"I'm not worried about my mother being alone at home."
"But mom must let me live on campus."
The expression on Su Xun's face was a little helpless, "I always want to experience what it's like to live on campus with my classmates."
“College is my first time living on campus.”
He immediately explained.
…
And he would never refuse Mother Su's request.
So, he compromised.
…
He has known since he was a child that it was very hard for his mother to take care of him alone.
Some people also told him that his mother would eventually remarry, and then he would be a drag.
Moreover, Su's mother, who has a new family, will not be as kind to him as before.
She will have new children.
He was also afraid of this and resisted it.
He will always remember that Su's mother hugged him and said to him, "No, Xiaoxun will always be his mother's most important treasure."
His mother has always been the most important person to him.
He is his only relative.
…
"But what did I see?"
"I really regret it."
"It would be nice if I didn't live on campus."
...
"Maybe I can't change anything."
"After all, what power do I have against monsters?"
…
"But at least I can stand in front of my mother."
"At least-"
"Are you going to die together?"
Xiao Xiao suddenly spoke.
Su Xun was stunned for a moment, looking down at the purple wild flowers, but with a default attitude.
"Then your mother's soul will still be imprisoned by the beauty spider."
"It's just that no one will save her this time."
"Because the only son who was willing to fight the monster for two years to save her is dead."
"Moreover, if a mother sees her son die in front of her in order to save her, she will be even more painful."
Xiao Xiao lowered his head and looked at Su Xun who was squatting on the ground. His expression was calm, and there was no trace of emotion in his words, but Su Xun suddenly froze.
…
A purple petal breaks away from the calyx.
Su Xun stared blankly at the petals held in her fingers.
Just now, he lost control of his strength and pulled off the petals.
…
A gust of wind blew, and Su Xun's hand subconsciously relaxed a little.
The purple petals flew out instantly, were carried high into the air by the wind, and soon disappeared.
…
The purple wildflowers were also blown by the wind and seemed to rise from the ground in the next second.
However, in the end, the flower stem was still there, but only a calyx remained at the top of the flower stem.
The purple petals were swept high into the sky by the wind, and together with the petals in Su Xun's hand, they were quickly carried away by the wind.
…
Su Xun's hand slowly clenched into a fist, and he suddenly raised his head and glared at Xiao Xiao.
Xiao Xiao didn't look at him at all.
The gaze from a distance seems to be following those purple petals, and the side face shows a bit of light indifference.
"Do you like this ending better?"
…
Su Xun gritted his teeth.
How could he like this ending!
…
But...if he had been with his mother at that time, such a result would have been inevitable.
…
He is not Superman, he cannot transform.
Apart from using himself as a shield, he didn't know how to protect his mother from a monster that coveted his mother.
It's just that such a method is like a bad joke in front of the monster.
Then, he will be killed by the monster.
…
What about mother?
The monster originally came for my mother.
The results are obvious.
…
His death had no other effect except slightly delaying the time when his mother was caught by the monster.
He couldn't save his mother.
Even if he sacrificed his own life.
This is truly a despairing fact.
…
He suddenly seemed to have returned to the days in the past two years when he couldn't distinguish between day and night, cold and heat.
Because every day, all the time, his heart felt like it had fallen into an ice cellar, and it was as cold as a bone.
Everywhere he could see was a thick gray fog.
There is no light and no color.
He can't find a way out.
Even the road under my feet was almost unclear.
It's really useless.
…
Su Xun fell into deep self-disgust.
…
"Su Xun."
It wasn't a loud sound, but it seemed like the whole world was shaking.
Su Xun's body trembled, and his raised eyes regained focus.
The look on his face was confused and shocked.
...
Then his eyes suddenly opened wide, with a look of shock on his face.
I saw purple wild flowers suddenly blooming in the vast expanse of wilderness.
In the blink of an eye, the originally lush green field turned into a sea of purple flowers.
Even the distant sky was vaguely rendered in a light purple.
I have to say, this scene is shocking.
It's even more amazingly beautiful.
Su Xun stood up quickly and couldn't help but murmured to herself, "It's so beautiful."
There seemed to be light shining in his eyes, "Mom must like it very much!"
…
"Um."
Xiao Xiao nodded. He was indeed a good-looking Feifei, and the scene he created was beautiful.
"I think my aunt would really like you to bring her a bouquet of purple flowers."
…
Su Xun thought of the flowers that were always in the room every day.
Not only purple, but also other colors.
Mother Su said that flowers of every color are beautiful.
But she still likes purple the most.
So the protagonist in his vase is always purple flowers.
Flowers of other colors can only play supporting roles.
…
He thought of Su's mother's cheerful smile when she was arranging flowers.
He also thought about what Su's mother said to him, "When you are in a bad mood, looking at these beautiful flowers will make you feel much better."
"However, Xiaoxun is a boy, so maybe he doesn't like flowers that much, right?"
He didn't answer at that time, because in his opinion, it was not very manly for a boy to like flowers.
He wants to be a man who protects his mother.
...
However, he actually likes flowers.
Because every time I see flowers, my mother will be very happy.
Well, he is also very happy, and he also likes flowers that can make his mother happy.
And influenced by his mother, he also likes purple, especially purple flowers.
Because every time he sends purple flowers to his mother, her smile is the most beautiful.
…
Su Xun sends flowers to her mother every year.
It was just wild flowers at first, because he had no money and he would not ask Su’s mother for money.
The first bouquet of flowers he bought for his mother was violets, which he bought with the prize money he won from participating in a competition.
It became his habit to send flowers.
He suddenly realized that he had not sent flowers to his mother for two years.
…
"Su Xun, don't blame yourself."
"You've done a great job."
"The fact that you survived is the greatest comfort to my aunt."
Xiao Xiao looked at Su Xun, who was a little dazed as he didn't know what he was thinking of, and his expression showed a little gentleness.
"Wake up."
"Send Auntie a bouquet of her favorite purple flowers."