On the way home, Lin Jia kept her head lowered and sat in the corner without saying a word. Her expression was indifferent and she could not see any emotion. Lu Qing did not force her to sit next to him, even though he wanted to hug her. Opposite her.
The headlights of the car passed over her face, and he noticed that her eyes were red, and there were faint tears in the corners of her eyes.
My heart felt like it was being pinched by something, it felt dull and a little painful.
"Did Ruan Yunan make things difficult for you again?" In fact, he knew it without asking. He immediately wanted to settle the score with Ruan Yunan, but the most important thing right now was to comfort her who was injured. He could take Ruan Yunan's life at any time if he wanted.
Lin Jia was in a gloomy mood, as if she was in a haze, unable to see the road ahead clearly, and felt that life was all gloomy. She even hoped that someone would stretch out a hand from the mud and pull her down.
thorough*.
She took a gentle breath and sighed. "I don't know why this situation is happening!" She frowned, looking like a confused and distressed child. She obviously tried very hard to do well, but she couldn't.
However, things did not go as she expected, out of her control, developing in a direction contrary to her expectations, and becoming increasingly out of her control.
"I really don't want to make anyone difficult...but...I can't even help myself...Although Ruan Yunan* has been beaten countless times, I still feel so dirty and ashamed in front of him! Although his words are ugly
, but I have no ability to defend myself at all! Because his accusations are all correct, and I did betray him. Compared with him, my sin is not light!"
"The best way to end torture is divorce!"
She pinched her eyebrows in annoyance and resisted verbally. "Stop forcing me!"
"I'm not forcing you. Of course I have selfish motives, but objectively speaking, this is the only solution! After divorce, you and Ruan Yunan have nothing to do with each other. You don't owe him or anyone in the Ruan family. You don't have to be
Tortured by guilt!" He knew that although she didn't say it, she had always had this knot in her mind and her life was not easy. Every time he saw her like this, he felt heartbroken and wanted to help her end it as soon as possible so that she would have nothing.
Don't worry and interact with him easily.
"Divorce is not as easy as you think!"
"Then tell me how difficult it is? From beginning to end, you are creating psychological pressure on yourself, no one is forcing you!"
"Even if I divorce Ruan Yunan, I can't be with you! The Lu family can't accept it, and I can't accept it myself! How do you want outsiders to think that I divorced my husband, but I got into my third uncle's* house? What will they do?
miss me?"
He raised his eyebrows, "Do you care what others think?"
"Yes! I care very much! I'm not like you, I'm not qualified to live so egotistically, I'm afraid of other people's gossip. I'm a traditional girl, I can't accept myself*. If possible, I hope the marriage will last a lifetime
Divorce is a last resort! I hope that my marriage will be favored and blessed by everyone, instead of...being cast aside and criticized by others! Even if I don't care, how will I explain it to my children in the future?"
"We are not related by blood!"
"But only the two of us know about this matter. I can't speak out. I don't want to hurt my mother or grandpa!"
"So you would rather bear all the grievances alone and torture yourself every day. You can clearly find happiness at your fingertips, but you want to push it away?" His eyebrows sank, "I want you to understand that you live for yourself, not for other people.
!”
"I'm really in a mess now, please don't force me anymore!"
"I'm not forcing you, I just feel sorry for you! You are my woman, and it is my responsibility to protect you! I don't want you to have to shoulder everything by yourself. There are some things that only men can solve. Relying on me does not mean you
Weak, I hope to be a man you can trust. Whenever you need it, I will help you!"
His words did have the power to calm people's hearts, allowing Lin Jia's restless heart to calm down a little. However, she had always been used to being alone and relying on herself for everything. She was not used to it and did not want to rely on it. She knew that,
Once she reaches out to him, it will be difficult for her to pull away. Gradually, she will cling to him like a vine. If one day, he leaves her, she will not be able to survive. So she persisted and rejected him from the beginning.
Good intentions. Only by relying on yourself can you have an absolute sense of security.
Man...she couldn't believe it easily, even though Lu Qing was really nice to her!
He understood her mood, so he stopped talking about it. "Come home with me, and you'll be fine after a nap!"
"I don't want to go to your place!"
"Then where do you want to go back? The Lu family? How are you going to explain to your mother that you were just taken back to the Ruan family in the morning and went back in the evening? Are you not afraid of her worry?"
Lin Jia bit her lip and said, "I'm going to stay at Yin Shuang's house!"
"Do you think she is in the mood to greet you now? When she sees you, she will only hate Lu Wan even more."
"..."
"Don't worry! I just want to provide you with an absolutely safe and comfortable place to have a good rest!"
…
A high-end nightclub with loud music.
A woman pressed against Ruan Yunan, but he pushed her away rudely.
"roll!"
"Master Ruan!"
"I told you to get out, do you hear me?"
The beauties dispersed one after another and fled far away.
Ruan Yunan kicked the coffee table angrily, and his chest was filled with fire, which made him uncomfortable and made him want to explode. Now all he could think about was that damn woman, and the more he thought about it, the more upset he became, and the loud music hurt his eardrums.
It exploded. The pain in his head became more and more severe, as if it was being tightly held, and the pain was severe. He picked up the wine bottle, knocked through the crowd in the middle of the dance floor, entered the elevator, and went up to the rooftop on the twelfth floor.
The night breeze was cool, and the bustling city was flashing with neon lights in front of his eyes. The whole city was bustling with traffic, and it was so prosperous that it was beyond human. However, the prosperity that he once loved most, now seemed to him to be a veil of false warmth, with everything behind it.
It's cold and cruel.
How you view the world depends entirely on your mood.
He is in a very bad mood now!
When Lu Wan left him three years ago, he also experienced an extremely painful period, but it was different from the pain he felt now. Now, his mood is very complicated. Reluctant, angry, sad... in short, all kinds of emotions are flooding in.
It came up and almost drowned him. He didn't know what to do.
He had always been arrogant and believed that there was nothing he could not do. However, the woman he once despised the most, the woman he thought would haunt him for the rest of his life, turned out to be his biggest surprise and gave him a severe blow.
What's even more hateful is that when he said that he didn't care about the past and wanted to start over with her, she actually refused. He had sex once or twice, it was just physical. He could even understand it and just thought that she was just too lonely. However, he gradually discovered that
No, her heart was completely tilted towards Lu Qing.
She was so determined to divorce him just because she wanted to be with Lu Qing, damn it!
Didn't she say that she would only love him for the rest of her life? Didn't she stalk him and beg for his love? Why did she become a completely different person as soon as Lu Qing appeared and couldn't wait to get rid of him and fall into Lu Qing's arms?
?
She said he was bad and heartless, but how good could Lu Qing be? He was just a hypocrite who knew how to play with women and was good at using sugar-coated bullets! Even his own niece would not be spared! Scumbag!
Ruan Yunan was so painful that he was about to explode, and kept drinking. Sitting on the edge of the rooftop, his figure was like an arc of scruples, exuding an aura of indifference and loneliness.
"Master Ruan, what a coincidence!"
A voice sounded, and accompanied by footsteps, Yan Duluo walked over, holding a beer in his hand. He was dressed in black, like Satan who suddenly emerged from the ground. Although he was smiling, his face was extremely expressionless.
It's eerie, and the scar on his forehead is particularly frightening, reminding people of the killer in the TV series, who may pull out a sharp knife at any time and kill people.
Ruan Yunan ignored him and drank alone.
"I am a regular customer of this nightclub. I often bring customers here to socialize and find some women to accompany me. But actually I don't like this kind of occasion, so I occasionally go to the rooftop to get some fresh air. I didn't expect Mr. Ruan to be there too!" Yan Duluo and him
Sitting side by side, their feet were dangling in the air. As long as he exerted a little force, he could push Ruan Yunan down. At this height, he would definitely die, and his death would be ugly.
The addiction deep in his bones made him want to do this, but he resisted. It would be too easy for him to die like this. He wanted to take back the grudges of the past from everyone in the Ruan family one by one.
"You're in a bad mood here drinking alone? I can't help you with emotional matters, but if it's work, I can help you! I know that with Mr. Ruan's ability, he can be a small manager in 'Jun Lin Tian Xia'
It’s really too humiliating. Even though he is the CEO of the Ruan family, he has to be suppressed by Lu Qing and let him do his bidding. No one can stand it!"
"Lu Qing!" Ruan Yunan grinded his teeth. His face turned red, and his eyes were red, burning with hatred.
"Ruan will let you practice in 'Jun Lin Tian Xia'. To put it nicely, he wants you to learn something from Lu Qing. To put it badly, he means that he doesn't believe in your ability because you have not made any achievements! But if you and Yan Du
Your cooperation has brought huge benefits, General Ruan will definitely be impressed by you!"
"I have been negotiating with your company about this matter, but there is no news!" Ruan Yunan's desire to fight was aroused. He put down the bottle and looked at Yan Duluo. "The competitors this time are very strong, including 'Junlin'
World'. What should I do to successfully bid?"
"I have always hoped to join forces with Mr. Ruan to fight against the 'King of the World', but... I have very strict requirements when choosing partners. I like men who are ambitious and courageous!"
"I am!"
Yan Duluo smiled coldly, "You have no basis for what you say! Unless Mr. Ruan takes a gamble with me and proves your courage!"
"Just bet! Am I afraid of you?" Ruan Yunan only wanted to win cooperation and risked everything. "How do you want to bet?"
"Just follow me and you'll find out!"
Yan Duluo stood up, turned his head, and a sneer appeared at the corner of his mouth, as weird as a devil. As long as he stepped into the trap, he would never stand up again.
…
After Lin Jia took a shower, she couldn't find a hair dryer, and her hair was still wet and dripping, which made her feel uncomfortable. At this time, Rong's sister-in-law had already gone to bed, so she had no choice but to go to Lu Qing. She knocked on the door and told him
You need to calm down, grab the hair dryer and leave immediately.
