Yes, no one can stay with anyone for a lifetime. She knew it, and...understood that only after losing it would you know how to cherish it. In the past, if Gu Chen heard this sentence, the corner of his mouth would just be slightly raised, and his eyes would be cold.
But now, she seems to understand.
Duan Zhaoan, who was closest to her, saw the pain flashing in the eyes of his beloved as cold as ice. With his thin lips pressed tightly, he raised his hand and gently put his arm around her shoulders. His long and generous hand caressed her back gently and pitifully.
Back, "It's the first time I see your tears...it's very uncomfortable here."
His chest felt uncomfortable, powerless, and helpless.
"Only now do I realize that I was wrong." Gu Chen, who leaned on his shoulder and closed his eyes, smiled bitterly. "It turns out that there will be times when I lose things and times when I regret."
She raised her hand and wiped her cheek. The tears mixed with the rain moistened the belly of her hand. The bitter smile that overflowed the corner of her mouth became deeper, bitter and bitter.
You only know how to cherish after you lose... She didn't know if the tears she was shedding now were because she had lost, so she knew how to cherish.
Here, she asks herself that she has no regrets in her heart, no regrets to them, no regrets to heaven and earth, but at this time, she only feels guilty towards Gu Dahuai.
The three kowtows involve guilt and self-blame.
She was absorbing Gu Dahuai's kindness to her, absorbing it so naturally. She never thought that this adoptive father who was good to her would leave so suddenly. Birth, old age, illness and death are normal, she has always thought so, and she has never felt that she wants to miss it.
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I have lived for too long and have seen too many illnesses, and I have never thought that death is a sad thing.
Gu Chen, who was kneeling in front of the tombstone, suddenly understood the cherishment that she had never thought about or experienced.
Liu Guixiu's voice came from near and far, and her voice was choked, urging her to get up. Wasn't she persuaded by her neighbors to go back? Why is she still here?
Duan Zhaoan raised his head and saw Liu Guixiu, who was supposed to be going down the mountain, walking back step by step holding an umbrella. She walked in a hurry, which made Sister Li Zi who was supporting her worried.
"You are sending an umbrella, I will pick it up." Rong Zhao's handsome face darkened, and he concentrated on the slender figure leaning on Duan Zhaoan's arms. At this time, he wanted to hold her in his arms, comfort her, and cherish her.
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But she couldn't, he was just her friend, and now her boyfriend was comforting her, using his tenderness to smooth the sadness between her brows, and all he could do was to tell her not to worry about her family anymore.
Gu Chen just vaguely heard what Liu Guixiu was saying, and vaguely heard what Rong Zhao said. With her head resting on Duan Zhaoan's shoulder, her eyes were fixed on the black and white photo that would become eternity, and it would always be a tribute to her.
The kind and smiling eyes were still the same at this moment, staring at her with kindness.
In a daze, she heard that the Yu couple, who had always cared about her, were also urging her to get up. Her knees felt as heavy as a thousand pounds. Facing the man who was buried deep in the ground, she was so ashamed that she could not stand up immediately.
Tears are salty. It was the first time I experienced the taste of my own tears...it turned out to be so salty. Her current mood was full of mixed emotions.
Duan Zhaoan already felt that something was wrong with her, so he tightened his arms and pulled her whole body into his arms. He said gently, word by word, slowly and heavily: "It's all over, it's all over. You still have to
I am with you, as are my relatives, classmates, and comrades-in-arms. We are all still with you, watching you, and caring about you."
