The girl pressed her sore eyes, "I'm just staying by his side to accompany him."
"I'm clumsy at everything I do."
"He used to take care of me."
"He's doing everything."
"My friend said I was lucky to have met him."
"With my temper, he treats me like a baby and dotes on me."
"Actually, I don't quite understand what's wrong with my temper?"
When it comes to this, the girls feel a little aggrieved and confused.
Does that mean she is willful?
But she didn't feel that she was willful.
Isn't it normal for girls to be a little bit coquettish in front of the person they like?
"But I know I'm lucky to have met him."
"...He was also very lucky when he met me."
The girl murmured softly.
Xiao Xiao couldn't help laughing.
"Well, you are all lucky to have met each other."
"Um."
The girl finally showed her first smile since they met.
Although it disappeared quickly like a flash in the pan.
...
"All our plans were disrupted."
The girl bit her lower lip.
"Of course, it doesn't matter whether we plan or not now."
"I just want him to get better."
"Do the work you love."
"Follow your dreams."
"He comes to the company to pick me up after get off work every day."
"Let's go home together."
...
"I want to eat his cooking."
The girl blinked her eyes hard.
"Now I always order takeout."
Sometimes she is too lazy to order takeout.
"The food he cooks is not as delicious."
"I want to make a lunch for him."
“The food in the hospital is not delicious.”
She wanted him to eat better.
"But I've never cooked."
“Everything I’ve made so far feels unpalatable to me.”
Sometimes it really breaks down.
Empty house.
Messy kitchen.
Injured finger.
There is a faint smell of blood floating around.
She didn't know how many times she cried alone.
Then, she would wipe away her tears and try to put everything in order.
She hoped that when he came back, the house would be as clean and tidy as when he left.
Nothing has changed.
The house...and the people in it.
...
"In the end I gave up the idea of cooking by myself for the time being."
The girl smiled sheepishly.
Otherwise, I don’t know how many years and months it will take before she can show off her cooking skills?
"I bought the food from the store that he liked."
"Although he thinks it's too wasteful."
"I don't think so."
"As long as he likes to eat."
"He doesn't work anymore, but I still work."
"I can take care of him."
The girl's somewhat proud tone made Xiao Xiao frown.
"you're good."
"......Really?"
The girl rubbed her eyes.
"I didn't realize how powerful he was until he was hospitalized."
“Everything is done well.”
"At home, at work...you have to take care of me."
"But I can't."
"Nothing can be done well."
"I can't even make him feel at ease."
Because she herself is very scared.
It's so clumsily concealed.
How could she make him feel at ease like this?
...
It was obvious that he had always made her feel at ease.
But on the other hand, she could never make him feel the same peace of mind.
...
"Pa~"
The girl slapped her cheeks heavily with both hands.
"Hoo~"
She let out a long breath.
After saying all the words that had accumulated in her heart during this period, she felt a little more relaxed.
Although only some.
After all, talking can't solve any problems.
...
Looking at the boy in front of her, she suddenly laughed.
"You are so unlucky."
Xiao Xiao raised his eyebrows slightly.
"I'm always caught listening to my grievances."
The girl's eyes were still red.
His brows were furrowed.
Even though he is smiling, people cannot recognize that it is a smile.
...
The corners of Xiao Xiao's lips raised, "I'm glad I let you trust me so much."
Let the girl be willing to tell him these words.
...
The girl was stunned.
Then he showed a sincere smile for the second time and said, "Thank you."
It's inexplicable that she wasn't wronged.
And he was so friendly to her.
...
If it were her...
If she meets a stranger who suddenly expresses his bitterness to her, she will definitely not hear the end of it, but will turn away from the beginning.
After all, who likes to be a "trash can"?
Everyone prefers to hear happy things than unhappy things.
She has always thought so.
There are already many unhappy things in my life.
Why should we listen to the bad things in other people's lives?
Aren't you asking for trouble?
...
Even if she is deceiving herself, she still likes to hear happy things.
I don’t want to be upset about bad things.
So her friends always say that she is silly and happy.
...
But this time, she really couldn't make herself smile as usual.
too difficult.
...
"You are such a gentle person."
The girl sighed.
And she is really lucky.
I encountered the greatest kindness in such a terrible situation.
"Hoo~"
The girl let out a long breath.
He patted his cheek again.
The corners of his mouth curved slightly upward.
"I will not bother you anymore."
"I'm really sorry for taking up so much of your time."
"You go."
"I'm going to see him too."
"...Even if he is most likely asleep."
The girl murmured in a low voice.
...
The status of meeting girls is acceptable -
Appropriate venting is important.
Xiao Xiao smiled.
"OK."
"Then I'll leave first."
"I hope I can hear good news about your boyfriend next time I see you."
...
"Um."
The girl nodded heavily.
Then he couldn't help but smile.
"We are really destined."
"I've encountered it so many times."
She had no doubt that they would meet again next time.
After all, the patient the boy was visiting lived in the same hospital as her boyfriend.
...
Xiao Xiao's eyebrows are curved.
"goodbye."
"goodbye."
The girl watched Xiao Xiao enter the building.
She looked up at the windows above the building.
She didn't need to search hard, her eyes fell exactly on the window of the ward where her boyfriend lived.
Because, she has done the same action many times in the past few days.
At first, she couldn't find the window of her boyfriend's hospital room.
Now, she is very familiar with this matter.
...
"Ouch~"
A middle-aged woman bumped into a girl.
"Why are you standing at the door in a daze?"
"Isn't this blocking the road?"
...
The middle-aged woman cursed and left.
I don’t know if you have ever heard a girl say “I’m sorry”?
...
The girl raised her feet and walked towards the building.
yes.
Isn't she blocking other people's way by standing at the door?
...
During this time, she was always in a trance because she was worried about her boyfriend.
Many similar mistakes were made.
I was also blamed many times.
She couldn't help feeling aggrieved.
But he knew it was his fault.
But the already bad mood inevitably made it worse.