"Yan'er was originally your fiancée. You were supposed to get married five years ago. Yan'er is a woman. You know she can't hold back time..." She knew this was cruel to Murong Xuan.
However, there is no possibility between them. He is deeply in love with Youyan'er, and she cannot give him any promises or any feelings. Even friendship must be limited.
"You should also know that I broke off my engagement with Yan'er five years ago." Murong Xuan stared at her and smiled lightly, as softly as the spring breeze blowing, giving people a very comfortable feeling.
"The engagement is terminated by you alone, but in a real sense, it has not been terminated. Yan'er has been waiting for you to marry her. You know this very well," Mu Tianxue looked back at him and spoke lightly.
"But I have been waiting for you to give me a chance. You know this very well, don't you?" Murong Xuan asked without answering, "If it is done according to your wishes, should you also give it to me?
a chance?"
Mu Tianxue was speechless for a moment and didn't know how to answer. Yes, you can't just because one person falls in love with another person, and that person has to be responsible for responding to her.
Just like her now, just because Murong Xuan has a deep love for her, she cannot respond by giving him a matching love, and the same is true for Nangong Yan towards Murong Xuan.
"Murong Xuan, what do you like about me, and what do you like about me? My appearance? Or?"
After a while, she asked something that she had never figured out. With Murong Xuan's cheerfulness and personality, how could he like herself as an ugly girl at that time? Or, when she showed her true appearance in front of him, he
Did you just fall in love with yourself?
Murong Xuan took the jug back from her hand and took a sip of wine. He looked up at the cold moon in the night sky and said leisurely: "Emotions are like a person knowing whether it is warm or cold when drinking water. Only you know whether it is worth it. You don't know the origin of love.
Passionately in love.
What I like is you, for no reason or what? Because regardless of the advantages, disadvantages and appearance of a person, they will gradually change with the passage of time, and you will always be you."
Mu Tianxue frowned slightly. She didn't understand. Is there no reason to like someone? After a few seconds of silence, she sighed: "Murong Xuan, have you ever thought about it deeply? In fact, you don't like me. What you like is just a feeling.
That’s all.
You can get any kind of woman, but I just gave you a feeling of neglect and disgust. As proud as you are, how could you allow any woman to ignore your charm and existence.
Have you ever heard of a saying that the more unavailable things are, the more people want to get them and conquer them. In the final analysis, it is not like, but simply wanting to get them to prove one's excellence and sense of accomplishment.
There's something going on in your mind.
Ask yourself, what is the reason that caused you to put your attention on me? From the beginning, did you pay attention to me because I was special and curious about me, or was it because I made you feel lost?
Frustration, you just want to get back that feeling of frustration in me.
I don’t want you to be immersed in unrealistic thoughts and follow that ethereal and unreal sense of superiority, thereby hurting the people around you and those who love you.
In life, there are not many five years to wait, and there is no time to waste away. It is the same for you, Yu Yaner and me. Live in the moment and look at the present, rather than living in feelings and dreams. Think about it.
How you feel now is how Yan'er feels."
Murong Xuan stared at her with disbelief, layers of mist rising in his peach eyes. He admitted that at first he did approach her because of the sense of disregard and neglect in his heart, and wanted to see something in her eyes.
There was a glimmer of admiration for him, but he never got what he wanted.
But after getting along with him, he understood her situation, the pain she suffered, saw her strength, her stubbornness, everything about her was like a brand, deeply imprinted in his heart, making her
He couldn't get rid of her, her every frown and smile triggered his emotions.
Unknowingly, he didn't even know how he got into it. If he wanted to win her heart at the beginning, then he just wanted to protect her wounded heart and prevent her from being hurt by anything.
People hurt.
He couldn't imagine what kind of life she had lived in the General's Mansion, and he couldn't imagine what hardships and pains it would take to make her heart turn into stone.
What kind of strength allows her to smile even if she is seriously injured, and what kind of stubbornness allows her to never show her emotions or anger, making her look like she won't be afraid even if the sky falls.
Murong Xuan forced a smile and said, "Tianxue, I understand what you mean, don't worry! I will do it."
Because of his obsession, it brought confusion and restraint to her. Even if he did not enter her world and interfere with her life, he still gave her a bondage and bondage that made it difficult for her to breathe.
If all this is what she wants, he just does it and lets go. It doesn't mean that he doesn't love her, he just wants to fulfill her.
"Thank you, Murong Xuan." Mu Tianxue turned around and looked at him. The moonlight softly reflected on his outline, as if there was a layer of faint silver light.
The thick eyelashes leave a shadow under the eyes, the straight nose, and the thin lips seem to be shrouded in a layer of silver light, dazzling and so handsome that people cannot take their eyes away.
Murong Xuan smiled faintly and looked at her sideways, "Will you stay after tomorrow?"
Even if she had forgotten the love in her heart, she would still fall in love with Long Chenyi if she had it to do over again, but she was unwilling to admit it. Many things were confusing to her, but she could see them clearly in others.
"Yes, after tomorrow, Long Chen will also take me to find my enemy. After finding my revenge, I will take my son and leave." After saying this, Mu Tianxue looked at him with doubtful eyes, "Murong Xuan, I used to
Is she really Long Chenyi’s wife?”
Murong Xuan nodded silently.
"Then, why did I leave for five years? Is it because of the person who killed me? You should know who that person is, right?"
"I know for sure. Forgive me that I can't tell you. I can only say, don't listen to one-sided words. If one day you recall everything and give him a chance to explain, it was just an accident. Also, stay away from Sima Heng.
,He is a dangerous person”
"Accident? You mean, the person who killed me didn't want to kill me, but because of a sudden accident, he accidentally hurt me?"
She remembered that the person in the dream kept asking her to admit her mistake. Was it really just an accident?
"It can be said that, remember, don't do anything that will make you regret your whole life."
He reached out and patted her shoulder. She loved him so much. If she really hurt him, she would be so heartbroken and regretful!
