Master Xiao is the only person who knows about her disgraceful deeds.
Even she was ashamed of what she did during that time.
She didn't dare tell anyone.
The only person who knows is Master Xiao.
Therefore, Master Xiao's recognition of her is extremely important.
Otherwise, she is afraid that she will fall into self-loathing and be unable to get out.
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"Hate?"
Xiao Xiao raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Why?"
Did he do something that caused the child to misunderstand? Or did he say something that caused the child to misunderstand?
Well, how could he hate a child?
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"Because I'm a bad boy."
Guo Shan said slowly, her voice hoarse.
Then his dark eyes looked at Xiao Xiao cautiously and a little aggrievedly, "Master Xiao ignored me."
"I've been talking to my brother."
…
Guo Shan's "accusation" made Xiao Xiao, who was a little confused, instantly understand everything.
He chuckled softly.
He knew that he was special to this child.
He is the only one who knows the child's secret.
The secret that haunts this child and makes him feel self-loathing every time he thinks about it.
…
Xiao Xiao reached out and touched the top of Guo Shan's soft hair.
"Guo Shan is a good child."
That matter has passed.
He didn't want the child to be too immersed in it.
Maybe this child has always felt that he was terrible at the beginning, but people always have to look forward.
He believes that this child is a kind child,
Because now, he can also see the guilt and regret in the child's eyes.
Just, enough is enough.
After all, monsters are beyond the tolerance of a child, so there is nothing worthy of criticism if the child only shrinks because of timidity.
She doesn't need to be too hard on herself.
No one is born brave, but as long as you have a heart that wants to be brave, even if you are afraid, your originally weak heart will become stronger and braver.
…
Xiao Xiao gently pressed the top of Guo Shan's head with his palm.
He could see the determination in this child's eyes.
"Guo Shan worked very hard."
"Don't force yourself too hard."
"It's okay to take a break occasionally."
…
Guo Shan raised her head and looked at Xiao Xiao, her big eyes were even more clean and translucent because they were washed by tears, and they were full of water.
She's asking, can she?
Could she really take a break?
Because she had done such an outrageous thing to her brother and was too timid to say anything, the suffering in Guo Shan's heart has never been completely eliminated.
Even though Master Xiao told her last time, she just needs to be nicer to her brother in the future.
The choices you made in the past cannot be changed, but you can decide what you do in the future.
She did.
She is trying to be nice to her brother.
But she found that her brother had always been so good to her, but she was far from being good enough to her brother.
She always wanted to do something more, to do something for her brother.
However, the ordinary routine of daily life even makes her anxious and upset.
She was frustrated to find that, except for some of the things she was already doing, there seemed to be nothing she could do for her brother.
She just backed away when her brother needed her the most.
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Even so, Guo Shan couldn't stop with such peace of mind.
She always kept thinking about what she could do for her brother.
Even though thinking about it made her head hurt, she didn't want to stop.
She was afraid of forgetting that she had done such an excessive thing to her brother, and she was afraid of forgetting the mistakes she had made.
She didn't want to make the same mistake again.
She must always remember that she must protect her brother.
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"Um."
"Silly girl, how can you protect the person you want to protect when you've already fallen down?"
This child is almost the same as when he came to see him last time. He is still as thin, or even thinner.
Obviously Guo Shan is a little fatter.
What a troublesome girl.
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Xiao Xiao said in a low voice. The noise coming from the surrounding area made Guo's mother and Guo Shan nearby unable to hear clearly what Xiao Xiao said.
This is also the reason why Xiao Xiao has no scruples about speaking.
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"Guo Shan, don't be anxious."
Xiao Xiao's voice was soft, "Don't think about how to make up for Guo Shan."
"He is your brother and you are her sister. This blood relationship is unbreakable."
"You have a lifetime to be good to your brother."
"Just try to be a better Guo Shan."
"Don't let your mother and brother worry."
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Guo Shan tilted her head, Guo's mother, Guo Shan's worried look came into her eyes.
She stared blankly for a while, and then the corners of her mouth slowly curved slightly.
She looked at Xiao Xiao again, "Well, I will be a good child, and I will be my brother's best sister."
The little girl clenched her fists and her eyes were filled with brilliance.
She doesn't need to rush.
Why should she be anxious?
Obviously she still has so much time to be kind to her brother and repay his love for protecting her.
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"good."
Xiao Xiao reached out and rubbed the top of Guo Shan's hair, then slowly straightened up.
"Shanshan."
Seeing that the conversation here had come to an end, Guo Shan immediately rushed over.
He circled Guo Shan with a worried look on his face.
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"Shanshan."
Mother Guo hugged the child and said, "Tell mom, what's wrong with you? Okay?"
As a mother, but she doesn’t know what happened to her child, Guo’s mother feels deeply frustrated. Because of the unknown, she is even more worried about her child.
The two emotions were intertwined, making Mother Guo feel extremely uncomfortable.
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"Mom, I'm fine."
Even though her eyes were red and her face was stained with tears, the little girl showed a bright and bright smile, her eyes were dark and clean, and she looked innocent and childish.
It seems to be what my daughter looks like in my memory.
It seems like something is different again.
Mother Guo looked at her daughter, even though she still had doubts in her heart, a gentle smile appeared on her face.
"It's okay."
Since her daughter doesn't want to talk, she doesn't want to force her child.
However, "If something really happens, I must tell my mother."
"Or you can tell your brother."
Mother Guo looked at her daughter in her arms lovingly.
She owes something to her two children.
Even if it is because of the pressure of life, it is an indisputable fact that children are neglected because of busy work.
The children are getting older and older, and they have always been so well-behaved and sensible.
She really felt that God loved her so much and gave her two such wonderful children.
However, the better the child gets, the more guilty she becomes.
The children have no father, and she, the mother, rarely stays with them.
So, now, she doesn't even know what happened to the child.
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"Yes, Shanshan, tell your brother if you have anything."
When the little boy heard his mother's words, he immediately came over, patted his thin chest, and smiled proudly, "Brother, protect you."