Chapter 2489 No If
Shan Zhe is just an ordinary office worker running around for life...
Masters and heroes can avoid eating the fireworks of the world.
But Shan Zhe knew that his life could not only consist of two people.
He can't escape the sophisticated people around him.
this is the truth.
...
He had long been aware of the contradiction.
But he kept avoiding it.
He doesn't know how to choose.
Jinse is really good...
but......
Is this kind of future really what he wants?
he does not know.
...
After vaguely discovering that Jinse might not be who he imagined, the balance in his heart tilted.
He didn't want to admit that he felt as relieved as a stone had been lifted from his heart.
He made up his mind.
But things were far from as simple as he thought.
Because the initiative in this matter never rests with him.
Jinse's avoidance of talking and his fear brought the matter to a deadlock.
He didn't know how to break the deadlock...
...
"...I liked you."
Shan Zhe admitted this.
However, this love has disappeared due to various reasons.
"...I don't like you now."
"Jinse."
Shan Zhe clenched his hands.
Fingertips turn white.
As he narrated and recalled, his thoughts became clearer.
During these days of escape and anxiety, he had already confirmed his determination.
"We are different."
Shan Zhe took a deep breath.
The tone is low.
There is no more harsh intensity before.
"You are a monster."
"I am human."
"We are not suitable."
"I was obsessed with it before."
"but......"
Shan Zhe twitched his lips, "You can't give me the life I want."
"you know too......"
"My parents called me a lot."
"If it wasn't inconvenient, they would have come directly."
"I have reached the age of marriage."
"They kept pushing me."
"Even if I don't get married for the time being, I hope I have a girlfriend."
...
"I'm your girlfriend."
The shark pointed out the facts seriously.
Shan Zhe confessed to it at that time, and it agreed.
...
"......yes."
Shan Zhe swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
"You are my girlfriend."
"But besides me, who knows?"
"Can you bring me to my parents and tell them you are my girlfriend?"
"Can you have a wedding with me?"
"Can you travel with me?"
"You can't even go out and buy groceries."
Shan Zhe rubbed his face and said, "You can only stay at home."
"But I hope my significant other can advance and retreat with me."
"After dinner, we can go for a walk in the park downstairs."
"We can drive out together during the holidays."
"We can say hello to the neighbors together."
"People who see us will say that we are a talented man and a beautiful woman. We are such a happy couple."
"With you, they will only say that I am too old to get married."
"I do not like this."
"Jinse."
"we do not match."
Shan Zhe repeated his initial conclusion.
"The monster has a different path."
I had only seen the vocabulary in books, but I never imagined that one day I would use it in my own life.
Shan Zhe thought, the world... is really a wonderful world.
It is said that art comes from life.
Could those stories that they thought were just imagination...could they actually be the author's personal experiences?
After meeting Jinse, he was no longer a pure materialist.
...
"Jinse, let's break up."
Shan Zhe's voice contained a hint of prayer.
"It is my fault."
"I'm useless."
"I can't afford to be with you."
"Let me go."
"Okay?"
Shan Zhe's voice was hoarse.
The tone is sincere.
...
The love affairs between transvestites and transvestites in storybooks, movies and TV series are all very beautiful.
Whether it's a comedy or a tragedy, one person and one monster fall in love.
This feeling is touching.
He... was probably not born to be the protagonist, right?
He couldn't afford this feeling.
...
The bathroom fell into silence.
The shark stared at Shan Zhe.
Shan Zhe always lowered his head.
Didn't watch the sharks.
...
Xiao Xiao stood aside.
He is just a listener in this relationship.
It's hard to say who is right and who is wrong when it comes to feelings.
It's just a question of love or not.
...
Ruo Jinse is not a monster, but an ordinary girl.
Shan Zhe's performance will probably make him a scumbag, right?
I used sweet words when pursuing her at the time, and made various excuses when I broke up later.
However, if Jinse was an ordinary girl, Shan Zhe would not think about breaking up.
...
It's just that Jinse is a monster.
Then people's attitudes changed.
Humans and monsters have different paths, sometimes it’s not about prejudice.
But fact.
What Shan Zhe said...is all reality.
...
The expression on the shark's face was pale as he regained his feminine appearance.
The hanging eyelashes are very long.
Falling deep and shallow shadows under the eyes.
It withdrew its gaze from Shan Zhe.
The face in the water is beautiful.
It turned the water around.
The sudden ripples caused its face to shatter.
...
"......good."
...
"......What?!"
Shan Zhe, who had been waiting for the other party's answer with his ears perked up, didn't respond.
Was there any sound just now?
He was too nervous.
The heart beats fast and loud.
He rubbed his ears.
Was it Jinse who talked to him?
...
"let's breakup."
This time, the shark clearly said these words.
The still calm tone seemed not to be talking about a breakup, but a trivial matter.
...
Listen clearly!
Shan Zhe suddenly raised his eyes.
His eyes reflected a face he was all too familiar with.
The face that once fascinated him deeply.
...
This time, Shan Zhe did not dodge.
He opened his eyes wide.
"Jinse, you just..."
Shan Zhe's Adam's apple rolled up and down.
Did he hear it correctly?
He clenched his fists.
Suppress the emotions that are about to boil over.
"You...agree?"
...
"Um."
The shark nodded.
Looking at Shan Zhe, there was a cold look on his face.
This made the shark, whose temperament was somewhat illusory, feel even more unreal.
...
Xiao Xiao thought of the mermaid princess who turned into bubbles in fairy tales.
He shook his head slightly.
The mermaid is not a mermaid princess.
It won't turn into foam either.
...
Shan Zhe was filled with excitement.
He was a little embarrassed.
"..."
His lips moved, and he couldn't say the words he was trying to confirm again in his throat.
He finally realized what he had always wanted.
He broke up with Jinse.
He is very happy.
He has no regrets.
only......
After all the dust settled, it was inevitable that I still felt a little bit confused.
Jinse..."It's better if it's not a monster..."
Shan Zhe murmured.
If it wasn't a monster, all the problems would be gone.
If he wasn't a monster, he would probably have married Jinse.
He will be the happiest person in the world.
...
However, there is no if.
Jinse is a monster.
...
Shan Zhe sighed silently.
There are some mixed feelings in my heart.
"...I'm going out first."
He was a little afraid to face Jinse.
Not because of fear.
But for other reasons.
This chapter has been completed!