200. He loves her but she falls in love with someone else
Lu Qing and Lin Jia were leaning away when a voice suddenly came from a few meters away, "Young Master Ruan, you are here!"
As if she could sense something, she turned around and saw that the handsome man at the door was none other than Ruan Yunan. Her heart suddenly tightened. He also sensed her and looked towards her.
Their eyes met, she tried her best to relax and smiled at him, but she really gave him a look that lasted forever. She was standing a few meters away from him, next to Lu Qing. Her hand was still on his knitted sweater.
, tidying up his clothes, the two of them were intimate, like a couple, so in tune. There was a brilliance in her eyes that he had never seen before.
She must be very happy now, right? Ruan Yunan thought so, without a trace of bitterness and self-deprecation. Also, she was finally freed from this scumbag like him and found a man who was truly good to her. How could she not be happy? He should be
He was happy for her, but there was an indescribable bitterness and regret. If he cherished her back then, then he should be the one standing next to her now, and she would be his most gentle and considerate little wife. Their family
, how happy it would be...
But it doesn't matter if he regrets countless times a day, the things he regrets are destined to never be undone. He can only look at her silently and feel her happiness. Even if her happiness has nothing to do with him.
Lu Qing followed her gaze and saw Ruan Yunan. He was startled. His eyes were slightly narrowed and he couldn't tell what kind of emotion he was. But there was nothing unusual about him. His expression remained the same as before, as if he was an impenetrable fortress.
Anything can cause him to have mood swings. He is such a confident and noble man who cannot be shaken.
No matter how much bitterness it was, it just turned into a smile. Ruan Yunan walked up to them and said hello with a smile. "What a coincidence!"
Lin Jia nodded, "Yeah! Yes!" Although the man in front of her was still handsome, his whole temperament was different. He had become much more mature and calm, and he could truly be considered a man. She was pleased with his transformation.
"Where's Lu Wan? Why didn't she accompany you?"
"She's in trouble today!"
"Oh... like this..." Silent, Lin Jia didn't know what to say. Once, they were husband and wife, the most familiar people. However, after so many entanglements and the passage of time, they seemed so strange. Even though, she
She still cares about him, he is her good friend, but she doesn't know what to say.
After a while of silence, she felt embarrassed and asked with a smile: "Has the date been decided yet?"
"On the eighth day of next month, I'll send you invitations then!"
"OK!"
"Are you... almost done?" Asking this question, Ruan Yunan's heart felt like he had been stabbed with a needle. There was a kind of pain that was silent, heart-wrenching, and suffocating. Even though he was ravaged by pain, he still pretended to smile.
, pretending not to be hurt is the most painful thing. However, he is the one who did the wrong thing, and he should be happy for her. No matter how much pain he feels, it is fine, as long as she is happy, that is enough!
"We have no plans yet. Let's wait until grandpa recovers!"
As soon as Lin Jia finished speaking, Lu Qing took her into his arms and said, "It's just these few months, soon!"
She lowered her head and remained silent in his arms.
"Is that so? Congratulations, you will definitely invite me when the time comes!" Ruan Yunan's smile seemed to come from the bottom of his heart. Stepping on the blade, bleeding, but still smiling, this is the ultimate pain, right?
Lu Qing knew they had something to talk about, so he went in to change clothes and leave them some space. Although he would be jealous, he didn't want to put pressure on her.
As soon as he left, the atmosphere seemed to relax a little, and then seemed to become more solemn. Lin Jia stood there, not knowing what to say. Ruan Yunan broke the silence first. "I am very happy to see you like this! I have hurt you before.
, I always feel that it is difficult to make up for it in this life, but now that you have Lu Qing, everything is different! He is a good man, and only he can give you happiness!"
"Well! He is indeed very good to me!" Lin Jia smiled. Everything was back on track, and she should be happy, but she couldn't relax in her heart. "Isn't it the same for you? I have been looking forward to it for so long, Lu Wan
Finally back to you!"
"Yes...she is finally back!" Ruan Yunan sighed, full of complexity, and at the same time a kind of indescribable loss. He originally thought that Lu Wan's return would be his final destination, and they could all be happy. But
There is a feeling in the dark that nothing can go back, and this feeling is getting stronger and stronger.
He used to love Lu Wan very much, and now, maybe... he also loves her, but it feels strange. Even if she is by his side, his heart is empty. He always thinks of Lin Jia, and then thinks about it for a long time. It's more serious.
Unfortunately, that night, he actually refused Lu Wan's request for love at the last moment because he couldn't regard her as Lin Jia, and he hated that feeling.
He still remembered the look of disappointment and reluctance in her eyes when he let go of her, as if he couldn't believe it. Oh, even he couldn't believe that he didn't even have physical desire for her. He didn't dare to think deeper, he
He was afraid that he would go crazy, and he was afraid that he would fall deeper and deeper into Lin Jia and have to face the fact that he fell in love with her.
My heart has lost a piece and is gray.
"It was your birthday last week, so I owe you a happy birthday!"
She was a little surprised, "How do you remember?"
He said lightly, "When I was going through the divorce procedures a while ago, I saw your ID card!"
"So that's it!" She laughed to herself, thinking too much, what could this mean? "Thank you!"
Ruan Yunan put his hand into his trouser pocket and held a small gift box. It was a birthday gift he wanted to give her. He had been preparing it for a long time. Although he didn't know if he would have a chance to meet her, he still took it with him. But now he has a chance.
But he hesitated, not knowing whether he should give it to her, for fear of making her suspicious and sniffing out his feelings. He knew he shouldn't give it to her, but he just wanted to give it to her. This was what he owed her.
His heartbeat accelerated and his breathing became a little suffocating. He hesitated and contradicted, and finally, when he made up his mind——
Lu Qing had changed his clothes and walked out of the fitting room.
He retracted his hand, but in the end he still couldn't give it to her. He was relieved, but he couldn't help but feel disappointed. Very complicated feelings entangled his heart.
Lu Qing's eyes fell on Lin Jia, "Let's go?"
"Okay!" She smiled at Ruan Yunan, "Then we'll leave first, and we'll meet again when we have the chance! Looking forward to your wedding!"
"Yeah!" Ruan Yunan stood there, watching them leave. The bright sunshine wrapped their bodies, and the two seemed to be fused together, so well matched. Their world was surrounded by love and happiness, and it was a warm world.
The world. And he was isolated from that world, just like a person in a cold ice cellar, with only endless coldness and loss.
Five fingers tightened, pinching the gift box tightly, and the corner of his mouth evoked a deep smile. "Ruan Yunan, you are so pathetic!"
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On the way back, Lu Qing didn't speak. He drove the car and looked ahead, unable to tell what kind of emotion was in his eyes. During this long silence, Lin Jia glanced at him a few times without saying a word.
He stretched out his hand and covered the back of his hand, tightening his fingers with a little force.
Lu Qing knew what she meant, turned his head and smiled at her.
"Are you unhappy? Because Ruan Yunan..."
"I can't say that I'm unhappy, but I always have some grudges in my heart!" Lu Qing didn't want to hide it, and deliberately acted too generous. "That person is your ex-husband after all, and he is also the person you loved. For the time being, I can't help him.
Treat them as irrelevant!"
"But what I love now is you..."
"Otherwise, do you think he can still stand there fine?" If he hadn't known that she loved him, he would have gone up and punched Ruan Yunan. He would have also given them a chance to be alone together for a few minutes to resolve the embarrassment. It was so great that even he felt touched.
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"Lu Qing..."
"You don't need to say anything, I believe you. This is just my own inner knot, I will adjust it!" He freed up a hand and held hers, with a gentle look in his eyes that reassured her. He kissed her.
He kissed the back of her hand, silently comforting her, and gradually soothed Lin Jia's heart. The faint worry and depression in her heart gradually disappeared.
She understands that he has knots in his heart now, but she believes that it is only a matter of time. Everyone has a past, but you should not look back because there is no retreat. More importantly, there is a brighter future ahead.
Waiting for them. Just like the sunny road in front of them at this moment, it will lead to a happy future.
The two of them walked around for a day, and at dinner time, Lu Qing took Lin Jia to a Sichuan restaurant in a deep alley. There were many luxury cars parked at the door, and I think many big shots were dining here. It is said that "the aroma of wine does not fear the depth of the alley."
. She began to feel familiar, and she recognized it after entering. "I've been here before, with Bai Xingjian!"
Lu Qing sat down, frowned and asked her, "When did you two have dinner together? Alone?"
"Have you forgotten? One time when you were not in the company, you asked me to entertain him!"
"I asked you to entertain him in the company, but I didn't ask you to go out to eat with him alone!"
Lin Jia couldn't help laughing, "You're not even jealous of your own brother, are you? It's so unreasonable!"
"Who makes my woman so attractive? Men are looking at her with eager eyes. I want to kill anyone who comes within half a meter of her!" When he spoke, although he was smiling but not smiling, the corners of his eyebrows were raised, looking particularly cocky and domineering.
Lin Jia's heart was pounding wildly, feeling hopelessly that he was too manly, okay? Could he not be so handsome? Is this going to kill someone?
She blushed and teased him. "Who's watching with eager eyes? I think you're the only one who cares about me!"
Lu Qing took over the words with stern eyes, "Yes, I am rare. I am so rare that it won't hurt me enough! Whoever dares to snatch me from me, I will kill him!"
"Okay, okay, no one will compete with you!"
Lin Jia called the landlady to order. Lu Qing wanted to order stir-fries, but she insisted on making hot pot. "The weather has just cooled down, so it's the best time to make hot pot!"
"It's too spicy, your stomach can't stand it!"
"How can you not eat spicy food when you come to a Sichuan restaurant? Of course it has to be very spicy!" Lin Jia said confidently, "I always like spicy food. Don't you know that I don't like spicy food?" Lu Qing forced her to do it.
She ordered a spicy mandarin duck pot and asked that the taste be strong. Seeing that she was in a good mood, Lu Qing didn't stop her and let her go.
The bottom of the pot and side dishes were served. Lin Jia's eyes were bright, and she poured the dishes neatly. As soon as they were cooked, she couldn't wait to put them in her mouth. She grinned and stuck out her tongue.
Lu Qing hurriedly handed her a glass of water, "Slow down, don't choke!"
"I know..." She answered vaguely with her mouth full of food, while continuing to pick up the vegetables. She was eating so much that it was so spicy that her forehead was sweating, but she felt refreshed. She was very busy during this period.
When I was at work, all I ate at the company were takeaways. I was already tired of it and felt full after just two bites. It was rare to go out to eat, let alone my favorite hot pot, so of course I spared no effort.
Lu Qing was worried that her stomach wouldn't be able to bear it, so he gave her some dishes from the clear soup pot, but she had to rinse them in the spicy pot before eating them, which he couldn't do. But seeing her eating happily made him happy, feeling that just watching
She felt full when she ate, but she didn't eat much.
After eating a meal worth several hundred yuan, Lin Jia held her belly and staggered out, shouting that she was exhausted and happy at the same time, her eyebrows dancing with joy. After eating spicy food, her face flushed, her eyes shone, and she looked particularly energetic.
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The two got into the car smelling of hot pot. Lin Jia touched her round belly and asked with satisfaction: "I'm so happy today! Are you going home now?"
"If you don't want to come back, I'll take you somewhere!" Lu Qing drove, looking forward, rubbing her head with one hand, teasing her. "It's so cruel to eat food, will you starve to death and be reincarnated?"
She stuck out her tongue and said, "I'm just not as polite as those wealthy ladies. They think I look ugly. You are welcome to return it!"
"I won't quit! I just like you like this."
She smiled "hehe" and said, "Where are you going now?"
"Keep it secret!"
"You wouldn't take me to a deserted place and sell me, would you?"
"I'm not willing to sell my most precious treasure!"
"I can only talk sweetly, but I like it!" Lin Jia was in a cheerful mood and felt that today was such a wonderful day. He was so kind to her and spent so much thought and energy on her. She saw it in her eyes and was moved in her heart.
Very happy. I just hope they can hold hands tightly and stay so happy forever.
Unfortunately, this feeling of happiness did not last long. Lin Jia suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in her stomach. At first it was just a dull pain, then the pain gradually intensified, and then it turned into something shaking inside, and the pain made her break into a cold sweat. She
Finally I couldn't help it and shouted, "Stop the car! I, I need to go to the bathroom!"
As soon as Lu Qing parked the car on the side of the road, Lin Jia rushed to the bathroom with her belly in her arms. He waited outside for almost half an hour before she came out. Her face was pale, her lips were pale, and her steps were stumbling.
, no strength at all.
He frowned and asked, "Do you feel sick in your stomach?"
"Um!"
Without saying a word, he picked her up and lifted her up. "Let's go! Go to the hospital!"
She shrank in his arms and asked angrily: "But didn't you say, take me to a place? I want to go!"
"How to deal with this situation now?" Lu Qing scolded her a little fiercely, with a cold tone. "Go to the hospital!"
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City Center Hospital.
After diagnosis, Lin Jia suffered from acute gastroenteritis caused by eating too much spicy food. The doctor gave her medicine, put an intravenous drip on her, told her to rest, and left.
She and Lu Qing were the only two people left in the ward, and the atmosphere was a bit stiff. She put on a hospital gown, her little face turned pale, and she looked lethargic. As soon as her hair was loosened, her face looked smaller and pitiful. Feelings
Seeing the cold gaze above her head, she shrank her neck, raised her head pitifully, and tugged at the corner of Lu Qing's clothes, but he brushed it away.
She stuck out her tongue and smiled. "Okay! I'm sorry... I shouldn't have disobeyed you and ate spicy hot pot!"
He looked down at her without saying a word, and his face looked quite ugly.
"I promise, I won't eat spicy hot pot this year. Please forgive me this time and don't get angry with me, okay?" She spoke softly and weakly, becoming more and more pitiful.
"It's you who has gastroenteritis and you're the one who's in pain. Why do you need to apologize to me?"
The more he said this, the more frightened she became, and she could only pretend to be pitiful. She covered her lower abdomen and cried out, "Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh..." "It hurts... it hurts... Look, I'm in such pain, and you're still mean to me, you"
How disgusting, you are a bad person... 嘤嘤嘤..."
He knew clearly that she was deliberately pretending to be pitiful to gain sympathy, so he shouldn't soften, but as soon as she pretended, Lu Qing felt extremely distressed. As if there was nothing he could do to her, he sighed heavily. "You! You asked me to say you
What's good?" He shook his head, "Even if you want to eat, you can't torture your body, knowing that your stomach is not good! Now you are in the hospital, are you happy?"
"My stomach is still fine...it's just that maybe it's a little too spicy, so I can't stand the irritation for a while! I'll just pay attention to it in the future!"
"In the future? Will I let you eat hot pot?" He asked domineeringly, "Don't even think about it!"
Eating hot pot would only cause a stomachache, but if she didn't eat hot pot, Lin Jia really felt distressed. Just thinking about it made her uncomfortable. But right now, Lu Qing was angry, so she felt that being submissive was the right choice, so she didn't dare to protest. "Okay!
I will listen to you!" She was so well-behaved, even though she was in pain, she still smiled at him ingratiatingly, for fear that he would be angry, which made Lu Qing's heart soften.
"Girl, take care of your body. You feel uncomfortable, but I feel more pain than you!"
"I know! This time, it was just an accident! I'm sorry for making you worry!"
The one he loved was sick. Lu Qing felt distressed and narrowed his cold eyes dangerously. "I'll find someone to seal that shop tomorrow!"
"Don't! It's me who wants to eat, it has nothing to do with that restaurant. Don't take your anger out on them. Bai Xingjian has feelings for that restaurant and has a very good relationship with the owner and his wife. If you do this, he will be unhappy.
of!"
Lu Qing snorted coldly. "What's more important, whether he's happy or not, or is my woman's health more important?"
"I just won't go to that restaurant anymore!" Lin Jia really felt pain in her heart at such a big sacrifice. But she knew Lu Qing's personality and she would do what she said. This was the only way to keep the restaurant.
Sure enough, after hearing his assurance, Lu Qing softened his expression, sat next to her, gently rubbed her into his arms, and turned to comfort her. "I know you are in pain. I didn't mean to be cruel to you. I love you so much."
.If you get hurt even a little bit, I will feel very distressed! Just take care of yourself for my sake, eh?"
Her heart softened into a pool of spring water, full of tenderness. "Okay! I promise you!"
