225. I can have nothing but can't live without you
The bar is always lively and lively, with men and women letting themselves go in the music, hugging each other wildly, twisting their bodies, and releasing their passion and enthusiasm.
As soon as Ruan Yunan entered the bar, he attracted the attention of many women. By dancing, they squeezed towards him and hooked him to dance closely. But he remained unmoved and politely pushed them away, squeezing his way through the circle of women.
By the bar.
Lu Wan was drinking heavily, and her best friend was beside her to persuade her, but she couldn't stop her. Seeing him coming, she hurriedly said: "You're here, Xiao Wan is almost drunk to death. Did you two have a fight? She is very special tonight.
She dragged me out to drink, but I refused to listen to her advice. She kept calling your name, so I had no choice but to call you over. I couldn't do anything about her, so take care of her!"
Before he could say anything, his best friend had already left.
Ruan Yunan sighed silently and took the wine glass from Lu Wan's hand. "Stop drinking!"
She squinted at him with her fox-like eyes in the feasting and feasting, and smiled infatuatedly. "Haha... you, you want to strike up a conversation with me again, right? I can also see that I'm lovelorn?" She shouted.
Wine burps, drunk eyes blurred.
"No, that's right... I was dumped by my fiancé, haha... We originally planned to get married, but he didn't want me anymore... Do you think I am? Am I very pitiful?"
In Ruan Yunan's impression, Lu Wan has always been a woman as strong and independent as a fairy, as if nothing in this world can hurt her. Even if she is injured, she will just blow out a puff of smoke, indifferently, and then throw it away.
In the back of my mind, the way she looked now clearly meant that he had hurt her too deeply.
In fact, after so many twists and turns, he no longer wants to care about the past. He doesn't hate her, and he doesn't blame her. If she wants, they can still be friends, but it will never be that kind of relationship. He doesn't want to see him
My friend feels sad, especially for myself. “You are drunk, I will take you back!”
"I don't want...I won't go back...you, you lied to me...you wanted to take me home and trick me into sex, didn't you?" Her face was red and swollen, and her eyes were narrowed into slits. "I
I won’t be fooled by you...I, I have someone I love, I won’t have sex with other men, I just want to have sex with him..."
"Xiao Wan, stop making trouble! Look clearly, I am Ruan Yunan!"
"Ruan Yunan? Anan?" She squinted her eyes and stared at him carefully, then waved her hands and chuckled.
"You lied to me... You are not Anan, how could you be Anan... He doesn't want me anymore, he can't come to me, it's impossible... wuwuwu... it's all my fault... I lied
He...but...I really love him so much, why doesn't he want me? Why?"
She grabbed his collar, tears flashing in her eyes. "Have you done something wrong and you can't go back in this life? But...but I never thought about betraying him...I just want to be with him
Let's be together...I just want to marry him...Why are you so cruel to me...Why?"
She hugged him and cried softly, which made Ruan Yunan's heart twitch. But he didn't know what else to say or do. Everything could not be gone back.
"I'll take you home, okay?"
"I don't want it, I don't want to go home... Can you drink with me? Please... My heart really hurts... It feels like a hole has exploded and I'm bleeding... I'm about to die...
I'm really about to die..." She clutched her heart tightly and suddenly picked it up. "It hurts so much... Please save me and drink with me..."
She poured a large glass of wine and brought it to his mouth, "Drink with me, please..."
Ruan Yunan was also upset and wanted to drink to drown his sorrows, so he took the glass and drank it all in one gulp.
Lu Wan also drank with a smile, and poured him another glass of wine, "Come...I respect you...I respect you..."
The two of them were in the midst of the noisy music and the feasting and feasting. They drank several bottles of wine and drank several bottles of wine. They were both drunk and helped each other out of the bar.
Ruan Yunan's consciousness was still clear, so he found a room in the hotel next door, carried Lu Wan into the room, and put her on the bed. He staggeredly twisted out a towel and wiped her face.
Lu Wan was very drunk and kept mumbling something. When he wiped her face, she opened her eyes slightly and looked at him dreamily, as if she couldn't believe her eyes.
"Ah, Anan...are you Anan? You finally came to see me, Anan, I miss you so much, I thought I would never see you again, Anan...wuwuwu..." She hugged him tightly
His neck seemed to disappear suddenly as soon as he let go, and he hugged her with all his strength.
He patted her back gently and comforted her. "I'm here, don't worry!"
A burning sensation suddenly arose in the body, as if being burned by fire, the blood in the whole body was boiling, and every cell was scalding hot.
All the blood in his body seemed to be rushing towards his brain, and the heat was rushing against him, almost exploding his brain. Everything in front of him became increasingly blurry, and he shook his head, but he still felt dizzy and couldn't see clearly.
He tried to push Lu Wan away, "I, I'm going to the bathroom..."
"Don't go, Anan, I love you..." Lu Wan held his face, eyes flashing with fire. "Don't reject me, Anan... love me, okay?"
Her face kept shaking in his sight, gradually turning into another face - Lin Jia!
Lin Jia's smiling face kept intertwining and overlapping with Lu Wan's, and he could hardly tell who was in front of him. Ruan Yunan tried hard to shake his head, but his vision became increasingly blurry.
"Anan, I love you..." The woman in front of him looked at him with drunken eyes.
"Lin Jia?" Ruan Yunan frowned, "Are you Lin Jia?"
"Yes... Anan, I love you..."
The blood almost swelled his body, and Ruan Yunan couldn't control it anymore. He pressed her on his chest, kissed her crazily, and teased her.
…
Ruan Yunan had a spring dream, which was very real. In the dream, he and Lin Jiajiao were entangled, as if their souls were deeply entangled and intertwined, almost killing him.
Opening his eyes and staring at the ceiling numbly, he realized that it was just a dream, and he couldn't help but feel lost. At the same time, he was also ashamed of himself. He had such an evil dream, but that kind of happiness almost threw him into heaven.
Let him remember it.
But when he closed his eyes and recollected every detail, a voice suddenly came from his ear. "Anan, are you awake?"
This voice——Lu Wan?
Ruan Yunan opened his eyes suddenly as if he was struck by lightning. Lu Wan was standing next to him, looking at him with a bright smile. His hair was wet and he was only wearing a bath towel.
He realized something and his whole body became cold.
"Anan, what's wrong with you?" Lu Wan waved his hand in front of his eyes, "Are you too tired? Take a rest for a while?"
"I, why am I here?"
"When I woke up in the morning, I was also very strange. Later, my best friend called me to explain that I was drunk yesterday and kept calling your name, so she called you to come over and hand me over to you. The rest
The thing... is very obvious..." Lu Wan blushed, "I'm very happy because you didn't leave me alone! Thank you..."
Her soft and fragrant body leaned forward, but Ruan Yunan avoided it. "You mean, last night we..."
She rubbed her chin, and their clothes were scattered on the floor, "Isn't it obvious enough? It's not unusual to have sex after drinking. But that doesn't mean I'm a casual woman. I knew it very well last night.
You, that's why I... Anan, I really love you!"
Ruan Yunan didn't know how to face all this, but since it had already happened, it was too late to regret. He could only sit up calmly. "Last night was just an accident. I'm sorry..."
"Is it just a mistake for you? But not for me! Because, I know it's you... Anan, if you want me, it means you also have feelings for me, right?" Lu Wan said this, but in his heart he had already
She was already gnashing her teeth with hatred. Because none of this was an accident, but a deliberate design by her.
After settling Lu Qing's matter, she thought a lot, but was still unwilling to give up on Ruan Yunan. Therefore, she deliberately went to the bar to get drunk, and asked her best friend to come over to Ruan Yunan to persuade him to drink, adding something aphrodisiac to the wine.
That's why Ruan Yunan did... But what she couldn't accept was that Ruan Yunan actually thought of her as Lin Jia.
When he shouted the word "Lin Jia", she really wanted to slap him and tell him to go away. However, she held back. She had to marry him first, so she had to be patient. She endured Ruan Yunan
Taking her as an insult to Lin Jia, she had sex with him.
"I'm drunk, that doesn't mean anything!" Ruan Yunan didn't dare to tell her that he had seen the wrong person. He hated himself for being so drunk that he confused the two people. If he knew she was Lu Wan, he would definitely not
Will touch her.
"So, you still don't want me, right?" Lu Wan twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly, "Anan, I know I was wrong two years ago, but it was just an accident, I swear! Human life is so long,
It's impossible not to make mistakes, even I. But if I make a mistake, I should have a chance to be forgiven. You can't use my past mistakes to deny my love for you, and you can't punish me like this!"
She anxiously held his hand and begged: "Forgive me, okay? Let's start over. I will do better than before, and I will love you more. Anan, can you let me make up for it?"
Ruan Yunan looked at her silently. He just felt sorry, but he was not shaken at all. After a while, he took his hand away from her palm. "I'm sorry! What happened last night was my fault. But we can't start over!"
Lu Wan was hit hard. On the surface, she looked pitiful and extremely sad, but in her heart, she was already bleeding with hatred and full of unwillingness. From the moment he called Lin Jia's name last night, she knew the true reason why he broke up with her.
The reason was not that he couldn't forgive her, but that Lin Jia already existed in his heart.
He is so hypocritical and despicable. It was obvious that he changed his mind first, but he put all the responsibility on her and used her mistakes as a reason and excuse. It is really abominable and hateful! It was him who was wrong, why should he
It's unfair to put all the responsibility on her!
But no matter how much she hates her, she still has a trace of reason left. Faced with a man who doesn't love her, making a fuss will obviously not help, it will only push herself into a more humble situation, and she will not do such stupid things. Therefore,
She did not continue to pester, but just smiled in despair and sighed. "You really can't make a wrong step. Once you make a mistake, you can never look back!"
"Don't worry, I won't rely on you and force you to marry me because of what happened last night. Although I love you, I won't go so far as to abuse myself. What happened last night will be treated as if it never happened. From now on, we
Still friends!”
She acted so open-minded, which made Ruan Yunan feel a little uneasy. When he wanted to ask her, he did not ask her. He just nodded silently and got dressed. When he walked to the door, he paused and spoke with difficulty.
."I... didn't wear a t-shirt last night!"
She raised her lips and smiled sarcastically, "Are you afraid that I will get pregnant and then force you to marry me?"
"I just don't want more accidents to happen, it's good for you and me!"
He was obviously afraid that she would pester her, so why did he pretend to be a gentleman? Lu Wan almost looked down on him, "Don't worry, I won't make it difficult for you!" She took out a B-pregnancy pill from her bag and waved it in front of him.
Yang, "You should know what this is!" She stuffed it into her mouth, took a sip of water, raised her head to swallow, and shrugged nonchalantly. "You feel relieved now?"
"Take good care of yourself!" Ruan Yunan left without saying anything else.
Lu Wan punched the table with resentment. He thought bitterly, Anan, do you think you can get rid of me like this? Impossible! I planned all this carefully just to get pregnant with your child. I won't
Let no one ruin this.
The pill just now just looked like a pregnancy pill. How could she ruin her efforts?
Once she becomes pregnant successfully, he will never escape from her grasp!
…
In the afternoon, not long after Lin Jia finished the meeting, Lu Yuqiong burst into the office, as if he was suppressing his anger and wanted to challenge her. The two of them had already broken their skin, so there was no need to pretend to be polite. Lin Jia asked directly: "Look for her?"
What's wrong with me?"
"What are you going to do before you give up?" Lu Yuqiong asked directly.
"I don't understand you!"
"You are still pretending to be stupid? You bastard, you know that you are not flesh and blood of the Lu family, but you drag your shameless mother to live in our family for so many years and enjoy all the glory and wealth. I don't bother to argue with people like you.
.But now, you actually extend your hand to Aqing, and I will never allow it!"
Lu Yuqiong's eyes flashed with fire, "Don't think that I don't know what you are planning. Aren't you just after our A-Qing's property? Why, you are used to enjoying the blessings and you still want to be the CEO's wife? Damn you! You're not looking for it either.
Look in the mirror, what kind of virtues do you have, are you worthy of them?"
"Whether I am worthy or not is not your decision. If he thinks I am worthy, then I am worthy. It is not your turn to judge!"
"What medicine did you give to our Aqing? Make him look like a different person? Before meeting you, he has always been the pride of our Lu family, but now? For you, I don't want anything, but I still want to be myself
His niece was driven out of the country. You must have encouraged him to do this, you cousin, you are a scumbag!"
Lin Jia also fought back mercilessly. "You know very well what kind of person Lu Qing is. Is it useful for me to instigate him to do something he doesn't want to do? Lu Wan is to blame for everything, and she deserves it. If you have time to blame me, why not?"
It’s better to spend more time taking care of your daughter and let her do less harmful things!”
"Shut up! I don't care about what happened in the past. You must leave A Qing immediately!"
"impossible!"
"you……"
"I'm with him because I love him. I don't care at all whether he has money or not. I only care about him as a person, not what you call a trap!"
"Do you love him?" Lu Yuqiong sneered, "Do all female cousins nowadays cheat money under the guise of love? It's really a great love! But those words, you can only favor Lu Qing, which is of no use to me!
If you really love him, you should leave him instead of letting him betray everyone and sever ties with his own family because of you!"
"What did you say? Cut off the relationship?" Lin Jia's expression changed.
"Stop pretending to be surprised. He broke off the father-son relationship with my father for you. You must be very proud, right? By then, no one will stop your conspiracy! As long as you still have any conscience, you should do it for me
Qing is thinking about it. Have you ever considered how painful it would be for him to sever ties with the Lu family?"
Lin Jia was worried, but she didn't want to show it in front of Lu Yuqiong. "That was his choice and has nothing to do with me!"
"It's so easy to say that it has nothing to do with you..." She stared at her fiercely, wishing to stab this evil and shameless woman to death. "If it weren't for you, he would have gone to a dead end?"
"I have heard what you want to say. I also tell you very clearly that grandpa can't force me to leave him, and you can't. I love him. No matter what happens, I will be with him. No one can shake him.
Give up on my determination to be with him!"
"You...good...very good. I think you are toasting instead of drinking as a penalty, and you want to die! Just wait, I will never let your trick succeed, I will definitely let you die miserably!"
Lu Yuqiong slammed the door and went out.
Liang Qian heard the commotion and hurried in. Seeing Lin Jia's face turning pale, she asked anxiously: "What's wrong? Isn't that the president's sister? She looks very angry? Why are you looking so pale?"
"Nothing..." Lin Jia composed herself, "Where is the president?"
"He's in a meeting, and it won't end for another two hours! Do you have anything to do with him?"
Lin Jia glanced at her watch. She still had an hour to go before getting off work, but she was no longer in the mood to work. "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first. You can handle the work for me first!"
…
At seven o'clock in the evening, Lu Qing returned to the villa. As soon as he entered the hall, he smelled a strong aroma of food. When he walked into the dining room, Lin Jia just came out of the kitchen with soup and smiled warmly at him under the light. "Come back.
It’s just the right time!”
She prepared a large table of dishes, took off her apron, put a piece of ribs into his mouth, and asked with a smile: "How does it taste?"
As soon as the pork ribs entered his mouth, the aroma lingered in his teeth and cheeks. The meat was soft and sweet but not greasy. Lu Qing nodded. "It's delicious! Did you make it?" Although he was tired, when he saw her, he immediately forgot all his worries and fatigue.
In the dark and deep eyes, stars flashed, and the gaze was scorching.
"That's right! My cooking skills are no worse than Sister Rong's!"
He looked at a large table of dishes and asked her with a smile: "Is this why you left early?"
"What do you mean by leaving early? I asked for leave, okay? You are not allowed to deduct my salary!"
"I know, little miser. Why am I willing to deduct your salary before I can be moved?" He kissed her on the temples, smelled the fresh fragrance of her hair, and his heart was filled with happiness. He told himself,
No matter how many twists and turns we go through, as long as we can look at her, hold her, and kiss her like this, no matter how difficult it is, it will seem insignificant. With her, everything is enough.
"That's not bad, hurry up and wash your hands and eat!"
Lu Qing came out after washing his hands. Lin Jia had already filled the soup and rice and brought them to him obediently, like a soft and well-behaved cat, with a warm smile. "Come over and eat!"
As a result, he was quite surprised and couldn't help teasing, "What a good day is today? My little lazy boy suddenly became so diligent and even cooked for me personally. I'm really touched!"
"When I was in the United States, you were the one who cooked. I want to show off my cooking skills occasionally! Otherwise, I would really become the 'little lazy' you call me!" She sat next to him with a smile and said to him
There was a big piece of pork ribs in the bowl, "It's already seven o'clock, are you hungry? Eat quickly!"
"You are pregnant now, so you shouldn't work too hard. Just leave things like cooking to Sister Rong. I don't want you to be too tired!"
"I'm just pregnant, not a porcelain doll. I'm just cooking. How tired can I be?" Lin Jia shook her head indifferently, "Besides, in two months, I won't be able to go to work and have to concentrate on being a housewife at home.
Just practice your hands first and get used to it!"
"You want to be my housewife so soon?" Lu Qing tickled her pretty little nose, her eyes sparkling. "Are you particularly anxious to marry me? How about you take the time to get a certificate tomorrow?"
"Don't be poor! No matter how poor you are, the food will be cold. Don't waste my skills."
Lin Jia kept picking up food for him, and she felt happy when he saw that he was eating well. She thought she was very poor and could not help him when he was in the most difficult time, so she could only care for him and cheer him up in this way.
She wants him to know that no matter what happens, she will be by his side and will never flinch. He is not alone, he still has her.
Lu Qing was forced to eat three bowls of rice and couldn't hold on anymore. It took him two hours to digest before he could take a shower. While watching TV, he accidentally fell asleep. When he woke up, Lin Jia had already placed a tank for him.
Water and a change of clothes are ready. "Are you tired today? Go take a shower quickly!"
"Why are you so good today?" Lu Qing held her in his arms and rubbed her ears and temples affectionately. "I wasn't so considerate before..."
"What? You don't like my thoughtfulness?"
"I like it, I like it very much!" He hugged her and kissed her again and again, never wanting to let go. "It's just that I'm not used to it..."
"Don't tell me that I can't take care of others, okay? I've always been so considerate! Okay, it's getting late, go take a shower!"
"Wash together?" He clung to her affectionately. There was a kind of magic about her that made him glued to her. He liked her so much that he wouldn't let go for a moment.
"I've already washed it!"
"Wash again!"
"No!" She pouted, "Don't think that I don't know what you're planning. You want to do something bad while you're in the shower, right? I won't let you succeed!"
"Don't you like me 'doing bad things'? But I clearly remember that every time I 'do bad things', you were very happy, and you kept urging me to go faster and harder..."
"Why are you saying such things again!" She blushed shyly and stretched out her hand to block his mouth. He immediately stuck out his tongue and licked her palm, which made her shy and she hurriedly withdrew her hand, shy.
He stomped his feet. "Oh, you *me* again!"
"I just like you, just you! Baby, it's already three months and the fetus is stable. Can you do well tonight? Huh? Okay? I really want to..."
"It's only the night before yesterday, you, why are your desires so strong?"
"You are so beautiful, I can't help it! Besides, I am so strong that I can satisfy you, right? Your man has a good job and a strong desire, so he should be happy... right?"
As he spoke, he hugged her waist tightly, pushed her into his chest, lowered his head, and kissed her fiercely. His tongue forcefully entered her mouth, and he was so domineering that the kiss made her dizzy and panting.
When Lu Qing came out of the shower, Lin Jia took the initiative to blow dry his hair with a hair dryer. She inserted her fingers into his hair and gently teased it. Feeling the soft touch of the hair, her heart became soft and warm.
Warm.
He took her hand, kissed the back of her hand gently, and murmured, "Do you... know?"
Lin Jia was stunned, turned off the hairdryer, and said in a low voice, "This afternoon, Lu Yuqiong came to see me in the office and asked me to leave you. She also said that you and grandpa had severed the relationship between father and son. I...
…I’m very worried, but I don’t know what to ask you!”
"Silly girl! You don't have to do so much for me, just stay with me! I'm fine, it's okay!"
"But apart from this, I don't know what else I can do for you. I feel really guilty for letting you face all the pressure alone and turning against the Lu family." She bit her lip, "I'm sorry!"
"I love you. I do everything willingly. There is no need to say sorry!" He pulled her and sat on his lap, twirling his fingers through the soft hair on her head and kissing her gently. "We have been together for so long,
You should know that there is nothing I can't do. I will definitely be able to get through this difficulty!"
"Yeah! I believe it! After all, you are father and son, and blood is thicker than water. If grandpa can't accept it now, it doesn't mean it won't change in the future. Maybe he suddenly wants to understand and accept our feelings!" Lin Jia has always been so self-centered.
Comforting and self-encouraging, she relies on this belief to support herself until now.
"No one can predict what will happen in the future. The most important thing to me now is you and our children. Promise me that no matter what happens, you will never waver in your determination to be with me and never leave.
I. I can ask for nothing, but I can’t lose you!”
"Well! I will rely on you for the rest of my life!" Lin Jia pressed her forehead against his and smiled sweetly, "Even if you drive me away, I won't leave!"
