The boy didn't know which one he should ask first?
…
"……boy?"
Boys are lazy.
"Oh, I thought it was a girl based on the name."
Isn't Feifei just a girl's name?
oh……
When the boy reacted, the other party also said that he was not talking about Feifei...
etc.
Does the other party know what word he meant for Feifei?
…
"It's Philip."
Xiao Xiao slowed down his pronunciation, "Second tone."
…
"Phi...Phi?"
The boy nodded in confusion, "Oh."
"Sorry, I heard wrong."
He didn't pay attention to which words they were.
He's always like this.
What others say, he listens to.
If others don’t tell, he doesn’t ask.
Is there anything he needs to know about other people's affairs?
No.
Therefore, he never asked more questions.
He seems to be naturally less curious than others.
Maybe...at first I was afraid that if I asked, I wouldn't get an answer, which would lead to embarrassment.
Slowly, he got used to not asking.
…
"Philip...is he asleep?"
The boy looked at Feifei somewhat eagerly.
Just now, he was not sure, he seemed to have seen Philip open his eyes.
But if you look closely, you will see that it looks like Felipe has his eyes closed.
Was he dazzled?
He was a little annoyed at his carelessness.
…
Xiao Xiao turned his face slightly.
Then he smiled at the boy.
"Maybe."
In fact, Philip was not asleep.
It just doesn't want to talk to the boy opposite.
The boy's excitement and the complex emotions underlying it have nothing to do with it.
It doesn't know this boy.
I have no interest in contacting this boy.
…
The boy smiled bitterly.
The aura around him seemed a bit depressed.
He looked at Xiao Xiao.
"...I met Philip several times when I was very young."
"you……"
…
Xiao Xiao's eyebrows are slightly curved.
"Hello, my name is Xiao Xiao."
…
"Hello."
The boy responded in a panic, "My name is..."
After a few seconds of pause, the boy said his name, "Wei Yuchen."
Boys rarely introduce their names to others.
Because he rarely interacts with strangers.
I rarely encounter situations where I need to introduce myself.
He also doesn't like introducing his name to others.
I always feel that names are very personal information.
He doesn't like to attract attention.
Although he always attracts more attention than he wants.
Because of this, he felt that as long as his name was not known, he... would have an inexplicable sense of peace of mind.
You will feel fine.
…
However, when someone introduces himself, he can't pretend not to hear.
It is basic etiquette to reciprocate politely and state your name.
Moreover, maybe because they have something in common... the other person's attitude has always made him unknowingly develop a sense of trust and closeness to the other person.
It seemed like he hadn't had such a long chat with a stranger for a long time.
In addition to accidentally seeing Feifei, it was also because he didn't see any impatience or stiffness on the other person's face.
He clearly realized that he had not been perfunctory or dealt with.
The other party was communicating with him seriously.
Although he behaved very badly.
...
He knew how he was perceived in the eyes of many people: gloomy, silent, startled, inexplicable...
All in all, he's not a likable person.
However, this was caused by his past experiences.
A long time ago, he was also a lovable child...
Maybe?
It's been so long that he can't remember.
But he remembers what his parents told him...
How did you become like this?
It wasn't like this when you were a kid.
…
He hadn't thought about this problem for a long time.
But looking at the person in front of him, he didn't know why, but he thought about it again.
No.
He knows it.
He clenched his fists.
The phalanges are somewhat rugged and pale.
This person is the same as him...
They all saw creatures that others could not see...Phiphi...
I've obviously seen it all...
Why...are they different?
The boy couldn't help but tense up.
Otherwise, he was afraid that the sudden surge of emotions in his heart would crush him.
He himself felt caught off guard...
The emotions surged so suddenly...
…
it's wired……
Isn't it?
The boy pursed his lips.
Why is the person in front of him so different from him?
Without his gloom.
There was no surprise from him.
Without his... obscurity.
This person was just like the people he met who couldn't see...
There is no haze in my eyes.
Why?
Shouldn't they be the same?
…
unfair.
The boy suddenly tightened his clenched fists even more.
Why is he so... miserable?
"...I saw Philip when I was very young..."
The boy unconsciously repeated what he had said before.
"Before Philip, I saw others..."
"..."
…
Xiao Xiao was very calm and quiet.
There was no doubt in the boy's sudden narration.
…
"I was still very young at that time..."
"I don't know how to hide it..."
"Say what you see..."
It was obviously such a long time ago, but now it seems like it happened yesterday.
He remembers it clearly.
He was not surprised.
In the past, whenever he felt aggrieved or extremely uncomfortable, he would fantasize about it.
Imagine someone coming to help him.
The other person will listen to him.
Will believe what he says.
He recounted his experiences over and over again in his fantasy.
…
"At first, my mother thought I was just kidding and didn't take it seriously."
"Just keep going as I say."
"It's just that later I saw that I was getting older, but I still said the same words as the Golden Globe Award."
"Mom started to correct me."
"She told me to stop joking."
"I obviously don't like reading fairy tale books, but why do I like to play such childish games?"
"I'm at a loss."
"It's just that no matter how I explain, I can't seem to make my mother understand what I'm saying."
"It even annoyed my mother later."
"...I'm also very angry."
"But children are always afraid of their parents."
"When I see my mother angry, I don't dare to say anything."
"It's just that I told dad next time."
"I just had a very naive idea at the time. I didn't want to share the strange creatures I saw with my mother who didn't believe me..."
"But what disappoints me is that my father's attitude is the same as my mother's."
"They don't understand..."
"I was already in the fifth grade of elementary school at that time, and I was no longer old enough to believe in fairy tales."
"I'm still a boy, why are I still playing that kind of fantasy game..."
"They had a serious talk with me."
"Say that others will misunderstand me if they see me like this."
