Xingchen's face turned ugly, and he slowed down his tone, "She has someone she loves deeply. No matter who it is, they can't get into her heart. What I can do for her is to give her freedom. I know what's in her heart."
She will feel very guilty about me. If I don't pretend to have amnesia, she will always feel that she owes me.
Two years ago, I was thrown into the abyss of sin by my father. She always blamed herself, thinking that it was because of her that I became like this. She desperately went to find me in the abyss of sin. When she found me, I was raped by the ghost of Longqiu again.
The soul-locking nail was locked, and she attributed all the suffering I suffered to herself. She was burdened with too many responsibilities that did not belong to her, so I had to pretend to have amnesia and let her think that I was carefree now.
Very good.
Forget it, it’s better than anything else. Only when I live a good life can she rest assured.”
Forgive him, but I really can't forget her.
Forgive him for not being able to face her with all the memories.
He was afraid that she would say: Xingchen, I'm sorry, I don't love you.
He knows she doesn't love him...
In fact, it doesn't matter, as long as you can protect her silently, it's already good.
"She already knows my feelings. If I carry my memory with me, she will be embarrassed when she sees me. I'm afraid she won't even be a friend anymore."
Xiao Shui'er's eyes were covered with mist, "You are really stupid."
"Falling in love with someone who doesn't love you is a stupid thing. Shui'er, you know, I can't take my heart back..."
Xiao Shui'er secretly wiped away her tears, but you know, Xingchen, I can't take my heart back either.
"Fool Shui'er, why are you crying?"
Xiao Shui'er poured a glass of warm water and handed it to him, "Can I just lament your infatuation?"
"When you grow up, you will also meet someone who is infatuated with you."
Xiao Shui'er's face stiffened, "Me, you know, although I look young, my soul is as mature as yours. I don't want to get married. I don't like men."
Xingchen took a sip of warm water and almost spat out her words, "Don't like men?"
"Yeah, I don't like what good things men have."
Xingchen touched her head affectionately, "You, when you meet the person you like, maybe you won't say that."
Xiao Shui'er was in a daze for a moment, and for a moment she wanted to blurt out: I have someone I like, and that person is you.
It's just a pity that he doesn't like her.
"Xingchen, are you worried?" Xiao Shui'er saw that the smile on his face had disappeared.
"I'm awake, it's time to think about how to open the Elven Door."
"I heard from Shengxue that only the princess of the elves can open it."
Xingchen closed his eyes, "Shui'er, can you help me call my father?"
Xiao Shui'er asked casually, "What do you want the clan leader to do?"
"Find a girl from the clan and get married."
Xiao Shui'er's hand holding the teacup suddenly shook, and the teacup fell to the ground and broke into pieces.
Xingchen looked at her.
Xiao Shui'er regained consciousness and squatted down to pick up the fragments in a panic.
"Be careful!" Xingchen just said.
"Hmm." Xiao Shui'er absentmindedly cut her hand directly on the debris.
Xingchen frowned, sat up from his seat, squatted down and picked up her hand, "It's just a cup, just let others pick it up. Look, did you scratch your hand?"
Xiao Shui'er looked at him blankly.
Xingchen pulled the strip of cloth on her body and wrapped it around her fingers, "Okay, you told me you were mature just now, haven't you scratched your hand like a child now?"