But just as it took him so long to discover the source of the problem, he was too stupid.
The man didn't know what to do to make everything return to the way it was before.
He once naively thought...
As long as he discovers the reason, as long as he knows how to hide his specialness, everything will naturally return to the beginning.
result……
Reality slapped him hard.
…
"I also know that it's not good for me to look like this."
The man pursed his lips.
Sometimes when he looks at himself in the mirror, he feels like a mental patient.
For this reason, he also broke many mirrors.
Until now, he doesn't like looking in the mirror.
"I'm afraid of my family and strangers..."
When he saw the word "social fear" on TV one day, he suddenly realized that he was socially afraid.
In fact, he knew that he should see a psychiatrist for his condition.
However, the hospital left a huge shadow on him.
He hates hospitals.
He hates doctors.
He hates nurses.
He hates everything about the hospital!
There was no way he could go to the hospital.
Even though he was just a psychiatrist, he couldn't help feeling disgusted and repulsed both physically and psychologically.
…
He knew he couldn't do this.
He tried to get out of the house.
Apart from family gatherings -
What keeps him hopeful that his relationship with his family can get back to normal is...
My mother would call him every time there was a gathering at home.
Although even if he went, he would just have a meal in silence.
Seeing other people living happily together, he was the only one who seemed like an outsider, and he was not without sadness.
But overall, he was still happy.
If one day they don't even invite him to their family dinner, he will be really desperate.
...
He also goes out to buy things.
For example, candies that are only sold in specific stores.
Maybe his life is already very hard, so it seems natural for him to like candy.
The sweetness in his mouth can temporarily paralyze him.
Make him feel that his life is not that bad.
…
"You seem to have a good relationship with your niece?"
Xiao Xiao thought of the way the child smiled happily at the man before.
It's nothing like her mother's alienation and defensiveness towards men.
…
"……Um."
Thinking of his niece, the man's expression softened.
"Jiajia..."
"She's just like me."
…
Same?
Xiao Xiao raised his eyebrows slightly, "She also..."
"Um."
The man nodded slightly.
That day……
When the little guy saw the monster, he was very happy and wanted to approach it.
Was stopped by him.
He was frightened.
There was no time for surprise and surprise.
He hurriedly spoke to the child carefully, using both soft and hard tactics, and with a bit of force, he made the child agree not to let others know that she could see monsters.
This is a secret that belongs only to him and her.
Even so, he was still worried.
How could such a young child know the seriousness of the matter?
He didn't want this child to follow his old path.
This child will softly call him uncle, hold his hand, and let him play with her...
Even though her eldest brother and sister-in-law told her not to get close to him every time, the little one would still show a big smile and run towards him every time she saw him.
...
Because of this child, he doesn't feel so uncomfortable when he goes home.
This is his niece.
He will protect her well.
…
But his frequent closeness to his niece made his sister-in-law more wary of him.
He couldn't help but look down at the palm of his hand.
There was a faint scar left where it had been scratched.
Thinking of his sister-in-law's unkind behavior in pushing him away, a bitter smile appeared on his face.
My sister-in-law... really doesn't like him.
In fact, considering how his eldest brother and sister-in-law view him, he no longer takes the initiative to get close to his niece.
He doesn't want his niece to be blamed by his parents because of him.
Even so, his eldest brother and sister-in-law didn't look good on his face at all.
However, he couldn't really stay away from his niece. He had to watch the child and remind the child... not to forget their agreement.
When the child gets older and understands his difficulties, he will stop worrying so much.
"Jia Jia is special."
The man murmured.
…
Xiao Xiao smiled slightly and said, "You also know me."
"I think we get along well."
…
The man's mouth opened slightly.
Classmate Xiao...
Then he rubbed his cheek and said, "It's Classmate Xiao who has been helping me..."
"It was the same just now."
"terribly sorry."
"I am so ignorant of good people that I doubted you..."
He just didn't believe it.
Why did you meet such a kind person?
He has never had such luck.
He couldn't help but doubt the other party's motives.
But soon, he felt ridiculous for his doubts.
What is there in him that is worthy of the other party's troublesome plot?
He obviously has nothing.
…
If you have nothing, how can you talk about losing anything?
What should he be wary of?
He really takes himself too seriously.
…
Xiao Xiao smiled and shook his head.
"I also think we are destined."
…
The man couldn't help but laugh.
"yes."
"Classmate Xiao, I asked for a fortune teller in the temple before."
"The signature says I will meet a noble person."
"The things I ask for will also turn around."
"Although my reason tells me that the so-called signature is just specious words."
"It's not credible."
"But I want to believe it in my heart."
"In other words, I hope what the signature says is true."
"did not expect……"
"What it says is really true."
The man smiled with emotion, "I really met a noble person."
"Classmate Xiao, you are my noble one."
…
"Noble?"
Xiao Xiao smiled and said, "You are too harsh."
"I didn't do anything."
On the contrary, because of Philip, the man was reminded of unpleasant memories.
…
"No."
The man shook his head and said seriously, "Classmate Xiao, you are my noble one."
"You really, really helped me a lot."
"I'm stupid and don't know how to thank you."
"For the first time... someone is willing to listen to what I have to say..."
"...You didn't alienate me because of other people's words."
"I have always hoped that someone would listen to me..."
…
Perhaps because he wanted to say too much, the man's words were a little incoherent and repetitive.
The man didn't notice anything.
"I have held many words in my heart for too long..."
"I've always wanted to tell someone..."
"But I don't dare to go to the hospital or see a psychiatrist..."
…
The man talked a lot.
Eyes drooped.
It's more like talking to myself.
…
Xiao Xiao listened quietly.
The man's words were confusing, but he didn't hear them confused.
The man's situation reminded him of the Demon Master Alliance that Mr. Jiang told him when he first met Mr. Jiang...