At first, he deliberately avoided the children because of his cowardice.
Giving others the opportunity to harm the child.
Still under his nose.
…
Later he was awakened by reality.
Although the child has suffered for several years.
He vowed to make amends to the child.
only……
The lack of getting along with the child for many years made him somewhat unsure of how to get along with the child.
Even if the old man said that it would be better to pay more attention to the children.
The child is still young.
As long as he treats you sincerely.
You can also win back your child’s heart.
But the principle is easy to understand, but in actual practice... it is very difficult.
He can do many things for children.
This does not include spending time alone and naturally with children.
He is not good at dealing with children.
Although he is his own child.
and……
He is used to "treating" this child coldly.
I want him to correct himself...
It's not easy for him.
…
Every time I am alone with this child, the child is very careful with him -
He knew this was the cause he had planted in the past.
It's his sin.
He was actually very cautious about the child.
He didn't want the child to suffer any further harm.
…
How can two cautious people get along harmoniously?
He doesn't know what the child feels?
He just felt embarrassed and helpless.
Maybe the child feels the same way as he does?
…
So even though it has been several years since he changed his attitude towards his children, his relationship with his children does not seem to be developing as rapidly as he initially thought.
…
He was very anxious.
Very frustrating too.
It's just that once he faces a child, he is habitually "disciplined".
…
Now the child is gone.
In the past few years, he has felt all kinds of emotions towards his children: guilt, apology, self-blame, and strong care and affection that he doesn’t know how to express...
It seems that they have reached the breaking point.
For a moment, the man thought he was a balloon.
It's still a balloon about to burst.
This high-pitched, uneasy feeling that something was about to overflow made him increasingly anxious and uncomfortable.
He's going crazy.
…
When he finally saw the child, he couldn't control the emotions surging in his heart.
It wasn't until he held the child firmly in his arms that his restlessly beating heart finally stopped hanging in the air.
"Little baby's breath..."
The corners of the man's eyes were slightly red.
"You scared dad to death..."
…
"dad……"
It’s the first time I’m so close to my dad…
The girl was confused and at a loss.
Just now she said that her father had never hugged her...
She had seen many times in front of the school, on the street, fathers holding their children or children sitting on their father's shoulders.
Every time she took one look and looked away.
…
If you don’t look at it, you won’t be envious.
Nor did she envy those children being held by their fathers.
What she envied... was the intimate atmosphere between them.
Just like the relationship between her and her grandparents.
She also hopes that the relationship between her father and her will be like this.
…
The girl's eyes were a little dim.
Every time I realize that my father doesn’t like his child like other classmates’ fathers, he likes her...
She felt very depressed.
very sad.
She can't help but doubt herself.
I even doubted my grandparents.
Are her grandparents lying to her?
She is actually not as good as her grandparents say.
otherwise……
Why did her father never come to pick her up from school?
She didn't sign her test paper...
I didn’t come to school to hold a parent-teacher conference for her...
Didn't you praise her because she scored 100 points?
She doesn't even get to see her father very often...
…
But she got all of these later.
…
It rained that day and she didn't take an umbrella.
Just when she was lingering in the classroom expecting the rain to stop soon, she saw... her father appearing at the door of the classroom.
That was the first time her father came to pick her up from school.
…
That day, her father walked into her room and asked her if she had any test papers to sign?
She was surprised.
How did dad know?
In the past, she would take the test paper and do enough mental preparation to go to her mother to sign it.
This was the first time that a family member... or her father took the initiative to ask her to sign the test paper.
…
Dad said it was mentioned in the message the teacher sent him.
She became more and more surprised.
ah?
Did the teacher send a message to dad?
…
Seemingly surprised to see her, Dad smiled.
Said he had told the teacher.
The teacher will contact him in the future regarding her matters.
…
The girl couldn't tell what she was feeling at that moment...
She blankly took out the test paper.
Dad praised her.
Said she was great.
He did so well on the exam.
…
That night, while lying on the bed, she suddenly became happy.
She grinned stupidly for a long time before falling asleep.
…
Her life has changed.
Dad is no longer just a noun to her.
Dad appears more in her life.
So much so that when she found out that her father was going to attend her parent-teacher meeting, she didn't seem as surprised as she thought.
But inside she was already cheering for joy.
…
Dad has changed.
The girl finally realized this.
…
Even if she knows that her father has changed...
But at this time, her father still made her feel a little strange.
It was the first time she felt...so directly...
Dad cares about her...
It seemed... more than she thought...?
…
"dad……"
In fact, my father's hug was a little too tight.
The girl felt a little pain.
But she frowned and said nothing.
On the one hand, she is used to being patient.
On the other hand, she was a little reluctant and scared.
She couldn't bear to let her father be so close to her.
Afraid... If she pushes her father away this time, he won't be so close to her in the future.
…
"uncle."
Xiao Xiao spoke up.
"You hugged me too hard and hurt the little baby's breath."
…
"ah?"
The man suddenly distanced himself from the child.
He noticed the child's brows that didn't have time to relax.
He was a little annoyed.
"I'm sorry, little Gypsophila."
"Dad is so excited."
…
The girl shook her head.
A smile spread across his face.
"I'm fine."
…
"Is it really okay?"
The man looked the child up and down.
What he actually asked was whether anything happened during the period when the child was missing.
"where did you go?"
"Are you injured?"
"Any trouble?"
The man asked more clearly.
…
The girl couldn't help but glance at Master Xiao opposite.
she……
She didn't want her father to know that she almost got into a car accident because of her negligence.
No matter whether her father is angry or worried about her, it is not what she wants to see.
But is this a lie...
Is it bad?
Moreover, she didn’t say...
Wouldn’t Master Xiao say it either?
The girl was confused and anxious.
…
"Little Baby's Gypsophila left the park to chase a cat."
