And it was the peanut candy made by my eldest brother’s grandfather himself.
Even if she doesn't really like peanut brittle-
She ate peanut candy once when she was a child, and she only took one bite... Seeing that Lele threw it into the trash can with a look of disgust, she also threw the rest of the peanut candy into the trash can.
Since then, she has never eaten peanut candy again.
This time I really had peanut candy again after a long time.
...
I actually have no memory of the taste of peanut candy when I ate it for the first time, but the unpleasant memory from that time has remained until now.
She took a tentative bite of the peanut candy.
Immediately, she opened her eyes wide.
tasty!
...
She ate three pieces of peanut candy in a row.
She doesn’t know whether it’s because the taste of peanut candy has changed after so many years, or because her elder brother’s grandfather’s craftsmanship is particularly good. This peanut candy completely overturned her inherent impression.
It turns out that peanut candy can be so delicious.
The girl couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled.
Delicious food always makes people feel happy.
...
After watching the exhibition in the art museum, the girl felt even better.
When she walked out of the art museum, the bright sunshine shone down, reflecting her eyebrows without a trace of gloom.
only.....
All this disappeared after Big Brother's words.
She lowered her eyes subconsciously.
The sun is a little too dazzling.
...
But, as big brother said...
She called her eldest brother not only because she wanted to be comforted, but also because she wanted... to tell...
Even...she wanted to ask for help.
She doesn't know what happened to her during this time?
They no longer look like themselves.
Or...is this the real her?
No.
The girl shook her head.
She didn't believe it.
She doesn't believe it...
"Big brother......"
The corners of the girl's mouth curved slightly.
There was a bit of choking in his voice.
"Help......"
"You tell me...what should I do?"
"I don't want to hurt Lele."
"We are twins."
"We grew up together..."
"How could I have such terrible thoughts?"
"this is not me."
The girl shook her head, "I wouldn't have such terrible thoughts."
"Will not......"
There is a demon in her heart that has escaped its shackles.
Whisper in her ear.
Bewitching her, encouraging her...
The girl covered her ears.
Shaking his head vigorously.
The girl squatted down.
The matcha green skirt spreads out on the ground.
The sun falls on it and shines brightly.
The girl who lowered her head didn't see it.
There was darkness before her eyes.
...
"Huanhuan."
Xiao Xiao squatted down.
Looking at the girl who was almost collapsed, he regretted not calling Chi Xiuchuan.
Obviously he is not good at dealing with such a situation...
But I always seem to encounter...
He sighed inwardly.
After hesitating for a while, he reached out and patted the girl's head gently.
The girl seemed stunned when she saw her.
He said warmly, "Huan Huan."
"Everyone has the potential to have scary thoughts."
"Under special stimulation."
"But ideas are just ideas."
"No one is a saint."
"Even if you occasionally have bad thoughts..."
"It doesn't matter."
"As long as you don't implement the idea."
"As long as you know that your idea is actually wrong..."
"Then I guess it doesn't matter."
"Huanhuan."
Xiao Xiao's tone was soothing, "Don't push yourself too hard."
"This can easily backfire."
...
"..."
The girl lowered her hands covering her ears.
But he didn't get up.
Still lowering his head.
"Pap~"
Something fell to the ground.
It's a girl's tears.
...
The girl shrugged her shoulders.
There was a faint sound of suppressed sobs.
...
Xiao Xiao didn't make a sound.
Just stay with the girl quietly.
Occasionally passers-by cast curious and puzzled glances.
Okay, what are these two people doing squatting on the ground?
Dropped something?
But no one came forward to ask.
I just left with some doubts.
...
"......Big brother."
The girl finally spoke out again.
"Um."
Xiao Xiao responded softly.
"...Am I bad?"
The girl's voice was very soft, with a hint of hoarseness.
"Hmm~"
Xiao Xiao pondered for a while, "Of course I can't say it's bad."
"Really bad people wouldn't ask me that."
"but-"
The girl held her breath unconsciously, and her heart that was slightly relaxed because of her elder brother's answer just now was slightly lifted.
...
Xiao Xiao reached out and patted the girl's head gently, "She is a very thoughtful and sensitive little girl."
The girl was stunned.
"Huanhuan, just accept your own thoughts calmly."
Xiao Xiao took back his hand and said, "Don't force yourself."
"Since you can't regulate your emotions in a short period of time, it's better to temporarily avoid people and things that you find annoying."
"Do more things that make you happy."
"Otherwise, think about it, you are the only one struggling and distressed..."
"Is it a special loss?"
Xiao Xiao blinked at the girl who slowly raised her head.
"At such a young age, don't let yourself be so tired."
"It doesn't matter if you are more willful."
Although the girl told her a lot about her bad emotions and bad thoughts, she felt like she was very bad...
In fact, he felt that the girl was making things too difficult for him.
She didn't tell the other person who caused her these emotions and thoughts.
Girls are always troubled and uncomfortable alone.
Just as her foot was obviously injured and no one noticed it, she didn't tell her sister or classmates.
She was forgotten in the store by her sister and classmates. She didn't complain or get angry with them, she just turned around and left.
Because she knew that her emotions and thoughts were not good, she did not tell her sister and classmates.
It's probably because of concern and fear.
She cares about her sister and classmates, and is afraid that if her emotions and thoughts are known to them, the relationship between them will be damaged.
So I always endured it silently.
What a fool.
Xiao Xiao sighed in his heart.
He handed the girl a pack of tissues.
"Wipe your face."
"Almost like a little tabby cat."
When the girl slowly reached out to take away the tissue, Xiao Xiao retracted her hand.
The girl was startled.
He blinked his eyes in confusion.
Xiao Xiao opened the tissue bag, took out a tissue and handed it to the girl.
"......Thanks."
The girl whispered her thanks.
She covered her entire face with tissue.
It wasn't until she felt a little short of breath that she took off the tissue.
The slightly brighter light and free breathing made her instinctively happy.
...
"Get up."
Xiao Xiao's expression was very gentle.
"Look, such a beautiful dress has been dragged to the ground."
The girl subconsciously followed her elder brother's gaze to the hem of her skirt.
really.
The hem of her skirt was spread on the ground.
Originally it was a skirt that almost reached the ankles.