This was the first time that Ruan Yunan showed his feelings to her face to face without concealing anything. It struck a chord in Lin Jia's heart and made her panic.
She didn't know how to look into his overly intense and focused eyes, let alone how to respond to his feelings. She wrung her fingers in panic, not knowing what to say.
She looked confused and confused, and it was obvious that his confession had put pressure on her. Ruan Yunan knew that he shouldn't have said anything and shouldn't have burdened her, but he couldn't control it.
He didn't expect to snatch her away, he just hoped to at least let her know his feelings and know that he had loved her so passionately.
Lin Jia felt that it would be worse not to answer, and she was so flustered that she was a little incoherent. "I know that Lu Wan's incident has hit you hard, so you can't think about it for a while. I, I just pretend that I haven't heard of it!"
"I'm serious! Looking back now, a few months ago, when I noticed the clues between you and Lu Qing, I would be so angry, not just because I couldn't accept being betrayed, but also because I already liked you at that time
.”
"I'm not sure how deep it is, but I must love you. That's why I was so upset at that time. I didn't allow myself to fall in love with my enemy, but on the other hand, I couldn't help but be attracted to you!"
"After Lu Wan came back, I thought everything would be back on track. I tried very hard to transfer my feelings back to her, but the more I did this, the more I realized that I couldn't do it! You have such a large proportion in my heart, and you have squeezed out the original belongings.
Lu Wan's position, I really care about you, I care about you beyond my control!"
"I'm even glad now that I knew Lu Wan had betrayed me at this time, so that I had a reason to end my relationship with her. Otherwise, I would feel guilty for my change of heart and marry her because of guilt."
"Loving one person but marrying another person is a kind of torture, and it is a lifelong torture. It will completely destroy me! Now, I am finally free!"
He smiled at her so gently and beautifully, like a prince. He reached out and patted her head. "You don't have to feel pressure. Just because I confess to you doesn't mean that I will compete with Lu Qing for you."
"I know I can't take it away. That will only make you hate me more. And I don't want you to hate me. I just tell you what I have suppressed in my heart for so long! Isn't there a saying that says this? You love her,
Regardless of whether there is any result, at least let her know!"
The more he said this, the more guilty Lin Jia felt, her head lowered, and she remained silent.
"You came to me, don't you have something to tell me?" He understood everything about her and her emotions, "Say it!"
Lin Jia almost ran out of courage, but when she thought of Lu Qing, she forced herself to speak. She didn't want to disappoint him again. When faced with a fruitless relationship, cutting the knot with a sharp knife is undoubtedly the best solution.
She clenched her fists and raised her eyes to meet Ruan Yunan's beautiful, deep blue eyes, "I...we don't want to see each other in the future!"
Even though he guessed what she was going to say, Ruan Yunan still felt heartache, and the color of his lips faded. "Why? Have I disgusted you?"
"No, I don't hate you...you are my friend...it's just good for each other, you should understand better than me!"
"Yeah! Yes...it's good for each other..." Ruan Yunan murmured, sighing for a long time, with a haggard smile that made people feel distressed.
The two of them have been entangled for so long and always hurt each other. Perhaps it is best to cut off the relationship and give each other a way out. "I will miss you if I don't see you in the future!"
"I will also... think of you... but it will get better gradually, I believe! After these things, you will know how to love someone and cherish them. I believe you will meet a woman who is more suitable for you.
, she will make you happy!”
"I don't know that there is no better woman than you in the world, because in my opinion, you are already the best, no one can compare with you!"
Ruan Yunan shrugged, "But apart from that, there seems to be no other way. I don't want to pester you, I just want you to be happy! Can you call me brother Anan again? Just like you did when you were a child. You call me that, sweet
It’s sweet and soft, I’m very happy to hear it!”
Lin Jia bit her lip, raised the corners of her mouth, and gave him a bright smile. "Brother Anan!"
Ruan Yunan's eyes turned red in an instant, and he had mixed feelings. It was exactly the sentence "It used to be difficult to make water in the sea, except for Wushan, it is not clouds."
This is probably their final outcome! Whether he is unwilling or regretful, it is destined to be like this. Her happiness is the most important!
His nose was sour and he said softly, "Well! Lin Xiaojia, this time I let go for your happiness. You promise me that you will always smile like this and let me know that you are fine."
,enough!"
Lin Jia's eyes were also red, tears welling up in her eyes, but she just couldn't hold them back. She pursed her lips and nodded vigorously. "Okay! I promise you! You also want to be happy, brother Anan!"
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Lu Wan was imprisoned and was in a miserable state. After recuperating at home for three days, she regained her complexion and strength before calling Ruan Yunan and asking him to accompany her to visit Lu Yuqiong in a drug rehabilitation center. Lu Yuqiong has been detoxifying for almost two months now.
I have recovered from my drug addiction a lot. The doctor said that I will be able to completely quit and be discharged from the hospital in two months.
After Lu Yuqiong rested, Lu Wan and Ruan Yunan were walking in the courtyard of the drug rehabilitation center. She noticed that something was wrong with his mood, but she was not sure, so she could only self-hypnotize because she was too sensitive.
She was now forced into a desperate situation and would never allow any mistakes. She walked up to Ruan Yunan and showed the sweetest smile she could. "Anan, thank you for accompanying me to visit my mother."
"It's okay, my aunt has always been very kind to me. This is what I should do! Seeing that she is recovering well now, I am happy for her too!" Ruan Yunan didn't look at her very much, and his pupils narrowed slightly, not just because of being hit by the sun.
It hurts, or for some other reason, but seems to be melancholy.
"I've disappeared for so many days, and you haven't even called me. Don't you care about me?" Before, she had suffered so many grievances, but he ignored her. She would definitely be with her.
He made a big noise. But now, she didn't want to anger him.
Before he could answer, he smiled again. "You must be too busy, right? How could you not care about me? We are going to get married!"
She looked at him affectionately, gentle, well-behaved and sensible. "Anan, our wedding has been postponed for so long, shouldn't it be done sooner? My mother is recovering well now and can attend the wedding."
"As for grandpa, the anger has almost subsided. If it drags on any longer, they will be suspicious. Everything at the wedding banquet will be simple. Many things have been taken care of before. How about next week?"
She anxiously thought that if she could get the wedding done before Lu Qing killed everyone, maybe Lu Qing would let her live.
When she gets married, it won't be easy for him to drive her away. She must find a reason to stay as soon as possible. She doesn't want to go to Africa. Once she goes to that place, her life will be really over! Thinking of her makes her feel sad.
go Ape!
"Xiao Wan, let me ask you a question. Why did you leave back then?"
His gaze was so sharp that it made Lu Wan feel guilty. She subconsciously turned her face away and did not dare to look at him. "Didn't you say you won't pursue it further?"
"Since we are going to get married, we must be honest with each other without reservation, right?" Ruan Yunan's eyes were deeper, sharper, and full of oppression. "What was the compelling reason for you to leave?"
"I..." Lu Wan was upset, "I don't want to say it, please stop asking!"
Her reaction was expected by Ruan Yunan. He just wanted to give her one last chance to see if she could confess to him, but the result still disappointed him. He shook his head, "Don't you dare say, yes
Didn't you do something sorry for me?"
"How could I do something sorry to you?" Lu Wan looked up in panic, as if she thought it was incredible. He had wronged her. Even if he beat her to death, she would not be sorry to him. But the more he looked like this, the more...
Ruan Yunan is disappointed and sad.
He always thought that he understood her. She was just a little more coquettish and arrogant, but she was not bad. He had changed his mind and was sorry for her. But only now did he realize that she was many times more scheming than he thought. She was not at all.
What a good woman!
"I already know about you and Stuart Fei!"
Lu Wanru was hit hard, feeling confused and pale. "What's going on between me and Situ Fei? I don't know what you're talking about! He's been the one pestering me all this time, you know that."
"Because you refused to accompany me, I contacted him a few more times in order to stimulate you. If you don't like it, I will never see him again. Don't misunderstand me because of Lin Jia and the others' gossip.
Me, he and I are innocent, it’s you I love!”
"Why are you still lying to me at this point?" Ruan Yunan frowned, looking at her with not only disappointment but also contempt. "What you call innocence, is you having sex with him behind my back?"
"I didn't..." Lu Wan shook his head desperately in denial, "What exactly did Lin Jia say to you? Don't believe her, she made up lies to drive a wedge between us just to steal you! Anan..."
"It's not Lin Jia, don't think that others think it's so bad! It was Situ Fei who said it himself when he was drunk!"
"He, how could he..." Lu Wan never expected that the person who betrayed her would be her most trusted Situ Fei. Didn't he promise to keep her secret? What's more, he also betrayed Ruan Yunan!
"I know, he framed me like this just to snatch me away from you. Anan, don't be fooled, you believe me!"
"If you did something sorry to me only after you came back, maybe I wouldn't believe it and think you were lying to me! But two years ago, you were pregnant with his child, so what the hell!"
"Boom -" A thunder exploded next to Lu Wan's ears. She looked at him in fear, as if she had been greatly frightened. Her face was distorted by fear, and she took a step back involuntarily.
"I...I..." She wanted to deny it, but Ruan Yunan's eyes were too sharp, and no lie could be found. He was like a disgusting mouse exposed to the sun, and was condemned and disgusted by him.
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"Anan..."
"I didn't expect you to be so cruel. In order to stop Lin Jia's mouth, you even borrowed her hand to miscarry, put the blame on her, and made me misunderstand her for so long. Do you know how much grievance she has suffered in the past two years? She almost almost
die!"
When he thought of the things he had done to her, the guilt almost drowned Ruan Yunan, piercing his heart like a needle.
"She has been wronged, haven't I?" Lu Wan cried, "In the past two years, I have missed you so much, I really miss you, but because of her, I can't come back! The wrongs she has suffered are all hers
She asked for it, and she can pretend that nothing happened, but she selfishly wanted to possess you, and even used this to drive me away. She brought it all on herself, and she deserves it!"
She held Ruan Yunan's hand tightly and begged with tears. "Anan, I know I was wrong, I really know I was wrong. Please forgive me once, okay? I will never do anything wrong to you again, I swear.
...Please forgive me..."
Ruan Yunan couldn't bear to see her in pain and closed his eyes. "Yes, you were wrong! You were wrong and you shouldn't have been so cruel two years ago. Do you know? I loved you so much at that time that I even loved you enough to forgive.
Your betrayal, and your starting over! But you chose to lie and leave because you are a selfish woman!"
"You are self-righteous, relying on me to love you, and leaving me without saying a word, thinking that when you come back, I will immediately forgive you and accept you. But you are wrong. From the moment you choose to leave me, we
It’s impossible to be together anymore.”
"Just pretend that I have never said anything about the wedding. From now on, we will still be friends, but we can only be friends! Just take care of yourself!"
After saying these words, Ruan Yunan pushed her hand away and left, but Lu Wan rushed forward and hugged him tightly.
"No, I won't let you go... Anan, I know you said this out of anger. You won't want me, right? I only have you now... If you don't want me, I really can't live.
Of... Anan, please don’t be so cruel to me... Anan... please..."
Her painful crying made Ruan Yunan feel pitiful, but it was just pitiful. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes were indifferent. He pushed her hand away and strode away without looking back.
"Anan... Anan..." Lu Wan collapsed on the ground, covering her face and crying bitterly. Tears burst into tears, flowing down from between her fingers and dripping on the ground.
At this moment she regretted it, but more importantly she was unwilling to do anything and hated the whole world. She did nothing wrong, she couldn't help herself, why did God force her to a dead end so cruelly?
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Stuart Building.
"Miss, miss, you can't go in!" The secretary tried his best to stop him, but he couldn't stop the aggressive Lu Wan, "Get out of here!"
She pushed the secretary away, kicked open the office door, and yelled at Stuart Fei behind the desk: "Stu Fei, if you want to act like a man, do you think it will be okay if you avoid me like this?"
Compared to her fierce reaction, Stuart Fei seemed very calm, motioned to the secretary to go out first, and asked calmly: "What's the matter?"
"Are you still pretending to be deaf and dumb to me?" Lu Wan's eyes were filled with fire, and he wanted to eat him with his eyes, peel off his skin and bones. "Did you leak the news about my pregnancy two years ago?"
His silence undoubtedly amounted to acquiescence. "Did you tell Yin Shuang about that person?"
He raised his head and looked at Lu Wan, whose watch was beating like thunder through his gold-rimmed glasses. There was no wave in his eyes, still calm. "I was drunk at the time!"
"You're lying! I don't know how drunk you are? I think you wanted to tell the secret a long time ago, but you just told it out under the pretext of drinking. You are completely sober in your mind!"
Lu Wan knew him well. If he wanted to keep a secret, he would not talk nonsense even when he was drunk, unless he had the intention.
Stuart Fei did not deny it.
"What? Are you in love with that Jianren Yin Shuang? So much so that you don't hesitate to use my secret to please her? Stuart Fei, are you still not a human being?"
Her high-pitched yelling stung Situ Fei's nerves, and his brain swelled with pain. He admitted that he was indeed conscious at the time, and although he had a little impulse, he could not have spoken out.
But he owed Yin Shuang too much. He hoped that she could be happy, even if she would treat him as a disgusting scum when she found out. Moreover, he didn't want to keep that secret anymore and live in guilt and pain.
So, he told her what happened back then over wine.
"Now that it's happened, there's no point in getting angry at me!" Situ Fei showed no expression and just sorted out the documents calmly. "I've said it before, paper can't cover fire!"
"You fart! When Lin Jia crashed into me, I was able to hide it. As long as you didn't tell me, how could Anan know!" She rushed forward in anger and grabbed Situ Fei's tie.
"It's all harmful! You promised me that you would keep that secret forever, why did you betray me because of a cheater? Do you know that this will kill me?"
She pulled at him like crazy, beat him, hit him, and yelled with red eyes. "Anan knows, he doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore, everything has been ruined by you, are you satisfied? You bastard, you
Go to hell, go to hell!"
"It's us who are sorry for Anan. Do you want to marry him and then continue to sleep with me behind his back? Don't you feel a trace of guilt in your heart?"
"Guilt?" Lu Wan felt that it was ridiculous and rolled his eyes, "You are the one who wants me, and now you talk to me about guilt? When you vented your anger in my body, was your conscience eaten by a dog? Huh?
"
She bared her teeth, and hatred swirled in her bloodshot pupils. "You motherfucker, you are the most fucking hypocritical person in the world, a hypocrite, a polite scum!" She slapped Situ Fei hard, "You are shameless!
"
He received a firm slap, leaving five scarlet finger prints. He did not move, and her glasses fell to the ground, and the lenses shattered.
He seemed as if he had lost his soul, and murmured in a daze, "Xiao Wan, those who did wrong will definitely pay the price, we can't escape!"
"I don't believe it! Stop making excuses for your hypocrisy. Two years ago, you ruined me, and now you've harmed me again. It's all your fault!"
Lu Wan hated Situ Fei to the core and wanted to stab her to death. But right now, she had to find a supporter. She couldn't go to South Africa. The only one who could help her now was Situ Fei.
"You did so many things, didn't you just want to destroy me and then get me? You succeeded! Since I have no choice, I can only marry you!"
Situ Fei shook his head, "We...can't..."
Lu Wan thought he would be very happy, but she didn't expect him to react like this. She was stunned and couldn't believe her ears. Was he... rejecting her? She frowned angrily, "What do you mean?"
"I won't marry you!"
"Si, Tu, Fei!"
"I owe you a lot, but over the years, I have worked for you as a cow and a horse, which is enough to repay what I owe you. I don't want to be manipulated by you anymore! If you hate me, you can kill me, but I
I won't marry you, I... won't marry a woman I don't love..."
"Are you crazy?" Lu Wan's eyes were filled with anger and fear, and she tightened her grip on Situ Fei's collar, "Situ Fei, look at me, look at me!" She roared at him, and it took him a while before he looked at her.
It's just that his eyes are dull, without any focus, as if he doesn't recognize him anymore.
"Stufei, how could you not love me? Huh? We grew up together, and you have always been with me. Didn't you say that you will be mine for the rest of your life, and you can do whatever I want with you?"
"My life has been destroyed by you. You can't abandon me at this time. You can't do this!" She yelled at the top of her lungs. "You can't be so cruel to me! You must marry me, and you must use this life to repay and return the favor."
Give me!"
But no matter how she pushed, pulled, and shouted, Situ Fei always looked dull, as if he couldn't hear her. That kind of indifference always chilled Lu Wan's heart, making her tremble.
He was her last life-saving straw. She thought that even if the whole world abandoned her, he would never leave her. But his reaction made her despair, as if he had pushed her into an abyss, a point of no return.
Tears welled up in her eyes, she started crying and staggered back. Lu Qing wanted to force her to go to Africa, Ruan Yunan regretted her marriage, and now even the most loyal Situ Fei didn't want her, what should she do? God was forcing her to go to Africa.
Kill her? She is not willing to give in, she really is not willing to give in!
Lu Wan glared at Situ Fei angrily, and cursed bitterly through gritted teeth. "Situ Fei, I hate you!" She rushed out of the door, crying and running, stumbling and knocking over several people along the way.
When she ran to the door, she was suddenly hit hard by a man who was wrapped up tightly. The man's things were knocked to her feet, but he didn't seem to feel anything and just left. She kicked her hard with tears in her eyes.
, some photos flew out from inside.
She was stunned.
In the photo, Lu Qing and Lin Jia were hugging each other and kissing, and even their pores were clearly visible.
She hurriedly picked up the photos and chased them out, but the man had disappeared. Obviously, he deliberately gave these photos to her and used her hand to expose the bad couple.
Lu Wan had no time to think about who that person was. He pinched the paper bag tightly with his bright red fingers, his hatred enough to burn the whole world.
Lu Qinglinjia, it was you who pushed me to this point. You destroyed me, and I will send you to hell!
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