child, I have grown up with everyone's praise."
"It's someone else's child that parents say they have."
"Perhaps because of this, I subconsciously resist anything that will damage my image."
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"At that time, in everyone's eyes, I was probably just a silly little girl."
"Of course, I'm not stupid."
"If this is the case, I won't be able to get into Yanda."
The girl smiled unconsciously, "I'm referring to complimentary words like cute and innocent, kind and pure."
"A girl like me would never forget that an injured rabbit is waiting for my rescue. Even if I am injured, I should run home for the sake of the rabbit and bring rescuers to help the rabbit."
"That would be in line with the impression I always give people."
"I know."
"It was precisely because I knew it that I concealed it."
"I'm afraid that others will disappoint me."
…
"Do you feel disillusioned with me?"
The curly-haired girl laughed at herself.
"Why?"
The curly-haired girl was about to smile when Xiao Xiao's next words made the corners of her mouth twitch.
"I don't know you."
What about disillusionment?
Curly-haired girl:……
"So, why are you looking for me?"
Xiao Xiao was a little confused, "I'm not a psychiatrist."
Curly-haired girl:……
Well, what she said before really sounded like she was talking to a psychiatrist about her troubles.
She shook her head slightly.
Then, she raised her eyes to look at Xiao Xiao, frowning, "I have a nightmare again."
"More than just a nightmare."
The curly-haired woman said anxiously again.
If it was just a nightmare, why would she come to Master Xiao, who was suspected of being an expert?
"I seem to be hearing hallucinations."
"Maybe it's not a hallucination."
The woman looked hesitant, "But no one heard it except me."
"And the sounds I heard..."
The woman took a deep breath and said, "It's the same as what I heard at that time."
"Similar to...a 'bang' sound."
"That voice seems...what is it saying to me?"
She seemed to know that what she said was a bit ridiculous, and she smiled unnaturally, "I know it sounds weird."
“I didn’t know what the sound of ‘bang bang bang’ was, but I actually heard the meaning from it.”
"But, inexplicably, I have this feeling."
"I must have had a nervous breakdown from this strange sound, right?"
"I have nightmares at night and hear strange noises during the day. I'm really going to collapse."
"I've been to the doctor."
Although I don't think there is anything wrong with my mental state, people's feelings can often be deceptive.
She hesitated and struggled for a long time before deciding to go to the hospital.
"But it's no use."
The girl smiled bitterly, "My situation has not improved at all."
"I couldn't help but wonder if I was caught in something dirty."
"I......"
The girl's voice became a little lower, "Did you suffer retribution?"
"But, it's been so long."
"I haven't had this nightmare for many years."
She had almost forgotten about it.
"I do not understand......"
The girl looked confused, "Why did I suddenly start having this nightmare again?"
"There were also auditory hallucinations that I heard at that time."