He should have mustered up the courage to buy the little fox a cake.
pity……
If you miss it, you miss it.
I will probably never see that little fox again.
After so many years, he had almost forgotten the little fox from that year.
did not think of……
Life is so unexpected.
After many years, he saw the little fox again.
…
And because of the little fox, he met someone who was in a very similar situation to him... of the same kind.
It's said to be very similar.
They are so different.
The boy's slightly brighter expression darkened again as he recalled his first encounter with the little fox.
"……it's wired."
The boy made a sound.
"Na."
He looked at Xiao Xiao seriously.
"Why are you different from me?"
The obsession and persistence with this issue makes boys become much bolder.
He doesn't like asking people questions.
However, he wanted to know the answer to this question.
Can't wait, heart-wrenching...
His breathing could not help but become rapid.
…
"no the same?"
Xiao Xiao said that he didn't seem to understand what the other party meant.
"What's different?"
The boy's mood seemed a little strange.
Xiao Xiao frowned slightly.
…
"you……"
The boy squeezed his fingers, "You can obviously see the fibula... you can see them..."
"Why……"
"Not affected at all?"
"Aren't you misunderstood?"
"...Aren't you being pestered?"
"Aren't you misunderstood?"
"Are not you afraid?"
"Aren't you worried about someone discovering your abnormality?"
…
The boys talked a lot.
There is even some incoherence, and the preface does not match the follower.
Emotions are like waves that keep building up.
The undercurrent surged more and more, and water splashed everywhere.
"Too strange……"
Why can the person in front of me be so... clear?
The boy pursed his lips hard.
Clear?
cool and bright?
right.
It's clear.
The boy finally thought of the right words.
…
They should be the same, right?
He thought...he imagined...that he met people like himself...they were like two wounded beasts, fighting for each other's warmth.
As a result, he was the only one miserable.
He has never been a fussy person.
It doesn't matter if you say he is useless or it doesn't matter.
Instead of spending time arguing and communicating with others, he would rather do nothing.
However, this matter is different.
He couldn't bring himself to ignore it.
He can't control his emotions.
…
"Coffee~"
Feifei opened his eyes and exposed his cold fangs towards the boy.
…
The boys are excited.
Philip, Philip...
Philip opened his eyes.
This is the boy's first reaction.
But immediately, he was pinned to the spot by Feifei's cold gaze.
…
"Philip."
Xiao Xiao called softly.
…
"Gulu~"
The boy swallowed loudly.
There was a bit of panic in his eyes.
first……
It was the first time that he saw such a terrifying look in Philip's eyes.
Too.
At that time, he always stood in the distance and looked at Philip's back.
He did not see the front of Philip.
He is just a bystander.
…
However, neither Feifei, who was lying on the window of the cake shop and drooling at the cakes inside, nor Feifei, who was lying on Xiao Xiao's shoulder just now, looking like he was sleeping quietly, did not show any aggression.
It makes him feel like a cute and beautiful little creature.
really……
Monsters are monsters.
This is his name for other creatures that he sees but others cannot see.
He doesn't know what they are.
He thinks they are monsters.
However, Philippi is different.
No matter from the appearance or the temperament displayed by Fei Fei, he could not associate Fei Fei with a monster.
…
He found that he was wrong.
Philip is also a monster.
No matter how beautiful and harmless he looks, Philip is still one of the monsters.
…
The boy's hands and feet were cold.
…
The sound of thin water flow sounded.
The boy subconsciously followed the sound.
The curls of white air blurred his eyes.
…
"Please use."
Xiao Xiao put the teapot away.
Smiling and gesturing to the boy for tea.
…
The boy was a little dazzled by the heat of the tea.
very warm.
He held the teacup in his hand.
The deep warmth starts from the fingertips and extends upwards.
As soon as he drank the tea, the warmth spread to his limbs and bones.
His mind slowly calmed down.
"……Thanks."
…
"……sorry."
The boy lowered his head.
The slight ripple of tea made his expression a little blurry.
He felt embarrassed, embarrassed, and frustrated.
he……
…
"I saw it when I was in college."
Xiao Xiao pushed the plate with the distant snacks in front of the boy.
"Taste this."
…
"oh oh."
The boy subconsciously picked up a piece of snack and stuffed it into his mouth.
The delicious taste that melted in his mouth made him squint his eyes slightly.
tasty.
Food always makes people feel happy.
…
"So, you can't compare with me like this."
Xiao Xiao smiled.
"You were still a child at that time."
"And I am already an adult."
…
The boy looked a little startled.
Did you only see it when you were in college?
turn out to be……
"...Did you see different times..."
…
"Yes."
Xiao Xiao nodded.
…
The boy lowered his head and took a sip of tea.
Suddenly, my dry throat felt better.
He breathed a sigh of relief.
It’s undeniable…
He was comforted.
yes.
Their situation is different.
He was still a child then.
What do ignorant children know?
He doesn't know anything.
And Xiao Xiao is already an adult.
In the same situation, the child doesn't know what to do, but the adult already knows what to do, at least better than the child.
They are different.
...
"......Different......"
The boy murmured.
For a moment, he couldn't explain what he was feeling in his heart.
At first, he was indeed comforted.
but......
The boy's fingers dug into the back of his hand.
"you......"
He is considered an adult now.
He will be an adult soon.
His appearance...has not improved at all.
Timid, sensitive, startled...
These qualities have been deeply imprinted on his soul.
He hates himself like this.
But unable to change.
This is who he is.
He doesn't like himself.
Xiao Xiao made him see another possibility.
Xiao Xiao...is what he longs to be.
They can all see it.
So, can he become as smooth, gentle and calm as Xiao Xiao?
...
he does not know.
What children and adults...?
He knew that he would not change much as an adult, as a middle-aged person, or even as a gray-haired person.