Facing is not necessarily the saddest; being lonely is not necessarily unhappy; gaining is not necessarily lasting; losing is not necessarily no longer having you, my little bird of youth...
As time goes by, Lei Feng's mentality really starts to feel inferior bit by bit. A man's whole life depends on birds to support him; a man's whole life depends on birds to support him. A bird, no matter it is a big bird or
Little birds, whether they are black birds or white birds, whether they are long birds or short birds, are all birds.
It's the same principle as rotten pears can quench thirst.
But now Lei Feng has lost the pride that can support a man's life most, and is impotent. What a terrible word, it is simply a nightmare. Whenever he needs to show himself, he always hears a long bird song, and then...
Then turn off the flame.
After walking out of Zhao Ya's house, Lei Feng felt that the sky was gray. He looked at the sky carefully for a long time before he could clearly see that it was haze. Almost instantly, he lost confidence in life and the future.
Despair arose.
Although Zhao Ya's big butt belonged to him, he didn't feel any pleasure at all, all because of the bird's inability to do anything.
Dragging heavy steps, Lei Feng came to the school, sat in front of the teacher's podium, and smoked a cigarette.
The students below looked at him blankly, wondering what happened to this violent teacher and why his mood became so depressed.
Lei Feng exhaled a puff of smoke, swept his eyes over each student's face, shook his head heavily, and sighed.
"My love, what's wrong with you?" Qimeng asked Lei Feng in a low voice.
With a "swish" sound, Lei Feng retracted his head and waved his hands and said: "Don't ask me what's wrong, don't ask, otherwise I will lose control, otherwise I will cry. You are all good children, and I... By the way,
Who collected the class fee?"
"The class fee is with me." Duoduo stood up and said.
"Yes!" Lei Feng nodded heavily, holding a cigarette and said to the students in the class: "The class fee is sacred and cannot be violated. Student Duoduo, please hand over the class fee to me after school, and then we will have a good
Plan it."
"But Sun Chengzong..."
With a "swish" sound, Lei Feng waved his hand again and said: "No need to say anything, as long as I am here, everything will be fine!"
As soon as he finished speaking, the classroom door was pushed open, and a tired-looking Sun Chengzong stood at the door of the classroom.
Lei Feng was stunned, and the whole class cheered instantly.
What the hell is going on? I haven’t used my power yet!
"Long live Teacher Lei!"
"Long live Teacher Lei!!!"
"..."
There were loud shouts in the class, almost tearing down the ceiling.
"Ahem..." Lei Feng coughed twice, waved his hand to stop the cheers of the students, sat carelessly on the podium, took a deep drag on the cigarette and said: "Don't make a fuss, this is nothing, as long as
If I open my mouth, all problems will become non-problems."
Sun Chengzong slowly walked up to Lei Feng, bowed deeply to Lei Feng, and said in a hoarse voice: "Teacher Lei, thank you."
"Well, just be good in the future." Lei Feng patted Sun Chengzong on the shoulder and said: "Men have to be in trouble once. Can a man who has never been in trouble be called a man? Only a man with experience can be called a man.
For men, remember that as a man, if you don’t have a story, it can only mean one thing: failure.”
As he said this, Lei Feng was puzzled: Released? Damn it, Lawyer Wang won the case? But it’s only been less than a day!
Almost instantly, Lei Feng worshiped Lawyer Wang in his heart. He could tell from the beginning that this Lawyer Wang definitely had two skills, he was awesome!
"Jingle Bell……"
When the sound of school was over was heard, Lei Feng reached out to flick the cigarette butts away, and walked towards his dormitory with the admiring eyes of all the students in the class.
The moment he entered the dormitory, he immediately withered.
Lei Feng sat on the bed, numbly stroking his bird, staring directly at the one-to-one Xiao Lu version of the inflatable doll placed in front of him.
The damaged bird could hardly hold its calloused hands, and its head drooped, revealing infinite grievances.
"Sometimes I feel like a little bird..." Lei Feng sang a sad song.
At this moment, only this song is the most in line with his complicated mood. The bird of youth really can't fly. A man without a story cannot be called a man, but his story is too deep...
"Tuk-tuk-tuk..." There was a knock on the door from outside.
"Who is it?" Lei Feng said lazily, put on his pants and got out of bed and opened the door.
At the door of the dormitory, the pretty Qimeng stood there, holding many dishes in her hands.
"My love, you must not have eaten yet." Qimeng said a little shyly: "I cooked a few dishes in the restaurant."
"Is there any meat?" Lei Feng blurted out.
"It's all meat!" Qimeng pursed her lips and smiled.
With a "swish" sound, Lei Feng took the food and closed the door with his backhand.
"Bang!"
Qimeng was shut out and dumbfounded.
"Tuk-tuk-tuk...tuk-tuk-tuk..." Qimeng knocked hard on the door.
But Lei Feng leaned his back against the door, with a look of tangle, helplessness, and pain. In short, his face was very complicated, it was a kind of pain that cut off everything.
"My love, open the door, I, I have so many things to say to you!" Qimeng shouted loudly outside the door.
"I can't destroy you. You are still young. You still have many wonderful lives. You will bring many healthy and strong little birds..." Lei Feng blinked his eyes and slapped himself hard on the head.
He said at once: "Mom, you are an elegant and moral man, how can you be so heartless to a little girl? She is your love, your love."
Thinking of this, Lei Feng reached out and opened the door, showing a gentle and noble smile.
"My love, you just..." Qimeng's face was filled with grievances.
"Oh, I went to pee." Lei Feng said loudly: "For a man, the number of peeing and the frequency of peeing directly determine whether the kidney function is intact. Obviously, my kidney function is very good. Just now
A splash of urine is comparable to the impact of the Hukou Falls of the Yellow River. My love, come in, don't stand stupidly at the door, it will make me feel bad."
Qimeng smiled and walked into Lei Feng's dormitory.
After walking in, the first thing she saw was the inflatable doll on the bed, and she couldn't help but blush.
"My love, you are still using this." Qimeng pointed at the inflatable doll.
"No, no, no, I'm not using it, but remembering it." Lei Feng said with a disappointed look on his face: "I am remembering my failed marriage. Every time I see this doll, I always think of Xiao Lu's power...
Oh no, it’s gentleness. With a teacher’s personality and appearance, why would he need to use this thing?”
While saying this, Lei Feng stuffed the one-to-one real-life version of Xiao Lu's inflatable doll under the bed.
During this interval, Qimeng had quickly put the food on the table.
After taking a deep breath of the meat fragrance, Lei Feng stared into Qimeng's eyes and said solemnly: "My love, don't come to me again in the future."
"Why?" Qimeng's face was full of surprise and anxiety.
"Because..." Lei Feng sighed deeply and said, "This is a difficult question to ask. Let's put it this way, what kind of man do you think is a real man?"
"I love such a man!" Qimeng said with certainty.
Qimeng has a kind of crazy admiration for Lei Feng. When this admiration becomes crazy, it becomes uncontrollable admiration and love. In the eyes of this little girl, Lei Feng is the man among men.
It is worthy of any girl's love.
Does love need a reason? The answer is yes, not at all. In a small hotel that costs thirty yuan a night, how many scenes of love dedication are performed every day. Do you dare to say that it is not an expression of love?
Women are emotional. When she feels she loves you enough, she can pay for the room.
"No, I'm not. In fact, I'm sick." Lei Feng lit a cigarette, his face full of poet-like melancholy, and said softly: "My love, I can no longer call you a man. Men should be strong.
A man should be proud, a man should be..."
As he spoke, Lei Feng's eyes became moist, and his melancholy melted into the moisture. He looked like the drifting clouds in autumn, lonely and helpless...
This is a man's greatest sorrow, this is his most fragile helplessness. Men cannot cry, and men should not cry.
But Lei Feng cried, and all pride left him. At this moment, his heart was like a man's heart with a fragile glass plate.
"I'm impotent." Lei Feng said lightly, forcing a smile.
With this forced smile, a drop of clear tears slid down his cheek, slid to the corner of his mouth, dripped down, and hit the table, blooming into a small crystal water splash.
Qimeng stared blankly at Lei Feng, her eyes full of distress. It was the first time she saw a man's sadness. This kind of sadness was not as heartbreaking as the girl crying, but it could be clearly felt.
Feeling distressed.
That's right, it's heartache. It's so painful that it grabs hold of one's heart, it's so painful that it makes one's heart choke, and it's so painful that it breaks one's heart.
"What is impotence?" Qimeng asked.
"Uh..." Lei Feng was silent, and then ate meat.
He couldn't explain what impotence was, so why should he tell Qimeng: My cock can't get hard.
No, absolutely not!
Qimeng stared at Lei Feng and whispered: "My love, no matter what illness you have, I will help you. You are my love, you are my love!"
"No! It can't be done!!!" Lei Feng waved his hand fiercely, lowered his head and said: "Absolutely not, if I really ask you to help me, wouldn't I become a beast? No, absolutely not, I still want to be with you
Keep the little dignity you have in front of me, please let me keep the last bit of dignity!"
Qimeng stood up, walked to Lei Feng, hugged Lei Xiao with a distressed look on her face and said: "My love, you know, when I first saw you, I fell... in front of me
, you should be honest. I, I,... I love you!"
"Why bother..." Lei Feng murmured to himself, and another drop of clear tears fell down his cheek. He was as sad as the frost in winter, blooming quietly, melting quietly, not being cared about by anyone, no matter
Be watched by anyone.
Silently, silently, I walked through a short but poetic life, embellishing the world, and perishing myself...
"I am real!" Qimeng's tears welled up.
She was hurt, hurt by Lei Feng's sadness.
"Really willing to help me?" Lei Feng perked up and stared at Qimeng Yanhong's small mouth.
"Of course it's true, wuwuwu..."
"Okay, bite me!" Lei Feng quickly took off his pants, revealing the little bird hanging there. He took a deep breath, closed his eyes and whispered: "I know this is difficult, but... if you don't want to
If so, forget it, forget it..."
The moment I closed my eyes, two crystal tears hung on my eyelashes, teetering on the edge of falling.
Qimeng opened her mouth wide and stared at Lei Feng's bird, her face turning extremely red. But she only hesitated for three seconds, leaned over and bit it with her mouth wide open.
Women are all emotional. When she really loves you, she will give everything for you!
"ah!!!"
Earth-shattering howls resounded throughout the dormitory, Qimeng bit down, bit down hard...
