The long eyelashes on her face drooped for a moment.
But soon, the girl raised her eyes.
"Does Big Brother have any brothers or sisters?"
"biological."
Girl stressed.
"No."
Xiao Xiao shook his head, "I am the only son in the family."
"Only son...ah..."
The girl's lips moved slightly.
"An only son has the advantage of being an only son."
The girl's performance gave Xiao Xiao some speculation, "Twins also have their benefits."
"Isn't it nice to have someone who has grown up with me...Isn't it nice to have someone by my side at all times?"
"Although there will be quarrels."
"But it will be reconciled soon, right?"
…
The girl seemed to want to nod, but also seemed to want to shake her head.
There was a look of conflict and confusion on his face.
There was some struggle between his eyebrows.
"Big brother……"
The girl's voice was very soft and vague, "Lele..."
"We...even though we are twins..."
"But the personalities are very different..."
Xiao Xiao listened quietly.
…
Dong Huan has a quiet personality and is relatively passive when interacting with others.
Dong Le is cheerful and generous. He has a sweet mouth and likes to laugh since he was a child, so he is very popular with adults.
The relationship between the two sisters is very good.
After all, they are twins born from the same mother.
We grew up together, ate and lived together.
But as we grow older.
Some problems gradually emerged.
Dong Huan has always known that the classmates and adults around her like Dong Le more than her.
She understands.
If it were her, she would prefer the enthusiastic and cheerful Dong Le to the somewhat dull Dong Huan.
She doesn't care.
Because she also likes Dong Le very much.
There is always endless things to say between them.
She told Dong Le about her little thoughts that she couldn't tell her parents... and her dreams.
But……
I don’t know when to start…
She has changed.
Things that have always been taken for granted...facts that have always been known...
She became unwilling and angry.
Very strange.
Really weird.
She knew she was feeling weird like this.
However, she had no way to change such a strange self.
Negative emotions grew and spread uncontrollably in her heart.
Especially after she heard...
Someone asked her about a boy she had a crush on... Which of the two sisters he liked more...
The other party said Dong Le.
Not a surprising answer.
But it was still like a giant hammer hitting her on the head.
She was dizzy.
All kinds of complicated emotions welled up in my heart.
Embarrassed, embarrassed, sad, sad...
The intense emotions even overflowed from her throat.
She covered her mouth hard.
But he still heard his own dull whimpering.
The corners of her eyes turned red.
Not only that……
This answer was like the straw that broke the camel's back, and more like a spark that ignited the anger in her heart that she had been trying to endure for a long time.
For a moment, she even felt hatred for Dong Le.
…
The girl covered her face.
Some hot liquid slipped from between her fingers.
She lowered her head.
The hunched shoulders resembled the struggle of a trapped animal.
…
Dong Le knows nothing.
Don't know about her changes.
I don't know her...jealousy and hatred.
Dong Le still smiled at her as usual.
The smile that usually made her happy became distorted and unnatural in her eyes now.
She didn't want to hurt Dong Le.
I don’t want to lose my temper with Dong Le either.
She became increasingly silent.
…
"Brother, why am I like this?"
The girl's weak voice came from behind her hands covering her face.
It's becoming increasingly unclear.
"I've become so scary..."
Even her deskmates said that she had become gloomy recently. Did something happen to her?
Dong Le is always surrounded by many people in class.
The stars hold the moon.
There was only herself in her place.
So... pitiful.
…
She clearly wouldn't have cared before.
She likes silence.
She can read without being disturbed.
She doesn't like chatting without something to say...
…
"Brother, am I annoying?"
The girl raised her eyes slightly, but then quickly lowered them.
Like a frightened little beast.
"So they... don't like me..."
…
"Well, it's a bit annoying."
The girl suddenly opened her eyes wide.
For Xiao Xiao's unexpected answer.
After all, normally, shouldn’t the answer at this time be words of comfort?
…
"But-"
Xiao Xiao looked at the girl with gentle eyebrows and even a hint of tenderness, "You also know that it's not good for you to be like this, don't you?"
The girl looked startled.
she knows.
But she can't change.
"As long as you have the heart..."
"How come it can't be changed?"
"Aren't you always working hard?"
The corners of Xiao Xiao's mouth turned up slightly.
Has she been working hard?
The girl pursed her lips.
But her efforts had no effect...
"Is it really ineffective?"
Xiao Xiao asked back.
The girl who should have answered with certainty hesitated.
"Even if it's just a little bit, your hard work will pay off."
Xiao Xiao blinked at the girl, "You need to work hard to realize your dream."
"The people you like also need to fight for it."
"Of course, I'm not encouraging you to fall in love prematurely."
There was a hint of smile in Xiao Xiao's clear voice.
"There's nothing wrong with just wanting the people you like to like you too."
"And if you want others to like you, there is the simplest way..."
"What?"
The girl asked subconsciously.
Immediately, the girl lowered her head in annoyance.
Xiao Xiao smiled.
"Become a better version of yourself."
…
"You are not Dong Le."
"You are Dong Huan."
"Even if you are twins, you don't have to be exactly the same."
"Dong Le has the advantages of Dong Le."
"You also have your advantages."
"You also hope that the person you like likes the real you, right?"
Xiao Xiao spoke slowly and slowly.
It was clearly asking a question, but it seemed like it was stating a fact.
…
"But……"
The girl murmured, "The real me is not lovable..."
"Are you the real you now?"
Xiao Xiao's words made the girl blink.
"Didn't you say you became weird?"
"Aren't you trying to become the real you now?"
"It doesn't matter even if this is the real you."
"You can still change."
"It just doesn't turn into Dong Le."
"It's about becoming a better Dong Huan."
…
"Become...a better Dong Huan..."
The girl repeated Xiao Xiao's words in a low voice.
"Yeah, better Dong Huan."
"Even if Dong Huan will envy Dong Le by then, he will not be jealous of Dong Le anymore."
"Because Dong Huan is as outstanding as Dong Le."
"envious……"
The girl murmured.
"Envy is human nature."
Xiao Xiao smiled, "Everyone will sometimes envy people who are different from themselves."
"It's nothing."
"You have to know that if you envy others, others will also envy you."