He doesn't like to talk about his private matters with others.
In addition, he also knew in his heart that his insistence on this matter was really childish and inexplicable.
If you tell others, he can probably predict the reaction he will get.
That was obviously not the response he wanted.
Therefore, he never told anyone about his incident.
Not long ago, my sister told some strangers about this matter.
He never thought that he would be so close to one of them, classmate Xiao.
Encountered it again and again.
Classmate Xiao also helped him a lot.
Regarding the matter that concerned him, Classmate Xiao also had a very calm attitude.
No ridicule.
He didn't show any incredulity, as if he had a strange expression.
This makes him feel relaxed.
Now classmate Xiao asked...
He had no scruples.
Classmate Xiao... was the first person to whom he could confide his thoughts on this matter.
In fact, he was quite happy.
Sometimes, when something has been held in my heart for a long time, I want to find someone to talk to...
Especially when things are not going anywhere...
Now that he had such an opportunity, he had no hesitation...
It was mainly through these experiences that Xiao Xiao successfully established a very reliable image in his heart.
…
"Has this affected your life?"
Xiao Xiao raised his eyes.
The rain seems to have lightened up a bit.
He's a little funny.
Maybe if they chat a little longer, the rain will stop?
…
Xu Qizhen was slightly startled.
He shook his head subconsciously.
"No."
He thought carefully again.
"No."
This time, he shook his head firmly.
"I always look for clues on the streets during my free time."
He didn't delay what he should do because of it.
After so many years, this matter has become as normal to him as eating and drinking.
…
"Then why give up?"
Xiao Xiao raised his eyebrows slightly.
This incident did not affect Xu Qizhen's normal life.
Xu Qi really wanted to persevere in his heart.
So, what reason does Xu Qi really have to go against his own heart?
It's better to just let nature take its course.
…
Well……
Xu Qi was really startled.
He was questioned.
yes.
This incident does not affect his life.
He himself has preferences in his heart.
So, why should you force yourself to make a decision you don’t like just because of other people’s opinions?
…
Because that's my sister.
His sister's opinion is very important to him.
Especially after the last time they had a long-awaited serious conversation about this matter, he learned a lot about his sister's thoughts and what she silently did for him.
Although he was still very determined at that time.
But as the days passed, he began to doubt the meaning of his actions.
He doesn't want his sister to worry about him.
…
"Have you ever tried giving up?"
Xiao Xiao smiled.
After such a long time, he thought that even if he didn't put it into practice, Xu Qizhen must have had such an idea in his mind.
…
"……Um."
Xu Qizhen nodded.
Of course he thought about it.
After a long period of getting nowhere...
He also told himself, give up... stop looking...
He obviously told himself this...
The next time he heard vague remarks on the street, before he could react, he had already walked to the other person's side.
He was helpless.
After a few times, he let himself go.
Anyway, as classmate Xiao said just now, this incident did not affect his life.
But it seems...
It affects my sister...
…
"If you pay more attention to your emotions and methods when looking for someone to ask questions, I think..."
Xiao Xiao quirked his eyebrows.
"Your sister will feel more at ease."
What Xu Qizhen's sister is worried about is that her brother's extreme words and deeds may arouse the resentment of strangers, or even lead to conflicts with him.
And I don't have much disgust with my brother's behavior itself.
…
"ah……"
Xu Qizhen blinked his eyes.
is that so?
He couldn't help but think carefully about the conversation between his sister and him in the past...
like……
"...That's it..."
Every time his sister appears, there is a conflict between him and others...
His sister pulled him to apologize to others.
Later, my sister educated him.
The content is the same.
He has obviously heard it so many times...
It took Classmate Xiao to remind him that he realized... what exactly his sister was worried about...
His sister had no objection to him finding his playmate at that time...
Although his sister always told him that she lied at that time, in fact, there was no such friend playing hide and seek with him at home...
…
What my sister objected to was that once he discovered some clues, he would hold on to people and make them tell them about Zichou Yinmao's excessive behavior.
…
That is to say...
"I see."
Xu Qizhen took a deep breath.
"I will pay attention to it in the future."
"I won't get myself into trouble."
"It won't make my sister worry either."
He won't let his sister clean up his mess for him.
It's his own decision to find someone.
Moreover, it is a willful decision.
He will not affect others.
You won't worry those who care about you.
He will try his best to do what he can.
Do your best and obey destiny.
When the day comes that he really has to give up, he can accept it calmly.
He can tell himself.
He tried his best.
He has no regrets.
…
"Classmate Xiao."
"Thank you."
Xu Qi was really grateful to Xiao Xiao.
He felt relaxed at this moment.
The problem that had been bothering him for the past few days was solved.
He is very happy.
really.
Sometimes, just immersing yourself in trouble alone is not enough.
It will blind you.
It will also make you get into trouble without even realizing it.
In the end, I couldn't even figure out such a simple thing.
After thinking about it, he felt that he was a fool before.
He never doubted his intelligence.
Because he was in poor health as a child, he had a quiet personality and was more attentive to his studies.
He has always been a top student.
Due to physical reasons, he is also calmer than his peers.
certainly.
His calmness was completely shattered on certain matters.
He sometimes surprises himself with his performance.
Did he really care so much about the stranger he hadn't found at that time?
He actually really cares so much...
…
"It seems you have figured it out."
Xiao Xiao had a smile on his face.
…
"Um."
Xu Qizhen nodded.
"I figured it out."
There is obviously a way to get the best of both worlds, but he doesn't need to...
He was still tangled up there thinking about himself.
"I'm such a fool."
Xu Qi hit his head in such a funny way.
…
The corners of Xiao Xiao's mouth turned up slightly.
He turned his head and looked outside the umbrella.