Maybe it was because the first quick glance at the other person gave him too deep a feeling.
He always remembered what the other party said.
"Okay, Gu Diao, let's eat the beauty spider."
Then, he saw that the monster that killed his mother and imprisoned his mother's soul was eaten into the stomach by another monster that looked like an eagle but had big horns.
He could even hear the sound of "click~click~", the sound of sharp teeth biting the shell.
…
It was a terrifying scene, but Su Xun tried his best to keep his eyes open and couldn't take his eyes off it.
Even though his stomach was churning.
...
He noticed that as the spider monster's head disappeared into the sharp-toothed mouth, the human face on the back of the big spider suddenly started to riot.
The beautiful faces are beautiful when viewed alone, but they are so crowded together and the facial features with different expressions overlap each other, like faded masks, and the original appearance cannot be seen. The only clear thing is what is revealed between their eyebrows.
Uncontrollable eagerness and desire.
Such a bizarre and bizarre picture is a bit eerie and sad.
Moreover, there was obviously no sound, but he felt a hoarse whine ringing in his ears.
…
Su Xun didn't look away until he saw a familiar face.
The next second, that face seemed to melt into thousands of light spots.
Then it disappeared.
However, he saw the curvature of the corners of the mouth before the face disappeared.
Mother Su was smiling.
…
I don't know if it was his imagination, but Su's mother seemed to have seen him.
Until they disappeared, those blurry eyes filled with the tenderness he was all too familiar with were always staring at him.
"Mother."
His lips moved and he murmured silently.
The corners of his mouth were slightly raised at some point.
His eyes revealed a joyful smile and deep admiration.
However, his eyes suddenly widened.
Disappeared!
After a moment of panic, he realized that his mother's soul, which had been imprisoned for two years, was finally freed from the shackles of the monster and gained final freedom.
Mother, will you go to heaven?
…
However, even so, the sad and empty mood is difficult to let go.
His vision went dark and he fell into darkness again.
…
"Well, it's me."
Xiao Xiao nodded seriously.
Now that he knew that it was not his imagination that Su Xun woke up for a while, it was not surprising that the person in front of him could recognize him.
Moreover, this can be regarded as an unexpected surprise.
He could feel the change in Su Xun's attitude towards him.
This will obviously have a good bonus effect on his subsequent persuasion.
…
"Why did you appear in my dream?"
Su Xun's dull expression fluctuated violently.
But soon, he lowered his eyes again and regained his dead silence.
He looked like he had no interest in the answer.
…
Just when Xiao Xiao was about to say something, Su Xun looked up at him again.
"Thank you."
His expression was still rigid, but his eyes, which were like stagnant water at first, showed a slight wave of emotion.
The emotions inside are very sincere.
"Thank you for saving my mother."
"Really thank you very much."
…
Xiao Xiao was stunned for a moment, then slowly laughed.
"If you want to thank me, just wake up."
"Someone is really worried about you."
…
"Tongtong?"
Su Xun whispered.
The person in front of him was his mother and his savior. His good upbringing prevented him from turning a blind eye or listening to Xiao Xiao like before.
Moreover, the person Xiao Xiao said was very worried about him was the only person he was still somewhat concerned about.
…
The reason why he was just a little concerned was because he saw that she was doing well.
He is as carefree, cheerful and confused as he was when he was a child.
There is no haze on the face.
…
He still remembered that in the distant past, the little girl was "driven" by her aunt to come to his house to do homework, and she looked unwilling and depressed.
He couldn't help but laugh a little.
At that time, even though he always behaved strictly, he still liked to lecture her.
I always look like I have a headache over her "naughty behavior".
However, in his heart, he really likes his sister Tongtong.
…
He has lived with his mother since he was a child. He has always had the greatest tenderness towards women.
Tongtong's temperament is completely different from his mother's, which makes him very curious and feels a sense of accomplishment as an older brother.
Especially when the little girl asked him for something, the admiring look she showed him after he solved it perfectly made him very happy, and he felt a faint sense of pride in his heart.
Even though he hid this joy and pride well.
Maybe it’s for the boys’ sake?
Or shy?
…
So many years have passed in a flash.
The little girl has also become a big girl.
But it was still the Tongtong in his memory, without any change.
…
Therefore, he did not hold back his emotional fluctuations at that time, but let the monster notice Tongtong's friend.
He really regrets it.
But he had no ability to resist.
…
He just couldn't do it as he watched Tongtong's friend being "eaten" by the monster.
Even if it was in vain, he still tried his best to delay the monster's eating speed.
Just like he had done countless times before.
…
Just when he thought that this time would be like countless times before, and finally couldn't wait for a miracle to happen, a miracle happened.
Someone has come to save Tongtong's friend.
That man also saved his mother and him.
He is very happy.
His efforts this time were not in vain.
He finally waited for the end of the monster.
…
It's just, "It would be nice if you showed up sooner."
Su Xun still couldn't hold back the words that lingered in his heart countless times.
…
He felt fortunate and happy for Yu Xiao's final rescue.
But it's hard not to think of his mother, "Why didn't you show up earlier?"
His voice was hoarse and dry, as rough and unpleasant as sandpaper.
…
Su Xun knew that he was making trouble unreasonably.
However, he had no way to stop himself from thinking this way, and he couldn't control his emotions.
And it was because of the comparison that he became even more unwilling.
Why?
Why wasn't his mother so lucky?
When his mother was so scared and desperate, why didn't anyone come to save her?
Obviously someone is capable of saving her!
…
If the person in front of me had appeared earlier, if the person in front of me had gotten rid of that monster earlier...
Then nothing will happen to his mother.
His mother will still be alive and well.
…
Su Xun's eyes were red, and tears flowed out without any warning.
He lowered his head suddenly and covered his face with his hands.
Regret, unwillingness, resentment, sorrow, and even complaints, all kinds of emotions were mixed together, gnawing at his heart all the time, making him miserable.