Chapter 2526 Comparison
So what should he be called?
The boys became confused.
He couldn't say it when he called him brother.
It feels a little strange to call me brother.
Are there any other names?
classmate?
Senior?
The boy took a deep breath.
"Brother Xiao..."
He finally chose this title.
"What I saw... was a monster?"
…
"Um."
Xiao Xiao was not at all impatient with the boy's repeated confirmation.
After all, this is indeed a fact that takes some time to accept.
…
"so……"
The boy asked a question that had been pressing in his heart for many years, but he still dared not touch easily.
"Are they all true...?"
He is not a stubborn person.
He's not that opinionated either.
If possible, he would be willing to listen to other people's opinions.
Especially the opinions of parents.
Both his parents said he was wrong.
They even took him to the hospital.
.......
When he grew up, he suddenly realized why his parents had to take him to the hospital even though he was not sick.
Did his parents think there was something wrong with his mental condition?
To be honest…
When he grew up, he also checked a lot of information himself.
The more he looked, the more he felt, was there really something wrong with him?
fantasy?
Conjecture?
false?
he does not know.
He couldn't control the doubt in his heart.
He is afraid of unknown creatures.
I am even more afraid that all this is just my imagination.
He found……
The fact that they were illusory frightened him more than the fact that they were real.
He couldn't help but shudder.
Goosebumps crawled all over my body.
…
He has never been a determined person.
How can he be sure that he really saw it when only he can see it?
Rather than having a mental problem with him?
…
Is he a psychopath?
The boys instinctively resisted this guess.
He is normal.
He is not sick.
Because he was afraid of going to the hospital, he always paid attention to his health.
Just so that I don’t have to force myself to go to the hospital.
His spirit...
He is also mentally normal.
He admits that apart from being timid and easily frightened, he has a correct outlook on life and is positive.
How could such a person have mental problems?
…
There seemed to be two little people pulling the saw in his mind all the time.
Debating whether what he saw was reality or fiction?
This entanglement gave him a huge mental burden.
He is getting thinner and thinner.
Becoming uncontrollably thin.
However, after entering puberty, he grew up like bamboo shoots after a rain.
Maybe most boys want to be as tall as possible.
He is not.
He wishes he was shorter.
It can also be less eye-catching.
…
He is too eye-catching now.
When walking on the road, there are always people pointing at him.
Occasionally he could hear some whispers.
Only then did he realize that in the eyes of others, he looked like he was seriously ill or had suffered a huge blow...
All in all, they are all miserable settings.
Although he felt that he was quite miserable, his misery was completely different from the guesses of passers-by.
...
"Didn't you see it?"
Seeing the boy's open mouth, Xiao Xiao smiled slightly, then calmed down and looked serious.
"it is true."
He knows boys' doubts and uncertainties.
accidental.
Just by chance.
He will also be in such a trance.
Are they all real?
Do they really exist around him?
It's not his imagination.
It's not his fantasy.
He lives with them under the same blue sky.
Breathing the same air.
Bathed in the same sunshine.
...
"Everything you see is real."
Xiao Xiao arched his eyebrows.
"trust yourself."
...
"......Um."
The boy nodded slightly.
This problem really bothered him for a long time.
Like a maggot attached to a bone.
Like a shadow.
Let him be in fear all day long.
He was so startled. On the one hand, it was indeed because of the monster that he was in a state of panic.
On the other hand, it was also because of this doubt that stuck in my throat.
If this is all fake...
Every time he thought about this possibility, he felt like he couldn't breathe.
If this is all fake...
His life is ruined.
He is a madman...
...
fortunately......
None of this is fake.
All this is true.
The doubts that had been lingering in his mind for many years were finally solved, and the boy felt like he was exhausted.
Very good.
As long as it's not fake...
As long as it's not him who has the problem...
That's great.
The boy covered his face.
...
After a long while, the boy raised his head.
The corners of the eyes are a little red.
My eyes are very dry.
He straightened his body slightly.
"......Thanks."
He didn't doubt what the other person said.
Because the other party really saw it.
He is the only one of his kind he has encountered in so many years.
similar......
Can he say that?
The boy smiled bitterly.
he does not know.
There is a huge difference in aura between Brother Xiao and him.
I always feel that putting them on the same level...is not that appropriate.
...
"......Thanks......"
The boy lowered his head.
"I've been very confused..."
"I've always been scared..."
The boy couldn't help but take a deep breath.
"Panic and uneasy..."
"My head is going to explode with worry..."
"I still can't find an answer..."
"I can't find anyone..."
Come and tell him an answer.
Unexpectedly, this unexpected combination of circumstances... led him to meet Brother Xiao.
He never expected that the answer he had been thinking about for so many years would come from Brother Xiao.
I always feel...things in the world are magical.
He almost gave up...
What understanding look?
All he saw was confusion, embarrassment, and surprise.
Later, he subconsciously avoided other people's eyes.
...
But in the end, he still met someone of the same kind.
Although Brother Xiao looks completely different from him.
Brother Xiao is very at ease.
And his distress, his struggle, his fear...
All the things he cares about...
Brother Xiao seems to...not care.
Such kind...somewhat made it difficult for him to tell whether the emotions in his heart were more happy, more jealous, or more unfair...
Is this the so-called same person but different destiny?
The boy looked at the corners of his mouth raised in the tea.
Really ugly.
He frowned.
The smile is so ugly.
...
Is he actually so stingy and careless...?
Realizing this, boys feel that their mood is even worse.
"......sorry."
The boy apologized again.
"...I...am envious, no-"
The boy exhaled slowly.
"I'm jealous of you."
"Even if we see it differently."
"I was just a kid at that time."
"But now I have grown up."
"I......"
"But......"
"There's no difference between me now and the kid back then."
Rather than saying that there is no difference, it is better to say that he is getting better and better.
Without comparison, he can still deceive himself and others.
With the comparison, he just felt embarrassed.
This chapter has been completed!