Song Qianqian's sincere words of rejection made her feel more and more guilty.
Song Qianqian couldn't live up to her friend's wishes.
You can only live your life farther away from your friends.
...
Just like many people choose to express their feelings online...
That’s pretty much the truth, right?
Song Chuxia finally had some understanding of Song Qianqian's brain circuit.
Although the impression in her mind that Song Qianqian was a weirdo did not change much.
…
"...That's what you want to say?"
After waiting for a while, Song Chuxia, who found that Song Qianqian was silent again, tried hard to restrain the desire to roll her eyes.
…
"I want to ask you to do me a favor."
Song Qianqian folded her hands and placed them on her abdomen.
Showing a bit of elegance.
…
help?
Song Chuxia knocked on her head.
right.
Song Qianqian said it before.
I want her to do a favor...
Song Chuxia knocked on her head again.
She deeply realized...
Emotions really affect the normal functioning of the brain.
She had almost forgotten what Song Qianqian said not long ago.
Probably... all she wanted was to let Song Qianqian leave.
…
"What's the rush?"
Song Chuxia felt a little wary in her heart.
Anyone else would subconsciously be on guard if a stranger asked you for help.
Especially the situation she is facing now.
How strange.
In order to find her help, I actually found her dormitory...
How?
Song Qianqian didn't know her name at all, so how did she find her dormitory?
and……
Why are you so persistent in asking her for help?
Is it something only she can help with?
How can it be?
Is there anything that only she can help with?
She couldn't figure it out.
I became a little more wary.
…
"you can……"
Song Qianqian took a deep breath.
The already light lip color became a bit darker.
There was a bit of hesitation and a bit of hesitation on the pale face.
…
"If you can't say it, don't say it."
There was a hint of smile on Song Chuxia's lips.
She couldn't wait to do this.
Song Qianqian was mysterious and hesitant, which really made her a little curious about what Song Qianqian was going to say.
but……
The aversion to trouble still prevailed.
Curiosity killed the cat.
She finally saw some hope of getting rid of Qian Cheng, and she didn't want another "Qian Cheng" at all.
She will go crazy.
She really doesn't want to have anything to do with this girl.
But by some strange combination of circumstances, she didn't know why she ended up in this scene...
Song Chuxia sighed deeply.
What's going on?
…
"Do not force."
Song Chuxia persuaded softly.
"Think about it carefully, do you really want to ask me for help?"
"You don't even understand me."
"My abilities are limited. It's very likely that I won't be able to help you even if you tell me..."
Song Chuxia babbled, trying to dissuade Song Qianqian from asking her for help.
…
"Can you tell me more about what you told me earlier?"
What Song Qianqian said was a bit difficult to pronounce.
She frowned slightly.
…
Song Chuxia took a deep breath.
have to.
Again, he didn't listen to her.
What she said earlier was in vain.
After complaining a few words in her heart, Song Chuxia slowly realized what Song Qianqian said.
What……
"What did I tell you before?"
Song Chuxia's mind was a little stuck again.
But soon, a strange expression appeared on her face.
Those words?
Say more?
Song Chuxia subconsciously leaned back slightly and opened some distance between herself and the girl.
"you-"
Have masochistic tendencies?
"Do you like to hear other people say unpleasant things?"
Song Chuxia still chose to use euphemism.
…
"I want to try..."
Song Qianqian pursed her lips hard.
The last trace of blood color faded from the already light lip color.
"Can I give up..."
…
This time, Song Chuxia immediately understood what Song Qianqian meant.
She is a little incredible.
Some unspeakable emotions were rolling in my heart.
"You want to give up on that boy?"
Although Song Qianqian did not tell Song Chuxia about her situation...
But from the conversation between Song Qianqian and her friend when they first met, Song Chuxia had a general understanding of Song Qianqian's situation.
…
"In no mood."
Song Qianqian shook her head in denial like a conditioned reflex.
…
Song Chuxia:......
Is this person playing a trick on her?
...
Song Qianqian's fingers mingled together.
"I do not want……"
"But they all told me to give up..."
On the one hand, she hated them for insisting on telling her to give up, and even had a physical aversion to their persuasion.
They are obviously her friends...
Why not help her?
But it will only tell her to give up?
She really likes him very much...
Didn't they think about her at all?
...
But on the other hand, she also knew that it was precisely because they were her friends that they said so much to her.
Even though there were many times when she wanted to cover her ears and not listen to them.
Even though she yelled at them to shut up a lot of the time...
"...They are doing it for my own good..."
They don't want her to sink deeper and deeper into a hopeless relationship...
Hopeless...?
"I know……"
…
"I have worked hard..."
Song Qianqian bit her lower lip.
The almost white lips oozed a bit of blood.
"But, I can't control myself..."
"As soon as I heard them-"
"No."
Song Qianqian shook her head.
"As soon as I saw their expressions like that..."
Irritated, entangled, hating that iron cannot become steel, going crazy...
"I just can't calm myself down..."
She couldn't help but quarreled with them.
She didn't want to hear anything they said to her.
Afterwards, a hint of regret would arise in her heart.
But……
Can not change.
She couldn't control her subconscious reaction.
She was trapped in an endless loop.
…
She thought about breaking away.
But the desire to break free is not that strong...
…
"You are different."
Song Qianqian stared at Song Chuxia.
"I'm not that...irritated when it comes to you."
"I think I can..."
Song Qianqian touched her chest, "Are you feeling calm?"
…
Song Chuxia twitched her lips.
Song Qianqian was quite calm when facing her.
On the contrary, she was always annoyed by Song Qianqian's reaction as if she was living in her own world.
…
"I think……"
Song Qianqian slowly said the idea that came to her in a flash of inspiration, "If it were you..."
"Tell me more... to make me give up..."
"I...will listen...?"
"I have no rebellious attitude toward you..."
"What you said... also makes sense..."
"I……"
Song Qianqian struggled for a while, and then said slowly, "I hope..."