Xu Jiamo was worried about Ruan Yunan and followed him to the hospital and waited for him in the corner. Seeing him rushing out of the hospital with a panic and excitement, he knew that he must be addicted to drugs, so he rushed to catch him. "Anan!"
"Why is it you again?" Ruan Yunan frowned impatiently, but the pain in his body prevented him from thinking too much. He pushed her away hard and stumbled forward. The blood in his body was flowing rapidly, rushing towards his brain. He felt
It was so hot, my nerves were beating, my heartbeat was pounding, and my whole body was about to explode. That feeling was worse than killing him. He bent his knees and knelt down straight.
"Anan! Anan, are you okay?" Xu Jiamo wanted to help him, but he pushed him away. "Get out! I don't want to see you!"
"You are addicted to drugs again. Hurry up, take a sip, otherwise you will die of pain!" Xu Jiamo hurriedly took out the cigarette, his eyes immediately revealed the burning desire of a raptor, and he couldn't wait to grab it.
. However, when he stretched out his hand halfway, he suddenly punched the wall and let out a heart-rending roar. "Ah——"
"Anan... please, take a breath..." Seeing him in such pain, Xu Jiamo's tears also fell. "Please... you will really die of pain..."
Ruan Yunan clenched his fists, supported the wall, and stood up unsteadily. His eyes were red, and the bloodshot eyes made them bulge. He was unbearably anxious, and his face kept changing all kinds of weird expressions. He gritted his teeth, and his voice squeezed out from between his teeth.
"I...even if I die...I won't touch it again..." After saying that, he rushed out of the road.
A truck is coming quickly.
Xu Jiamo wanted to pull him away, but it was too late. She was so scared that she screamed and covered her eyes. "Ah——"
"Gah——" The truck tires rubbed violently against the ground, causing sparks to fly.
After a while, Xu Jiamo opened her eyes panting and rushed forward. The truck stopped in the middle of the road, and the driver was scared out of his wits. She looked everywhere, but there was no sign of Ruan Yunan.
The pounding heart was slightly relieved, but soon it was tightened again.
Three days later, Xu Jiamo found Ruan Yunan in an abandoned garbage dump. He was sitting next to the trash can. His clothes were torn, there were holes everywhere, and his exposed skin was bruised and bruised. His hair was messy and his face was dirty.
. As if he had lost his soul, he sat there in despair, just like a beggar. He was completely different from the high-spirited man.
Flies were flying around him and mice were scurrying around his feet. His cheeks and eye sockets were deeply sunken, revealing thick black shadows. If you get closer, you can smell the stench emanating from his body.
.
Xu Jiamo covered her lips in pain, unable to believe that the dirty beggar in front of her was the man she loved so much. She regretted that it was she who had harmed him and made him become like this.
She knelt down in front of him, carefully stretched out her hand, and touched his hot skin. "Anan..."
Ruan Yunan's eyes were dull and muddy, as if he couldn't hear her voice.
"Anan...it's me...I'm Jiamo..."
"I'm sorry! It's all my fault...I'm sorry..." Tears fell down and flowed into his mouth, with a thick salty smell. Xu Jiamo held him in pain, wishing that he would die immediately, as long as he could be the same as before.
, she is willing to do anything.
"Cold... so cold..." Ruan Yunan murmured unconsciously, "It hurts... it hurts... the bones are broken... it seems like millions of insects are biting..." He grabbed Xu Jiamo's hand and suddenly
His eyes were swollen and red, and the corners of his eyes curled up, and tears fell. "Kill me... please... kill me... I don't want to live anymore... kill me! Kill me!"
"Anan, don't do this..."
"I'm done...it hurts...it hurts...I'm going to die..." A handful of snot and tears were mixed together and combined with the dirt on his face, and his eyes seemed to be bleeding. He couldn't stop for a moment.
He couldn't bear the pain, it was too uncomfortable, and he would rather end it with a knife. "I hurt so much... help me... it hurts so much..."
Xu Jiamo closed his eyes, made a painful decision, and took out a cigarette from his bag. Ruan Yunan immediately grabbed it like a madman and stuffed it into his mouth as hard as he could.
She helped him light it, and he took a deep breath. The pain all over his body eased instantly, and he was like a fairy. But he soon realized what he was doing, and threw it away as if he were getting rid of a devil, shaking his head desperately. "No! I
No! I don’t take drugs! I don’t want it! I don’t want-”
* was fighting fiercely with his reason, and the poisonous insects in his body were biting his blood vessels desperately, clamoring for him to smoke to relieve the heart-wrenching pain. The waves of ** made him unable to resist. He grabbed the beer bottle at his feet,
He smashed it, grabbed the mouth of the bottle and stabbed it into his arm. It hurt...but the pain could keep him rational and alleviate the torture of drug addiction. He only wanted to be free, so he stabbed himself crazily, and his whole arm was dripping with blood.
"Anan, don't do this..." Xu Jiamo hurriedly rushed to grab him, trying to stop his terrible self-mutilation. During the grab, her arm was also scratched several times, but she couldn't care about anything. She tried her best and from
He snatched it from his hand and threw it far away. She was panting. For a moment, she was really afraid that he would stab her throat.
"Why don't you let me die? Why?" Ruan Yunan held his head and cried, crying heartbreakingly, like the most miserable cry in the world.
He finally couldn't stand the heart-gnawing torture, so he crawled over on his knees and picked up the cigarettes on the ground. Regardless of mixing them with the sand, he stuffed them into his mouth and sucked hard. The smoke curled up. His eyes were blurred by sin, and he smiled bitterly.
He stood up and let out a mournful wailing. "I'm done...completely done..."
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Under the careful care of doctors, Ruan Zhenbang's condition improved. On this day, while his mental condition was slightly better, he asked his assistant Qin Kang to call Lin Jia to the bedside.
"I'm afraid it will take me a few months to recover from this injury. Ruan, you can't be without a master for a day, so I decided to let you act as president temporarily and take care of the company for me!"
"Me?" Lin Jia hurriedly shook her head, "Dad, I don't have that ability! I am your daughter-in-law, but after all, my surname is not Ruan, so I'm afraid it will be difficult to convince the public! Let's leave it to Anan!"
"What can that beast do?" When he mentioned him, Ruan Zhenbang's expression changed, and his eyebrows showed a bit of anger. "If Ruan is handed over to him, he will defeat him sooner or later! Don't worry, Qin Kang will help.
Dad, I believe you can handle it well!"
"Can……"
Ruan Zhenbang gently held her hand, "You are my dearest person now, I can only trust you. Don't live up to my expectations, okay?"
Although Lin Jia was not confident, she could not refuse Ruan Zhenbang and could only nod. "I will try my best!"
Only then did he smile reassuringly. "Dad believes in you!"
She walked out of the ward thoughtfully. When she raised her eyes, she saw Lu Qing standing across the corridor. The corridor was eerie and a bit cold, and the air was filled with the disgusting smell of potion. However, his appearance swept away everything in an instant.
It seems that as long as he is there, I feel at ease.
They looked at each other in silence, but their eyes spoke a thousand words.
He understands her fragility, helplessness, and sadness. He also tells her with his eyes that he will always be with her and let her not worry. Even if the whole world collapses, he will stand in front of her and hold it up for him.
.
There was a trace of moisture in the eyes. He had been pretending to be strong for days, but at this moment, he collapsed.
In front of him, she was as fragile as a child.
She stood there, watching him walk up to her, and put her in his arms with one hand. In his arms, there seemed to be the warmth of the whole world. His lips fell on the top of her head, and his warm and stable breath was in her nose.
His firm voice sounded next to him. "I'm here!"
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What does it mean to meet each other on a narrow road? For Yin Shuang, these two words mean that she finally got better and took the time to go shopping, but she happened to meet Su Yuanyou in the mall. He was still the same person who didn't like her and was carefree.
He looks both good and evil. He wears what she thinks are flashy clothes and looks like a dandy.
She didn't like him, but he was in a good mood and lazily walked over and said hello. "Hi, what a coincidence!"
"Unlucky!" She curled her lips.
"Miss Yin, I don't seem to have offended you. As for you, do you look unhappy every time you see me?"
"Your entire existence is an offense to me!" Yin Shuang said unceremoniously.
"Really? You always speak so sharply, but I just like it!"
"Shame!" Yin Shuang rolled her eyes and said, "I know that playboys like you are tired of submissive women, and you only like prickly ones, with a cold face and a hot butt. But I'm sorry, I don't know.
I don't mean to play hard to get, I just hate you from the bottom of my heart. So don't waste your time on me, understand?"
"You have said this several times, do you think I have any intention of backing off?" Su Yuanyou was still smiling, performing the young master's playfulness to the extreme. It seemed that the more she blocked him, the happier he was. "
Let me correct you, this is not a waste of time, but an investment of time. As far as I am concerned, input and output are always directly proportional!"
"You can't even understand people's words. I really doubt how you got the idea to become the design director!" Yin Shuang spat with disgust: "Look at the sinister look on your pretty face. You must have slept all the way to the top!*
Kung fu is better than design work!"
"Isn't it true, you will know if you try it?" Su Yuanyou smiled and went up to hug her, and whispered in her ear. "Generally, those who have tried my kung fu will become addicted!"
Yin Shuang squeezed out a smile at him, but it was a smile that was superficial and full of mockery. "It seems I was wrong. Your greatest skill is that you are thick-skinned!" She said with a curl of the corner of her mouth.
She raised her leg to step on his foot, but Su Yuanyou reacted quickly and dodged, while teasing her. "Are all girls in Beijing so unique?"
"Are all the men in Hong Kong as scumbag as you?" Yin Shuang stepped on him several times, but he avoided them all and was a little annoyed. "Su Yuanyou, you are a man, just stand there and let me step on you!"
He opened his arms and smiled evilly at her, "You are a woman, so hurry up and throw yourself into my arms!"
"Su Yuanyou, my aunt killed you today..." Yin Shuang chased after him and beat him. The two of them were fighting and quarreling. To outsiders, they looked like a young couple. The beauty of the girl and the handsomeness of the boy made others envious.
The two were making trouble when a delicate voice came, "Brother Yuanyou..."
Yin Shuang's fist stopped at Su Yuanyoujun's face, and she turned around to look. Whoa! Where could such pink marshmallows come from? Her whole body was covered in pink, and she almost felt sick. All she saw was the cotton candy.
Tang was sixteen or seventeen years old, so young that she could pinch water. Her eyes were watery, as if she had been hit hard, and she looked like a delicate little sheep. Tears might fall down at any time. But the way she looked at herself,
She's not a little sheep at all, it's called hatred, as if she robbed her man.
Suddenly he understood the relationship between this little marshmallow and Su*. Te glanced at him sarcastically, his eyes clearly saying: Even underage girls can be killed, the taste is quite strong! Are you not afraid of getting diabetes?
Su Yuanyou shrugged, saying that he had nothing to do with the marshmallow.
But Marshmallow, no, the little sheep rushed up and took Su Yuanyou's arm, pointing jealously at Yin Shuang. "Brother Yuanyou, who is this old woman?"
Old woman? Yin Shuang couldn't help but roll her eyes and wanted to scold her for being ignorant. She was twenty-three years old, but she was still in her prime. This little loli was jealous, and she wouldn't tell lies like this!
"She's my girlfriend!"
"Girlfriend?" The little sheep was greatly hurt, with tears in his eyes, and shouted. "I don't believe it! My aunt clearly said that I should have more contact with you. She said that when I become an adult, you will marry me..."
Su Yuanyou looked at Yin Shuang with a headache. She crossed her chest and looked like she was watching a good show. It turned out that it was not that he had a strong taste, but that his mother had a strong taste.
"That's what my mother said casually. I already have a girlfriend!" Su Yuanyou pushed away the little sheep's hand and generously put his arm around Yin Shuang's waist. "Let me introduce to you, this is my girlfriend.
Yin Shuang. She is my uncle's daughter, Pei Xiaoyu."
Standing in front of Yin Shuang, Pei Xiaoyu was completely an underdeveloped yellow-haired little girl. Not only was she shorter than her, but her breasts were several cups smaller than hers. She felt inferior and uncomfortable, and felt sour. "This old man
What’s good about women?”
Yin Shuang just wanted to ask, what's so good about this pretty fox next to her! With the intention of doing good deeds and saving underage girls, she rested her head on Su Yuanyou's shoulder, smiling like a flower. "Little girl, you are young, Tong Yan
Wuji, I don't blame you for speaking freely. But you have to know that women are very petty, especially an 'old woman' like me, who is very petty. If anyone dares to make me unhappy..." She paused deliberately
After a pause, there was a murderous intent in the beautiful fox-like eyes, which scared the little sheep and ran away crying.
Yin Shuang frowned and sighed. "Why do I feel guilty about destroying the future flowers of our motherland?"
"Really? I think you did a great job!"
"Really?" Yin Shuang smiled coolly at him and slapped off the devil's claw on his waist. "I'll pay you back what I owed you last time. Let's clear it from now on. Don't bother me anymore!"
"Then what should I do? After this time, I am more interested in you..." Su Yuanyou smiled mischievously, looking both righteous and evil at the most *, his breathing was hot and hot, "You really don't think about it.
, give me a chance? At worst, give me a trial period first, and then consider becoming a permanent member...otherwise, if you directly reject a good man like me, I will feel sorry for you!"
"I feel sorry for myself even if I deserve a scum like you!" Yin Shuang rolled her eyes fiercely. He had seen many prodigal sons, but none of them were as shameless as Su Yuanyou, who was as naughty as a candy.
He didn't know how annoying he was when he kept pestering her, didn't he? She felt upset and couldn't bear to look at him one more time!
But wherever she went, Su Yuanyou followed her and couldn't get rid of him. She forced her to take out her mobile phone and threatened, "If you keep pestering me, I'll call the police!"
Su Yuanyou put his hands in his trouser pockets carelessly. Instead of leaving, he asked her: "Do you know the number? I'll call it for you!"
"I think you won't shed tears until you see the coffin!" Yin Shuang was about to dial the number when she suddenly saw a man and a woman walking out of the Chanel flagship store. The woman held the man's arm and smiled. The man helped her carry the bag considerately, and the two laughed.
Very happy.
And her heart felt as if she had been stabbed suddenly, and her face was so painful that the color faded. Her fingers were clenched one by one, trembling. Even with hard armor, that person could still pierce her soft ribs with a sword, making her
Her heart ached like a knife.
Su Yuanyou saw her sudden change of expression and followed her gaze. As expected, it was Situ Fei and another woman, and the two of them behaved intimately. He sighed silently in his heart, walked forward, and embraced her gently.
He stayed with that fragile little woman, felt her struggle, lowered his head and whispered in her ear. "If you don't want to lose, just show your brightest smile!"
His voice was like a sobering agent, instantly pulling Yin Shuang back from the edge of sadness. She straightened her back, raised her chin proudly, her eyes faded from sadness, and she was as powerful as a queen who could not be hurt by anyone.
The four people met face to face. Situ Fei was startled at first, and then his eyes fell on Su Yuanyou's hand surrounding Yin Shuang. The gold-rimmed glasses covered the flash of sourness, and his smile froze at the corners of his lips.
.Seems a little at a loss as to what to do, but pretends to be calm.
"Hi! Master Situ, Qiao!" Su Yuan greeted him calmly and generously, as if he was always at ease and graceful no matter what situation he was in. There was always a faint but confident smile on the corner of his mouth.
"What a coincidence!" Situ Fei smiled awkwardly, and his eyes turned to Yin Shuang. He nodded as a greeting.
Yin Shuang felt her throat was sore and wanted to speak, but it was difficult. She just kept a smile on her face, but she was so sour that she couldn't speak. She felt like a stiff puppet, desperately trying to show her strength and indifference.
.heart, but torn into pieces.
She asked herself, does this make sense? Would he care about her feelings?
There was already another woman beside him. Even if it wasn't Lu Wan, she was no longer Yin Shuang. As time passed, she found that she didn't understand this man at all. She thought he left her because of his ridiculous devotion, but it had only been a few days.
I have been able to have sex with other women.
And she, trapped in a cocoon, was extremely sad.
She didn't know how to deal with this absurdity, or was unable to deal with it. She raised her head and smiled at Su Yuanyou. "My dear, let's go!"
"Excuse me!" Su Yuanyou nodded gracefully and protected the beauty as she left.
From the beginning to the end, Yin Shuang didn't even look at Situ Fei. He stood there, looking at her back. Her indifferent attitude made it unclear to him whether she was pretending to be strong, or whether she had already become stronger because of the appearance of another man.
I no longer love him and have forgotten him.
"Is she your previous girlfriend?" Situ Xin asked. The cousin she loved the most was sad, and she couldn't help but sigh for him. "It can be seen that she is a very good girl. And she still loves you!"
"
"Do you love me?" Situ Fei smiled bitterly and shook his head. "She already has a boyfriend!"
"Can't you see that she is just pretending? Women know women best, I won't be wrong! What she loves is not the person next to her, but you! Since you can't forget her, why don't you pursue her back? Because Lu
Wan?"
Silence represents acquiescence and powerlessness.
"I think you need to clarify one thing. Is it Lu Wan you love, or the memories from the past? It has been more than two years, many things have changed, and Lu Wan will also change. Maybe your feelings for her have changed.
It's no longer love, it's just that you can't let go of yourself. I don't want you to give up the person you really love for a meaningless past!" At this point, Situ Xin said no more and patted Situ Fei.
shoulder. Leave him space to think clearly.
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In the hospital restaurant, Lu Qing asked Yu Sen to prepare a table of Lin Jia's favorite dishes. But she was always frowning, not energetic, and obviously had no appetite. He brought her some dishes, and he had only seen her for a few days.
I lost a lot of weight, and it hurt in my heart. "These are made according to your usual taste. They are salty and salty. You can try them!"
She shook her head, "I can't eat!" She knew he cared about her, but she had no energy at all, let alone her appetite. Her heart was heavy and she didn't feel hungry at all.
"If you can't eat, just eat a little. If you continue like this, you will collapse!" He filled a small bowl of soup and pushed it in front of her, half commanding and half coaxing. "Drink a little!"
Lin Jia had no choice but to pick up the spoon and drank two small spoonfuls when she felt sick in her stomach. As soon as she stretched out her hand, a tissue was put into her hand. He always saw through the tacit understanding established between the two at a glance.
What does she want.
"Is everything okay?" He asked worriedly, frowning as he helped her move.
"No! It just tastes a bit fishy and I don't want to drink it! Don't worry about me. I can take care of myself!"
He touched her haggard little face and said, "Can you take care of yourself and still be like this?"
She put down the spoon and looked at him seriously. "Can I ask you a favor? Dad has entrusted me with the temporary position of president, but Yan Duluo is eyeing him. I want you to help me and protect the Ruan family together! I know how to make this request.
If I force you too much, you will definitely not want to interfere. However, the Ruan family is the hard work of several generations of the Ruan family, and I must guard it! But my strength alone is too weak, so I want to ask you..."
"Even if you don't speak, do you think I will just sit back and let Yan Duluo touch my woman?" Lu Qing's words contained an innate domineering air, which was calm, reassuring, and seemed unstoppable.
A shaking oath. "Ruan, don't worry, I'm worried about your health now. Just eat your food, okay?"
Lin Jia nodded. "Thank you!" She owed him a lot, but she would definitely find a way to repay it!
As for Ruan's fierce battle, she must win!
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