At this moment, Yin Shuang suddenly realized very clearly how strong her family's feelings were. Maybe Situ was right. Even if Su Yuanyou loved her again, she would never give up her sister for him. In the end, maybe he would choose
His family. And she, no matter how many grievances she endured or how hard she persisted, she would eventually lose to his family.
Before this second, she had never thought about breaking up with Su Yuanyou because of Su Linglong. But now, she was suddenly not sure. She had always been proud of this period, no matter how many difficulties she faced, she would never break up.
For the first time, An Xin's feelings were doubted. What's funny is that the third party that intervened between them turned out to be his family! He could only make a choice between her and her family, which made her very painful.
Under Su Linglong's pleading, Cheng Qin could only compromise, "Okay! I won't drive him away for the time being. You can get up!" She wiped away Su Linglong's tears. The more she felt sorry for her daughter, the more she hated Situ Fei.
Warning: "If you hurt her again, no matter how hard she insists, I will definitely let you break up!"
After saying that, she handed Su Linglong to Su Yuanyou's care and said to Yin Shuang: "Come into the room with me. I have something I want to talk to you about!"
Yin Shuang ignored Su Yuanyou's worried gaze and nodded. When she passed by Su Linglong, she clearly felt a scheming look cast on her pitiful, tear-stained face. It was clear and sharp.
Like a bayonet, but also like a sharp edge. But after experiencing these things, she no longer even had the intention of ridiculing her, and walked forward.
After entering the room, Yin Shuang said first, "I'm sorry, auntie, it's all my fault!"
Cheng Qin didn't blame her. He softened his expression and pulled her to sit down. "What nonsense are you talking about? This matter has nothing to do with you. You are also a victim. Alas, I have been here too. The feelings of you young people are complicated to begin with.
, I have no way to interfere, and I shouldn’t blame anything. From the perspective of a bystander, I don’t even blame Situ Fei!”
"But, I am Linglong's mother, and I cannot be so objective. Regardless of right or wrong, I will favor my daughter and will never allow anyone to hurt her. If Situ breaks her heart, it is his fault. And
, he shouldn’t have taken advantage of Linglong’s kindness to get close to you, and I’m also worried that he would ruin your relationship with Yuanyou!”
"The most pitiable thing is Linglong. She knew that you two were dating a long time ago, but she was still afraid that I would force them to break up. She endured so many grievances alone! Alas, it was wrong of her to target you, but girls are so small-minded. Face it
Love rivals will raise their thorns and do things that they can't control!"
Cheng Qin sighed heavily, "Originally, I was very happy that you two were a couple, but I didn't expect that there was such a complicated relationship hidden behind it. I'm really worried about what kind of trouble you might cause if you really get married in the future!
Maybe you should all think carefully about how to take this path!"
Yin Shuang heard the voice of Cheng Qin's words and knew that she was in trouble. He had no intention of putting her in trouble, so she took the initiative and said: "Auntie, I plan to return to China tomorrow!"
"So soon? Xiaoshuang, don't get me wrong, Auntie doesn't want to drive you away. I know you are a good girl, and I feel sorry for you and like you very much. You don't know how much I want you to be my daughter-in-law. But
Now, it really gives me a headache, I don’t even know what to do. The palms and backs of my hands are full of flesh, what do you tell me to choose!”
"I know, thank you for liking me! But all of this happened because of me. Only when I leave can everyone calmly figure out how to deal with it. It's also good to be apart for a while!" Yin Shuang smiled and shook his head.
Shaking his head, "I really don't blame you. I'm very lucky to have met such a wonderful aunt like you!"
Cheng Qin nodded movedly, "Maybe it's a good thing for you to leave temporarily. Otherwise, the current situation will only become more and more chaotic. You know Linglong's bad temper. She doesn't know how to tolerate, so you can only be more tolerant.
She's gone!"
"Yeah! I know! I'm going back to my room to pack my things first!"
"That's fine!" Cheng Qin stood up and patted Yin Shuang's head lovingly, "This time, it's my fault, I have wronged you. When you come to England again in the future, I will make up for it! I believe that it is destined to be fate.
, they cannot be broken up. If your relationship with Yuanyou is strong enough, you will definitely not break up because of other things. I am optimistic about you!"
…
Yin Shuang returned to the room, and Su Yuanyou was standing on the balcony, facing the window. He couldn't see his face and emotions clearly, but he could feel that he was very anxious and distressed.
She had complained about him before, but now after experiencing these things, Yin Shuang could understand and no longer blamed him, showing unusual calmness. Walking behind him, he turned around and asked anxiously: "Are you okay? I
What did mom say? Did she blame you?"
"No! She actually comforted me a few words! Your mother has always been very kind to me, she won't blame me!"
"I'm sorry for making you feel wronged!"
Yin Shuang smiled bitterly, "I have suffered a lot of grievances, but now I don't feel it anymore! I will return to Kyoto tomorrow!"
"Why? My mother drove you away? Xiaoshuang, tell me, did she ask you to leave? You don't have to wrong yourself like this... Tell me, tell me!"
"No! I brought it up on my own initiative!"
Su Yuanyou tried to find a hint of lying in her eyes, but he couldn't find it, and his eyes suddenly tightened. "You want to leave by yourself? Why?"
"Do you still need to ask? In this situation, it would be best for everyone if I leave!"
"No! I can see clearly what happened tonight. It was Situ Fei who pestered you and you rejected him. All the mistakes were caused by him. He is the one who should leave, not you. I will not allow you to leave!
"Su Yuanyou admitted that he was afraid. He was afraid that the "leaving" she meant meant breaking up with him. He had never been so uneasy and afraid that she would leave him. He felt that he might lose her at any time.
"I know you have suffered a lot and have a lot of resentment towards me, but you believe that I have been trying to find a solution. You should stay and face the problem with me. Only with you here can I use courage and determination
."
"What will happen if I'm here? If I'm here, will you sever ties with Su Linglong?"
Su Yuanyou was in trouble for a long time, his eyes sharpened, and he made up his mind and said: "I can do it for you!"
Yin Shuang shook her head, "Don't embarrass yourself, you can't do it! Even if you can sever ties with her, what will your family do? What will they think of me? You want me to bear the burden of destroying you after marrying into the Su family.
Do they hate me because of my family's sins? I would rather not marry you than suffer those things. Stuart Fei is right, a marriage without blessings is unhappy, especially the blessings of my family!"
"Don't believe what he says, he just wants to snatch you away..."
"Don't you understand? It's not his problem, but the problem between us. There is an insurmountable gap between us across Su Linglong. I always thought that the matter could be solved, but now, the situation is getting worse and worse.
I don’t want more people to get involved! This matter has already been brought to your mother’s side. She won’t say anything, but what mother can tolerate a woman making such a mess in her home!”
"It's not your fault!"
"It's not my fault, but it's all because of me. There are too many problems between us now. I want to leave here, calm down, and think things through!"
"Then I'll go back to China with you!"
"No! You stay here! With you by my side, I can't think clearly. Do you think that after returning to China, you will pretend that these things have not happened and continue to live a life of silence?" She shook her head, "I can't do that.
, you can’t do it either! So many things have happened, we can’t be the same as before.”
Su Yuanyou's heart felt like he had been stabbed by a sharp bayonet, and the blood drained from his face and lips. This heavy blow was almost unbearable for him. "Xiao Shuang... don't do this to me, okay? Please! You and I
We all know how difficult it is for us to get to this point. There is no way I can let you go. You are already the most important part of my life!"
"This is not a choice I can make. If I could choose, I don't want to leave you. Do you think you are the only one who cares about this relationship? It hurts me too! I left not because I wanted to break up with you. It was precisely because I didn't want to,
So I can only avoid it for the time being, I'm not feeling well!" Not wanting to continue to struggle with this issue, Yin Shuang closed her eyes and pushed him away. "Stop pursuing it, okay? I'm really tired. Just you.
Give me some time to catch my breath, I need time to relax!"
"How long will it take you?"
"I have no idea!"
God knows how reluctant Su Yuanyou is to let go at this moment. His whole heart feels like it has been delayed over and over again, which makes him miserable. His whole face is filled with pain, and even his voice becomes extremely hoarse. "I love you!"
"If you love me, respect my choice!"
If she continued to stay, she was afraid that she would be reluctant and fall into a deeper quagmire, so she could only leave. She forced herself to look away, stopped looking at his painful face, and turned around to leave.
Su Yuanyou's hand dropped and fell empty by his side. His heart felt as if it had been torn apart. He could not breathe smoothly and was suffocated by pain. He originally thought that bringing her to meet his family would make their relationship more stable.
They could even get married soon. But I didn't expect that so many accidents would happen, which would push the two further and further apart.
In this relationship, he invested too much, loved her almost crazy, and was even willing to abandon his entire family for her. However, in the end, he still failed to keep her, and ended up getting her hurt. He failed to protect her.
, he really blamed himself. In fact, he was so cowardly that he could only watch her leave.
He didn't know how long this separation would last. He didn't know if they could go back to the past after being reunited. But one thing he knew very well was that he would never let her go in this life!
…
After Si Tu Fei and Su Linglong returned to the room, she immediately put on a smiling face, hummed a little tune, and was in a good mood. Si Tu Fei frowned and grabbed her. "Did you plan it on purpose too?"
"I do not know what you're talking about!"
"You knew I would go find Yin Shuang, so I deliberately lured your mother here at that time."
"Are you kidding me? I'm not the roundworm in your belly. How do I know who you will go to when?" Su Linglong struggled for a moment, "What? Are you feeling distressed? But she's not okay, right? It's you.
I was injured because of her, does it hurt? Do you want me to apply some medicine for you?"
She reached out to reach for his face, but Situ Fei slapped him away. He said harshly: "You don't have to admit this, but if you pretend to be jealous of me in front of your mother, aren't you just pretending to be wronged and pointing the finger at her?
You want your mother to complain about Yin Shuang and hate her, don't you? "
"So what?"
Situ Fei shook his head, "I originally thought you were just a little willful and cunning, but looking at it now, you are just like she said, you are very scheming!"
"I'm very scheming, but how can you be so good?" Su Linglong retorted, "You clearly see clearly, but you don't expose it, because you don't want to aggravate their conflicts. Then you stay by my side, and then look for opportunities to show off to you.
Did she take action? You and I are the same kind of people, why do you accuse me? "
"I'm different from you! I want to stay with her, but I don't want her to be alone. I want to protect her!"
"Protect her? That sounds so nice and great! You are clearly making excuses for your own selfish desires, and you just want to take advantage of it. Stuart Fei, don't forget, it was you who took advantage of me first. I didn't fight with you
If you care about it, I have already treated you kindly. You should thank me instead of blaming me with a disgusting attitude of a moralist. Because you are not a good person! Even without you, I can still take Yin Shuang.
Kick you out, it’s because I miss my old friendship that I didn’t kick you out!”
"So what if I deliberately set up Yin Shuang? If you don't go find her, I won't be able to achieve my goal. In the final analysis, it's all caused by you! According to my guess, she will definitely return to China. As for my brother, I will for the time being.
Leave him in the UK. Since you still have feelings for her, seize this opportunity and snatch her back. After all, when a woman is vulnerable, it is the most suitable time for you to take advantage of her. Maybe you can still
It can succeed! When you get married, remember to send an invitation and invite me as the matchmaker, don’t forget it!”
She smiled coquettishly, her voice was as clear as a bell, and her eyes were clear and innocent. But in Situ Fei's eyes, she was just a little devil. He should expose her, but he couldn't. Because, deep down, he was also a selfish and despicable man.
, he really wanted to use this opportunity to get Yin Shuang back.
He was disgusted with his own despicability and could only hypnotize himself. It was Su Yuanyou who was sorry for her first. Since Su Yuanyou couldn't give her happiness, then he should protect her.
Yin Shuang is his favorite woman, and he would rather trade his whole world for her happiness. Even if the process is despicable, as long as it can make her happy, he is willing to do anything!
…
Early the next morning, Yin Shuang took an early flight back to China alone. When she got home, it was already very late. Looking at the empty apartment, there were memories of her and Su Yuanyou laughing and playing around everywhere.
It made her feel as if it had happened a long time ago, and she couldn't help but feel a little sad.
If she could, she wished she had not gone to England, and that they could still enjoy the beautiful world of two people in their little nest as before, without anyone disturbing them. But now...it's like this room is empty, and her heart is still there.
Sinking down into the endless abyss.
After sleeping drowsily for a whole day*, trapped alone in an empty house, Yin Shuang felt that she was going crazy. She forced herself to get up, brushed her teeth and washed, and went to find Lin Jia.
When they arrived at the door of the villa, they saw Lu Lin's small body running around the living room from a distance. Sister-in-law Rong was chasing him with a rice bowl, "Young Master, slow down, be careful of falling! Young Master——"
The lovely Lu Lin finally made Yin Shuang smile for the first time in days. She cheered up and said, "Baby, look who's coming!"
Lu Lin's big, bony eyes looked over here, and they suddenly lit up. He opened his arms and staggered towards her with a grin, mumbling simple syllables in his mouth, "Fuck--Mom."
——"At one year and three months old, he walked earlier and talked earlier than other children of the same age. While other children were still babbling and learning to speak, he could already speak a lot of words.
Yin Shuang happily held the cute little man in her arms, "My godson is so good!" She held his little face and kissed him again and again. "My godmother misses you so much! Do you miss your godmother?"
"think--"
"So good!" Yin Shuang held his face and looked around. She liked it very much. "Oh, my godson is getting more and more handsome as he grows up. He is so charming at such a young age. He looks exactly like your father, the same mold.
How many women will be harmed by this handsome young man?"
"Look! Godmother bought you a lot of gifts, milk, toys, do you like them?"
Lu Lin nodded vigorously while holding the toy, his eyes narrowed like crescent moons. "Thank you, fuck-mom!"
"Miss Yin, give these to him later, otherwise the young master will stop drinking carrot porridge!"
"Then put it away!" Yin Shuang took the bowl, "I'll feed him!" She said and carried little Lu Lin to the sofa, feeding him one bite at a time.
"Where's Lin Jia?"
"The husband and wife are upstairs! They are busy, don't disturb them now!"
"Oh!" Yin Shuang's attention was focused on Lu Lin, and she happily fed him half a bowl of porridge. When she heard the door open on the second floor, she raised her head, and Lu Qing took Lin Jia to the stairs.
Still hugging each other, loving each other*.
Seeing Lin Jia's messy hair and blushing face, and Lu Qing's high energy and smiling face, she knew what she was "busy" with just now. No wonder Rong's sister-in-law said not to disturb them. The two of them were also so in love in broad daylight.
Not even a son!
"Yin Shuang, why are you here?"
"Come and see my precious godson!" Yin Shuang looked at her face evilly, with a smile that was like a chicken thief. "Oh... in broad daylight, the sex is so good!"
Lin Jia blushed and hid in Lu Qing's arms. He touched her face and said, "Why are you so shy! There will be more tonight..."
"You hate it!"
Yin Shuang shivered because they were so numb, "Uncle San, you have a good appetite!"
Lu Qing Luoluo generously pinched Lin Jia's chin and kissed it, and said quietly, "The food is so delicious, you know the taste when you eat the marrow!"
"Okay, go to work quickly!"
"Well! I'll come back in the evening and enjoy you well. Wash yourself and wait for me!" Lu Qing patted her on the butt and kissed her several times before leaving happily.
Yin Shuang kept trembling and said bitterly, "You two bitchy couple should be struck by lightning if you show off your affection!"
Lin Jia rolled her eyes at her, her tender cheeks rosy, "Can you speak?"
"Mom——" Lu Lin rushed over and hugged Lin Jia's thigh, "Fuck——Mom, buy toys!"
"Why is your face covered with carrots? You're as dirty as a tabby cat! Who fed you the porridge!"
"Of course it's me!" Yin Shuang raised her hand to take credit, "I saw Sister Rong chasing the little baby when I first came in. If I hadn't fed him, how could he be so good?"
Lin Jia shook her head and said she was speechless, and asked Sister Rong to take Lu Lin to wash her face. She made a cup of tea for Yin Shuang and sat across from her. "Didn't I say I wouldn't come back until after New Year's Day? Why is it so early? My mother-in-law doesn't like you.
, drove you back?"
"How can I, I'm so lovable!"
"How is it? Is it going well?"
Yin Shuang pouted, "That's it!"
Lin Jia saw that her expression was wrong, and then she became serious. "What's wrong? What happened? Are you so fucking difficult to get along with?"
"It's not that his mother is hard to get along with, it's his sister!" Yin Shuang came here to complain, so she explained the whole story carefully. Lin Jia frowned after hearing this, "It sounds like it's really troublesome!"
"Isn't that right? We almost broke up! Didn't you see how bitchy Su Linglong is? She has a face that needs a slap in the face. It makes me want to slap her a few times! I didn't beat her up, it's totally...
For Su Yuanyou's sake. Otherwise, how could I have endured it for so long? I have never wronged myself so much, and I was almost suffocated to death!"
"Now that you're back, let's calm down, calm down, and think about how to solve it!"
"The decision-making power is all in Su Yuanyou's hands, how can I solve it? This time, I am so disappointed in him. Even if we reconcile, there will still be a shadow in my heart!"
"Actually, you can't blame him completely for this. After all, she is his sister. His situation is more difficult than yours. Let me tell you, since you can endure so much for him, it means that you love him very much and can't let go.
You can only choose to forgive!”
"I know, I'm just afraid of shadows!"
"What about Stuart Fei?"
"Su Linglong already has enough headaches, how can I care about him!"
"So, you have completely let go of your last relationship. This is a good thing!" She had witnessed her heartbreak for Situ Fei with her own eyes. Now that her wound was completely healed, Lin Jia was very happy for her.
"Time heals everything. It happened so long ago and I have been freed a long time ago. He is the one who is not free and easy now. The thought of him pestering me gives me a headache. Oh, you said, if it were you, what would you do?
what to do?"
Lin Jia thought for a while, "I will take the initiative to show my favor to Su Linglong!"
"You want me to please her? I can't do it! I'm not that mean!"
"Is face more important, or is Su Yuanyou more important? Besides, I'm not asking you to please her. But if she is a problem that cannot be avoided, then you have to find a way to solve it. You two are too tough and unwilling to admit defeat.
, the problem will only get bigger and bigger, and sooner or later it will get out of hand. If you want to ease the conflict, one of the parties must first soften and compromise to a certain extent!"
"She cheated me over and over again, and I still compromised with her?" Yin Shuang gritted her teeth when she thought of it, wishing she could slap her more times. How could she be so kind? "Only you, the Ninja Turtle, can do that.
Bear it, anyway, I can’t bear it, no matter what, I can’t bear it.”
"No one wants to wrong themselves. The key is whether Su Yuanyou is worthy of what you do."
"I've already wronged myself enough for him, what else do you want from me? If it were my previous temper, do you think Su Linglong could still be domineering in front of me and trick me again and again?"
"I know! But since you have endured it, why not just make more concessions? The most important thing to you is Su Yuanyou. It's all about feelings, isn't it? What maintains a relationship is not just doing whatever you want.
, not to emphasize your own self-esteem and personality. Of course, those are also important. But what is equally important is that the other party tolerates, compromises, and even makes sacrifices. Even if there is no Su Linglong now, you will encounter this kind of problem in the future, just treat it as
Let you learn to make sacrifices for each other! Only by thinking more about each other can your relationship be more stable and last longer!"
After Lin Jia's earnest persuasion, Yin Shuang's arrogance gradually softened and she fell into deep thought.
…
After solving a big problem, Su Linglong had a good sleep. She got up at around ten o'clock* and went downstairs. When she saw Su Yuanyou sitting alone on the sofa in a daze, she smiled and squeezed next to him to act coquettishly. "Brother, what are you doing?
Sitting here alone?" She asked deliberately, "Where is she?"
"Back home!"
"Oh...you didn't go to see her off?"
"She probably doesn't want to see me today!" Su Yuanyou smiled bitterly. She insisted on sleeping in a separate room last night, but he stayed up all night. He heard some movement in her room in the morning, so he sat silently and watched her go.
It hurts my heart to leave. It is a kind of pain similar to that of an endangered animal. Even breathing is not smooth. My chest is severely blocked.
"Okay, now that everyone is gone, don't think about her anymore!" Although Su Linglong was happy that Yin Shuang was forced to leave, she felt uncomfortable seeing Su Yuanyou uncomfortable and tried very hard to make him happy.
Get up. "The weather is so nice today, shall we go out to play? I haven't been to the park for a long time, or let's go horse riding?"
"I don't want to go anywhere!" Su Yuanyou sighed feebly, as if his soul had been stripped away, he was lost and absent-minded, and he couldn't bring himself to do anything.
"Don't be like this, can you go shopping with me?"
He shook his head.
"Brother, are you feeling uncomfortable? You look so ugly!" Su Linglong reached for his forehead and was immediately burned when she touched it. She screamed, "Oh my god! You have a fever, it's so hot! I'll take you to the hospital!"
"
"I don't want to go, leave me alone!" Su Yuanyou pushed her away and staggered to his feet. His steps were sloppy and he had no strength at all, as if he might fall down at any time. Su Linglong hurriedly supported him, "You can't do this, you will burn.
It’s bad, you have to go to the hospital!”
"I told you, I don't want to go!"
"Brother, are you angry with me?" Su Linglong felt aggrieved. "Do you think it was me who drove Yin Shuang away? That's why you got angry with me? You have never been loud to me before.
But now for her...am I not as important as her?"
"I'm very angry with you..." Su Yuanyou's lips were burned pale and his voice was hoarse, as if squeezed out of the desert, "She is the woman I love most, you shouldn't treat her like that!"
"But I am your sister, she is just an outsider!"
"She is not, she is my life!" Su Yuanyou smiled bitterly, "I will not marry any other woman except her in this life. You should not drive her away..."
Su Linglong looked at his back, angry and aggrieved.
