A scene suddenly emerged in his mind, and his heart ached, "Murong Xuan owes you a favor. I can't pay it back to you in this life. Let's do it in the next life. I will definitely pay it back to you in the next life."
This is what she said to Murong Xuan after she was injured. At that time, she was already dying. Yes, she owed Murong Xuan a lot. Now that she was still alive, she should repay the favor.
"Relief? Why do you say that? What is it that binds you and prevents you from breaking free? Why do you want to die to be free?" The voice was inexplicably sad, and his heart seemed to be bleeding. It was because of his departure that he let him go.
Are you discouraged? Listening to his hoarse voice, maybe he drank too much wine and injured his vocal cords and throat.
"It's love, it's hate, it's also self-blame and guilt, you know? I once made a secret vow to silently protect the person I love most in my heart and not let her get hurt or in any danger.
However, I was very useless. Not only did I fail to protect her, but I also watched her wandering on the edge of life and death again and again. If there is love in my heart, there will be a bond, and this bond will bind me for the rest of my life.
Unless I let go of this bondage, I can be freed. But I can't let go, so I can't be freed. The same is true for hatred, self-blame and guilt, because I hate my own incompetence, self-blame, and guilt for not being able to protect myself.
My beloved, that kind of heart-gnawing hatred and torture is something you can’t get rid of for the rest of your life.”
He said quickly, with a stabbing pain in his heart. For the past five years, there has been a voice in his heart, mocking him all the time, look, how incompetent you are, you can't even protect the one you love, you are not even a man.
Mu Tianxue's heart was like a sharp knife, and pain swept through the depths of his brain. Was it because of himself that he was in such pain and sad? "Since that kind of bondage is a bondage and a burden, then throw away the bondage and throw it away.
Burden, if you are unwilling to let yourself go and get relief, then you are destined to suffer!"
After saying that, she turned around and jumped down, but she heard a sad greeting from behind her: "Tianxue, how have you been in these years?" Her steps suddenly stopped, and she said two faint words: "Not bad!"
A smile finally appeared on Murong Xuan's lips. She was Tianxue, really Tianxue. He was sure of it. He jumped down from the tree, quickly stepped forward and hugged her tightly from behind, his eyes watering involuntarily.
"Tianxue, don't, don't leave again. It's been five years. Do you know how much I've missed you in the past five years? Give me a chance, okay? Let me take care of you and your children. I can live whatever life you want."
for you."
Mu Tianxue was startled. She obviously did not expect that Murong Xuan would suddenly do this. She was at a loss for a moment and didn't know what to say. Especially what he said made her not know how to respond. She could only stand quietly and let him
Hold tightly.
A few feet away, the man in white looked at the two people under the moonlight. His cold handsome face was full of pain and anger. He walked towards the two people sadly. He didn't want to show up so soon, but how could he look at the woman he loved?
Being held in the arms of another man.
Feeling someone approaching, Mu Tianxue looked at the white shadow under the moonlight, and hurriedly took off Murong Xuan's hands holding her. The two people dressed in men's clothing hugged each other. Anyone who saw them would definitely think that the two had broken sleeves.
"Murong Xuan, I...I lost part of my memory. Now, I can't give you any answer." After saying this calmly, she turned and left.
Lost her memory? Murong Xuan was shocked in his heart. He was either happy or worried. He couldn’t tell or explain. If she lost her memory, forgot the past, and forgot him, would he have the chance to pursue her fairly? But this
Is it really fair?
"Tianxue" he quickly caught up with her and looked at her in disbelief. "You mean, you have forgotten what happened before? Is there anyone else? What about him? Have you forgotten too?"
Mu Tianxue frowned slightly, "Who is he?" Murong Xuan's eyes were full of surprise, "No, I mean your sister, it's getting late, go back and rest!" Mu Tianxue glanced at him suspiciously, looked past him,
Leap towards the room.
"Tianxue" Seeing Mu Tianxue's figure gradually disappearing, Long Chenyi's heart was overturned. She clearly saw him, but why did she act like she hadn't seen him? She didn't want to see her so much? She flew up and chased after him.
Go, suddenly a red shadow blocks the way, the two of them stand at odds, "Murong Xuan, get out of the way."
"I won't let you hurt her a second time." Murong Xuan looked at the person in front of him angrily, with no intention of getting out of the way. "If you really love her, you should stay away from her and never appear in her sight.
"
"Murong Xuan, get out of the way, she is my wife, my woman." Long Chen also looked coldly at the person in front of him. Thinking of the scene just now, his heart was like a thousand arrows piercing his heart, which made him miserable. She is his wife, this
The only wife in his life, how could he stay away from her? He wouldn't, even if he died.
"Long Chenyi, who caused all this? Didn't you bring enough danger and pain to her? Didn't you hurt her enough?" Murong Xuan walked towards him step by step, "Don't you see that, you
Can't she recognize you when you stand in front of her? Don't you know how deeply you hurt her?"
Long Chen also trembled and couldn't help but take a step back, "I admit that I hurt her heart. I made her heartbroken and desperate. As long as she can come back to me and forgive me, I can ask for nothing, nothing."
If I do, I will use my whole life to make up for the mistakes I made, and use my whole life to care for and love her."
Murong Xuan smiled bitterly, "Long Chenyi, what you said is really nice. When she needed all this, did you give it to her? When she needed you and believed you would take care of her and protect her, what did you do?
?Now, she no longer needs your care and your love. If you still feel a little guilty in your heart, then please let her go and stay away from her."
"Murong Xuan, you are the one who should stay away from her. She is my wife and the mother of my child. She doesn't need your passion or your care. You have to understand that she has been my dragon all her life.
Chen Yi's woman, you Murong Xuan should not approach her, let alone have the slightest evil intention towards her."
Long Chenyi's cold face was filled with anger, and his voice without warmth contained warnings and threats. He was the current emperor, Mu Tianxue's husband, and Mu Tianxue was his wife, his queen, and the king of a country.
How can your woman be coveted by other men?
"Don't use your identity to pressure me. Tianxue used to be your wife, but when you pierced her body with your sword, she was no longer your wife. Today's Mu Tianxue is no longer the same as before.
Mu Tianxue, she has already forgotten you, and you, Long Chen, no longer have a place in her heart."
Murong Xuan's words were like poisonous needles. Every word and every needle stung Long Chenyi's heart. The pain made it difficult for him to breathe, and his brain was suffocated and in a daze. This is not true, it is not true, and he tried his best to suppress it.
Tears couldn't help but fall down.
How is it possible, Tianxue can't forget him, it's impossible, he doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe it...
