The bar was still a lively scene with lively entertainment and entertainment. There were several men sitting at the bar. One of them was very drunk, his face was red, he looked very painful, and he kept mumbling something, like
Whose name is being called?
Yin Shuang found them in the corner and saw Situ Fei at a glance. There was a woman sitting next to him, holding him in her arms and saying something worriedly, but he ignored her, pushed her hand away, and continued drinking. Friends
There was nothing they could do to him. She sighed silently in her mind and walked over. "How is he?"
His friend raised his head to look at her, with a flash of surprise in his eyes. At first, he couldn't figure out, didn't Situ love Lu Wan? They have been in love for so many years, what kind of woman can make him "transmit love". Look.
When I saw Yin Shuang, I immediately understood that this woman was so beautiful, with a hot figure, and a full personality, like a fairy, any man would be obsessed with her.
He paused for a while and then stood up. "Isn't this what you see? He keeps drinking. When he is drunk, he calls your name and clamors to see you! I have no choice but to call you and inform you to come over!"
Yin Shuang frowned. "What's the use of me coming here? Can't you just send him back?"
"But the person he wants to see is you. If you come, it means you care about him, right? He'll leave it to you. Let's go!"
Several men stood up, pulled up the woman next to Situ Fei, and pushed her away.
"Hey! You just left like this and left him alone to me, or is he not a human being? Too*! You are not afraid that I will sell him!"
"The way he is now, it's up to you to do whatever you want! If you really don't care about him, just leave him alone..."
"Hey, hey, hey..." Yin Shuang couldn't stop them and stamped her feet. How could it be her responsibility? She didn't feel sorry for him. After all, she was still worried about leaving him alone. She walked up to him and grabbed it.
The wine glass in his hand, "Stop drinking!"
Situ Fei was drunk and calling Yin Shuang's name while drinking wine. A pair of long legs suddenly appeared in his sight. A familiar voice sounded in his ears, but the music was too loud and he couldn't hear clearly. He seemed to...hear her.
Is the voice his illusion? He hurt her so badly that it was too late for her to hate him. How could she come to him? She no longer loves him...
He raised his head, his eyes were misty, and he smiled drunkenly at her, "You look... like Yin Shuang... my..." He burped, "My... ex-girlfriend... but...
...You are not her, she will not come to me...No...she no longer wants me!"
Yin Shuang thought to herself, who was sorry to whom, as if she had abandoned him. She wanted to leave him alone, but she couldn't help but leaned over and took one of his hands, "I'll take you to the hotel!"
She dragged and lifted him up from the sofa. He stumbled, and the weight of his entire body fell on her, making her legs weak and she almost fell over. She gritted her teeth and carried it with difficulty. "Stu Fei,
Why are you so heavy! Bastard!"
She carried him, staggering, and stumbled out. After a long time, she stopped a taxi, found the nearest hotel, and helped him into the room with the help of the staff.
Situ Fei vaguely felt that there were two people carrying him, but he was too tired to open his eyes. He fell into a soft place, probably *. He turned over uncomfortably, his stomach burning.
The pain was so severe that it turned him upside down, and he frowned in pain. He was mumbling something, not knowing what he was talking about.
Yin Shuang was so exhausted by him that she held her knees with both hands and breathed heavily. It was such a winter and she was sweating all over. After a while, she could straighten up and stared at him angrily. Is he crazy? He drank even at the risk of his life.
You deserve it! What relationship does she have with him? Why should she take care of him!
But in the end he still couldn't bear it, so he went to the bathroom and twisted a towel to wipe the wine and sweat from his face. After a while, Situ Fei seemed to wake up a little and had the strength to open his eyes, looking at him with those turbid and dull eyes.
She said, "Are you...Yin Shuang? You finally came to me..." He grabbed her hand quickly and hard, and Yin Shuang struggled for a while. "Let go! Don't play tricks by drinking! Let go."
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But Situ Fei held on to her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear suddenly, and stared at her for a moment, "Yin Shuang, I miss you so much..."
His eyes were full of sadness and vulnerability, and the pain seemed to be torn apart. Yin Shuang couldn't help but feel a little distressed when he saw it, and his struggle became weaker.
"Don't leave, okay? Stay with me..."
"Stufei, please see clearly, I am not Lu Wan!"
"I know you're not..." Situ Fei smiled bitterly and murmured, "I know... the person I want now... is you! But you don't want me anymore, do you? You are right, I am really a human being
Scumbag, I know you are the best woman in the world, but I still hurt you cruelly, you must hate me very much, right?"
"The past is in the past. I don't want to mention it anymore. Just let it go!"
"It's past for you, but there's no past for me..." Stuart Fei's face was red and he looked drunk, but when he spoke, he didn't seem drunk and his consciousness seemed to be sober. What's wrong with his voice?
It's so low that it makes people feel painful to hear it. "Are people all guilty of being mean? Only after losing it can they learn to cherish it, but God will never give a second chance, and losing it is forever..."
"Hehehe...what am I talking about...even if I say that I regret it and that I love you, you won't look back, right? Just like you said...you won't let your hands touch cow shit.
Touching gold... I brought it all on myself, I deserve it..." He shook his head and smiled bitterly, sighing long and hard.
"I thought I loved Lu Wan, I really thought... But it wasn't until I lost you that I realized how important you are to me... I have fallen deeply, deeply in love with you... But what's the point?
Like? You don't love me anymore, you already have Su Yuanyou... I have been driven out of my heart by you a long time ago... But I am really in pain, so painful, my heart feels like a hole has exploded...
Drops of blood…”
Yin Shuang couldn't bear to see him in such pain, so she gently took her hand out of his.
Yes! She used to really love him, so much that she didn't hesitate to harm herself. In the past, after hearing these words, she might have forgiven him and reconciled with him regardless of the past grudges. But now, she can't do that.
Because we have gone through a lot of things, it is impossible to go back to the past.
Because she doesn't love him that much now!
Also because...unknowingly, there was already another person in her heart, and she didn't want to let that person down!
Things in the world are often like this. The person you are obsessed with doesn't love you. When he suddenly realizes and discovers your goodness, you are no longer obsessed with him. If you miss it, you can only miss it. No matter it is God's trick,
Or it was fate, it was irresistible, she could only accept it.
She lamented it, but she didn't feel regretful. There would always be a better arrangement.
"You said I'm a bitch and that I'm Lu Wan's dog. I admit it...but that's what I owe her. I...have to repay it!" After saying so many words, Situ Fei seemed to feel very tired and breathed heavily.
His tone and temples were beating fiercely, pulling on his nerves and causing him pain. Even his voice was hoarse with pain. "I am also a scumbag. I had sex with Anan behind my back..."
Yin Shuang curled her lips. Although she had long guessed that the two of them would not do anything good together, she still felt sick to her stomach after hearing this, and silently lit a candle for Ruan Yunan.
"It's not just that she came back this time...Two years ago...then she drank...something happened to us that shouldn't have happened...It was me who was selfish, not wearing that, and got her pregnant...Lin Jia Wuxin
Knowing that she was pregnant with someone else's child, she borrowed her hand to carry out the pregnancy... and asked Lin Jia to keep the secret for her on the condition of leaving for two and a half years..."
The unbearable past that he thought he would never mention was gradually revealed under the influence of alcohol. His eyes were red and bloodshot. "I am such a scum. I don't have the courage to explain to Anan and let Lin Jia do it."
I have been wronged. It is all retribution for me to be in this situation now!"
Yin Shuang heard a "buzzing" in her ears. She had suspected that Lu Wan rolled downstairs on purpose, and she also suspected that her child was someone else's, but Hou had already been aborted at that time, and there was no way to confirm it.
Regarding Lu Wan's sudden departure, she asked Lin Jia, but she didn't reveal a word. It turned out to be to hide the secret. That silly woman, in order not to make Ruan Yunan sad, silently endured so many grievances alone.
No! She can't let her good sister continue to take the blame. She must make it clear to Ruan Yunan.
Yin Shuang made up her mind, left Situ Fei behind, grabbed her bag and rushed out of the hotel. After telling the customer service to take care of him, she called Ruan Yunan. "You bastard, where are you? Company! Okay! Just stay here.
Don't move, I'm going over now!"
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Yin Shuang went straight to the Ruan family and rushed into the president's office in a hurry. Ruan Yunan was busy with work and was in a bad mood. She came in and said, "Ruan Yunan, your mother is the stupidest man in the world, a scumbag and a bastard!"
He looked up at her, a little tired, with some stubble on his chin. "You have scolded me many times! If you came here specifically to scold me, I will be very busy at another time!"
"What? Do you need to take time to scold someone? Lin Jia has suffered a lot of grievances for you, do you know?" As soon as he opened his mouth, she continued to scold. "Shut up! You don't know at all, because you are just a
idiot!"
She bombarded him like a barrage of firecrackers, telling Ruan Yunan exactly the secrets that Situ Fei had revealed while drunk.
After hearing a "bang" explosion next to his ears, he was stunned in shock. "Impossible! Maybe Situ was drunk, and he..."
"It was because he was very drunk that he said it, otherwise Lin Jia would have been wronged for the rest of her life! Don't believe what I said, and don't think about it. If she hadn't been pregnant with someone else's child, she would have left so honestly.
, give you up to Lin Jia? Impossible! That bastard Lu Wan is really shameless to a certain extent."
Looking at his eyes, Yin Shuang was sure that he believed it. She clenched her fists. "I'm looking for you because I don't want Lin Jia to continue to take the blame. She has suffered injustice for so many years because of you. I really can't stand it.
She must be innocent. She was such a good girl, but she was almost destroyed in your hands. If you want to be considered a man, you should resolve this matter with dignity!"
Ruan Yunan fell back on the leather chair in a daze and smiled bitterly: "Solve it? How else can I solve it? The person she loves now is Lu Qing!"
"I'm not asking you to snatch her back. She is very happy now. Don't even think about that! What I mean is that you have to formally apologize to her. In addition, you can see clearly how shameless Lu Wan is.
What a scheming girl! She betrayed you three years ago, and now she continues to cheat on you with Stuart Fei... both of you! If you marry her, you will be a coward, the meanest man in the world, and I will look down on you!"
"I've made it clear to you today. How to deal with it is your own business! You still owe Lin Jia an apology. It's up to you to decide!"
After saying what needed to be said, Yin Shuang left without looking back, leaving Ruan Yunan sitting there alone for a long time, his eyes dull and dazed, as if he had lost consciousness. His thin body was sunk deep in the chair, as if he would
Devoured by the darkness, he remained silent for a long time, as if his soul had been stripped away.
After a long period of silence, Ruan Yunan stood up like a zombie and floated out of the office. People around him greeted him, but he didn't respond. Only one fact echoed in his mind: Lu Wan betrayed him, and Lin Jia suffered a lot for him.
Although he had said that he would no longer care about what happened back then, he was still somewhat curious in his heart. But now, when he knew it, he would rather not know anything, and not be as painful as he is now.
He drove the car and wandered aimlessly on the road. The more he thought about it, the more painful he became, and his body almost exploded. He found a bar and drank countless bottles of beer. The more he drank, the more upset he became, and he left depressed. He drank
It's a lot, but it doesn't numb the nerves at all, and makes me more awake.
He continued to drive forward, and several times a car from the opposite direction hit him, but he did not avoid it. For a moment or two, he even thought that it would be best to just hit him to death. He hurt the best woman in the world, and he deserved it.
He didn't deserve to live. But the cars were avoided, so he didn't die. He drove Akaiah, and after a long time, he found himself driving outside the Lu family's house.
He parked the car a few meters away and stared blankly at her window. It was so dark. She must be asleep, right? She wouldn't know that he was here, suffering for her. That was a feeling that cannot be expressed in words.
The pain was excruciating, like an iron wire was wrapped around his heart, making him unable to breathe. A hole was opened in his body and he was bleeding.
Two car lights came closer from far away, and a taxi stopped at the door. She got out of the car, smiled and waved goodbye to the driver.
She is always so gentle and friendly to the people around her, smiling at everyone, just like an angel.
Ruan Yunan knew that he was not worthy of being close to her anymore, but as he was drunk, he was pulled by a desire so strong that he couldn't control it. He walked forward quickly and walked towards her. He grabbed her body and grabbed her before she could do anything.
When he reacted, he had already pulled her into his arms. Their chests collided hard, and she only felt pain, her head buzzed, and she was knocked unconscious.
"Anan..." After reacting, she wanted to push him away, but he hugged her tightly, so hard that it almost broke all the bones in her body, leaving her breathless. Her face turned red from the squeeze.
, "Ah, Anan... what's wrong with you? Let me go..."
She stretched out her hand to push his chest, but he refused to let go, and she couldn't struggle at all. The strong smell of alcohol filled her nose, irritating her nerves. Oh my God! How much alcohol did he drink? Could it be?
Freshly fished out of the wine vat?
Ruan Yunan's hand tightened again and again, tightly holding her, and his eyes were red and bloodshot, which was a bit scary.
She realized his abnormality and was stunned. "What's wrong with you? Did you have a fight with Lu Wan?"
"Why did Lu Wan leave two years ago?"
"Tell me! What secret do you want to hide?"
She didn't know why he suddenly pursued this, and she didn't know how to answer. She muttered, "It's been so long, why bother to pursue it again!"
"Tell me!" His voice was hoarse and hot, as if it had been burned by strong alcohol, scalding hot. "Tell me--" he roared angrily.
Tell him that she didn't suffer so much for him. Tell him that everything was not his fault. Tell him that it was Situ Fei who was talking nonsense!
He let go of her, but continued to break her body and shake her violently, as if he wanted to eat someone. "Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me!"
Lin Jia was shaken by him until her bones fell apart, and she was a little scared. "Anan, don't be like this... I said, the matter is over... I don't want to mention it again..."
His strength gradually decreased, and he squeezed her arm tightly, smiling bitterly, his eyes were bloodshot, "Ah... you are always like this... you have endured so many grievances for me, but you never want to tell me... you are so self-righteous
Being nice to me will actually only make me feel more guilty and make me feel like a scumbag, you know?"
"What happened to you?"
"I already know the reason why Lu Wan left..." He shook his head and let out a long, hoarse sigh like a wounded beast. "The child she is carrying is not mine, is it?"
Lin Jia was startled and opened her eyes wide. "You..." How did he know? Of course Lu Wan couldn't tell him, he checked?
She thought that this secret would be kept hidden for a lifetime, but now it was suddenly exposed. She didn't know how to react. She said calmly, "You, you misunderstood... my... that child..."
"The child is Situ Fei's!"
"Stu Fei?" Lin Jia was shocked. At that time, she only overheard Lu Wan calling and telling the man that she was pregnant with his child, but she never knew it was Situ Fei.
"She was afraid that I would find out, so she wanted to abort the child and then blame you so that I could hate you, right?" Ruan Yunan gritted his teeth, "She is so cruel! And you are so stupid that you agreed to her exchange conditions!
Have you ever thought that I thought you were the one who killed my child? I will only hate you but cannot love you!"
"I... things happened so suddenly that I didn't have time to think too much. I just didn't want you to know that Lu Wan betrayed you... I'm sorry..."
"I'm the one who should be sorry. I was stupid for believing her! Why are you so nice to me? Why?" Ruan Yunan's eyes became even redder, and blood seemed to drip from his eyes in the darkness. Tears filled his eyes.
He was spinning around. He gritted his teeth, the pain was heartbreaking. "Why do you want to make me feel guilty?"
"You don't have to feel guilty about me. I'm not as great as you think. In fact, I also have selfish motives! Otherwise, I wouldn't have let Lu Wan leave! What happened back then was a mistake from the beginning, and I am also responsible.
So, you really don’t need to blame yourself!”
"What about us? I have hated you for so long because of my stupidity. We missed..."
Lin Jia shook her head and smiled bitterly. "We didn't miss it, but we were destined not to be together. Two years ago, you loved Lu Wan so much, even if she betrayed you, you would still forgive her in the end. Regardless of whether this happened or not,
You all want to be together! But I’m not sure whether you can forgive her now.”
"I don't want to talk about her, I just want to talk about us!" Ruan Yunan hugged her tightly, and the pain almost overwhelmed his already overwhelmed body. He buried his face in her neck, absorbing her fragrance, and they
Bit by bit, it came back again.
Holding her, he realized how much he cared about her. Over the past many years, they had had laughter, resentment, pain, and entanglement. She had already seeped into his soul little by little. It was just a trick of fate. When he knew it, it was already too late.
.But, he can't give up on her, and he can't let anyone take her away.
"Lin Jia, I'm sorry for you... give me a chance to make amends, okay?" The choked voice was full of begging, humble and sincere. "Let's remarry, okay? I really fall in love with you.
, I don’t want to lose you, give me a chance..."
His begging made Lin Jia painful. After all, he was Ruan Yunan, the man she once loved deeply. Even if she no longer loved him, she could not be cruel to him or be indifferent to his pain. However, it was too late.
. She patted his back and said, "I'll call you a car and take you back!"
"I don't want it, I don't want to go back, I just want you... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm a scumbag, it's all my fault, but I really know I'm wrong, can't you give me a chance?" His voice was desperate.
Trembling, "Don't leave me, okay? I can't lose you!"
"you're drunk!"
"I'm not drunk!" Ruan Yunan roared, then lowered his voice and apologized gently. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been loud to you. I will change in the future, I really will... I will be gentler to you than Lu Qing.
Be considerate, I will give you whatever you want, I just ask you to give me a chance, okay? Lin Jia?"
His voice sounded like he was about to cry, but her determination made him unable to breathe in pain, "Please..."
Lin Jia didn't know what else she could say. Maybe anything she said at this moment would be hurtful to him, so she chose to remain silent.
At this moment, a cold figure suddenly broke into her eyes, and her pupils dilated in fear. Before she could react, he had dragged Ruan Yunan away from her and punched him in the face.
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Finally the truth is revealed, do Beibi people love me???