In September, on a hot summer day, the sky is as clear as if it had been washed by water.
Yin En was sitting on the plane heading to the United States, looking at the airplane clouds in the sky outside the window, feeling very calm.
He is twenty-two years old this year and was born into a well-off family. To say he is well-off is actually a bit modest. His father is the president of the Kuaiguo Group and runs a chain hotel business, and his mother is a noble lady. The wealthy and harmonious family has allowed him to grow up since he was a child.
He attracted much attention and was hailed as the pride of heaven.
He also has a sister, Yin Shuang. In his eyes since childhood, she is the best sister in the world. When he was a child, he was small and pretty like a girl, so he was always bullied by other male classmates. He cried every time
After returning home, Yin Shuang would rush to school the next day to avenge him and beat the boys who bullied him to a pulp.
His sister is two years older than him, and the two have been inseparable since childhood. At that time, neighbors said that they were the most beautiful little angels in the world. His sister inherited his father's genes and has a strong and cheerful personality. But his face inherited his mother's beauty, which is enchanting and bright.
. He is just the opposite. He has a gentle personality and likes to be quiet. But he is also good at the ball games that boys love, and occasionally likes to be lively. Compared with his sister who likes to play and does not like to study, being outstanding like him is the pride of the family.
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The first love letter he received can be traced back to when he was in elementary school. At the age of seven, he was already the most popular boy in the grade and remained so for eight years until he graduated from junior high school.
When he entered high school, his height grew even more. By the time he was a sophomore in high school, he had grown to 180 centimeters. Coupled with his handsome appearance, excellent grades, and athletic talent, countless girls were obsessed with him and received several messages every day.
A love letter. When playing basketball, a large group of girls would always gather around the court to cheer him on and shout wildly, which aroused the jealousy of many boys.
Once, he was even blocked at the door by gangsters from another school, who said that he had snatched his girlfriend and wanted to beat him. That day Yin Shuang happened to pick him up, and without saying a word, he beat up the gangsters, put his arm around his shoulders and said, "Brother."
Don't be afraid, my sister will protect you.
He touched his nose. In fact, he wanted to tell her that he was no longer the little boy in kindergarten who could only cry. He was now a black belt in Taekwondo and he could protect himself. But he just said, thank you sister. Yin Shuang
So proud!
At that time, many classmates around him had started falling in love, but he seemed to lack the nerve. He had no idea about relationships. When girls confessed to him, he politely refused. As time went by, there were rumors that he
He was gay, but he just laughed it off.
He once doubted whether he was born with a lack of love and would not be attracted to girls. It wasn't until his graduation year from high school that Yin Shuang brought his closest girlfriends from college to his graduation ceremony.
Yin En will never forget that day, June 10th, when dozens of boys from the science class crowded in front of the stairs, fighting, pushing and shoving, and taking graduation photos.
The appearance of his sister caused a commotion, and the boys in the same class booed and whistled at her. But at a glance, he saw the girl next to her, wearing a white skirt, with a round face and a little fat. She stood there quietly,
Not ostentatious or conspicuous, but like a pure white lotus in summer, the whole summer becomes extremely beautiful because of her.
She was like the brightest sunshine, shining directly into Yin En's eyes, but as gorgeous as a rainbow. She made his world eclipse, and he could no longer see anything else. He couldn't hear any sound in his ears, only
My heart beat faster and faster, as if it was about to jump out of my chest.
The blood flows faster, the body temperature rises, and fine sweat oozes out.
The throat is dry and itchy, somewhat hot, and has an indescribable throbbing.
Only later did he realize that that feeling was heart-pounding.
He fell in love with her at first sight.
Later, the thing he looked forward to most every day was for his sister to take her home for dinner. That summer, she came to his house several times. He gradually learned that her name was Lin Jia, and that she was his sister’s college classmate, roommate, and most recently
Good sisters.
Every time she comes, she is very polite and brings some fruits. She is very respectful to her elders and is very well-behaved. My sister likes to be lively and always talks eloquently, but she always sits quietly next to her and listens to her words.
, occasionally responded with a few sentences, never too many words, but it moved his heart so much.
His eyes are always involuntarily attracted to her, but he must always suppress and hide it. He doesn't want her to hate him!
That summer, he received an offer from abroad. His parents also wanted him to study abroad, but he refused and asked his father to send him to his sister's school. That way, he could see her often.
In September, they became alumni. There were many classes in the design school, but my sister had no interest in design and often fell asleep. He offered to help her take notes in the classes and accompany her to class.
Those were the best summers in his memory. The sun was bright, casting circles of pale golden light on the windows. The green leaves were swaying, and occasionally a few breezes blew. She listened carefully to the lectures and took notes.
A few strands of wet hair stuck to her cheeks, and her face was flushed. He was fascinated by it and wanted to wipe away her sweat. He always fantasized that if he did so at that time, would their future be different...
But later he realized that it wouldn't make any difference. Because she had someone she liked!
For two years, he has been silently by her side, contented just by looking at her. He has never dared to ask his sister if she has anyone she likes, because he is afraid of hearing the answer.
However, at that sports meet, he took her home after she fell and was injured. At the door of Lu's house, he saw a tall and handsome man walking out. The man had a face as bright as summer and blue eyes. He was extremely beautiful.
It's like a real person. For the first time, he felt what pressure is!
She hurriedly got off him and limped up to him, with an eagerness in her eyes that he had never seen before.
He stood there in a daze, unable to hear clearly what they were saying. He only saw the young man reaching out and touching the top of her head. He still clearly remembered her blushing and shy look.
He was lost all day and night, and after a few days of walking like a zombie, he had to face the fact that she had someone she liked. That handsome, almost dreamy boy, named Ruan Yunan, was the person she had been in love with for many years, and they had known each other.
Over ten years.
Later, when he heard the good news of her marriage, he tore up all her photos in pain and buried his love.
He thought they were a princess and a prince, and would be as happy as in a fairy tale. However, what he didn't expect was that the man turned out to be a scumbag and failed her. He often saw tidbits about him on TV, and always
He was fooling around with different women. And she, outsiders didn't even know she was his wife.
While he hated Ruan Yunan, he also rekindled hope. He would work hard to become stronger and snatch her away from him. So, he studied and worked day and night every day, constantly changing, and doing his best to shorten the time.
When he transformed from a boy to a man, he kept praying that she would wait for him.
He met her by chance in Japan. He was afraid that she would misunderstand his relationship with another girl, so he deliberately looked for an opportunity to clarify it to her, but she persuaded him to cherish her, so he could only choose silence and a forced smile.
His clothes got wet, which aroused Ruan Yunan's suspicion. He scolded her emotionally and ridiculed her, but in his angry eyes, he saw Ruan Yunan's care and nervousness towards Lin Jia, which made him worried.
He is afraid that Ruan Yunan will fall in love with her. Ruan Yunan is a scum* and is not worthy of her at all. He doesn't want her to look back!
That time, he was even more determined to take Lin Jia away, and worked hard to grow into a man. However, it was too late in the end. Another man appeared in her life, taking Ruan Yunan's place.
And that man is not him!
His sister understood his feelings and told him not to have hope anymore. Lin Jia was very happy now. He was hit again and was even more desperate than Ruan Yunan. Because she really loved that man, more than she loved Ruan Yunan.
And the man named Lu Qing is simply a god-like existence. He is wise and capable, and has a huge financial empire. He is born to be worshiped and obeyed. More importantly, he really loves Lin Jia.
From his sister, he heard many stories about them. The man used his life to protect her, and she was very happy. Of course, he had been unwilling and painful. But gradually, he figured it out. For him,
The most important thing is not whether the person around her is herself, but that she is happy!
Her happiness is his biggest wish! Lu Qing knows how to take care of her better than he does!
Before going abroad, he went to see her for the last time and confessed his feelings to her. I don’t know where I saw this saying. If you love someone, you must let her know. It is responsible for yourself and the best for this relationship.
In return! He wanted her to know that there was once a person, perhaps not a real man, just a boy, who loved her with his purest heart.
This is enough!
Yin En slowly faded out of his thoughts, and his figure on the window became clearer and clearer. It was the face of a handsome young man with fair skin and a hint of frailty. However, he was not timid. He was a brave man.
A man, and he will become more and more courageous. One day, he will lose his youthfulness and grow into a real man. He will be mature, responsible, and able to take responsibility for his own love.
Everything is ending at this moment. His new life is waving to him at Stanford.
No matter how purely he has been obsessed with, loved, or passed through, from now on, it will become a past event, a page turned in his life.
He will have a better future! Love, career, everything...
Thinking of this, eager anticipation surged in his chest, just like the moment he saw Lin Jia many years ago, his blood accelerated and his skin heated up for his upcoming tomorrow.
Lin Jia, I loved you! But now, I want to let you go completely.