But what? She wanted to do this, but everything failed to come true.
Locke started, Aunt Qian started, Ye Feihan started... all of them reminded her in shock that it was wishful thinking, and escaping would not solve the problem.
She thought about it all night, finally figured it out, sorted out her emotions and made a decision.
Maybe if you tell him part of it properly, he will be more receptive in the future? Maybe taking it step by step is also a way... It may not work, but it is better than hiding everything from him, and then she doesn't tell him, he gets angry, and the two of them become farther and farther away...
…
After swallowing gently, Qian Xiaojue continued softly: "You once said that you did lie to me, but in fact, a large part of your words are true. Regarding me being an orphan, this part must be at least
It's true. Have you forgotten the dream I had two days ago? I dreamed that I was drifting on a big ship on the sea. I was crowded in a container with a group of people. I didn't know where I was being trafficked from. At that time,
I should be only six years old."
"However, that was just a dream. Whether it was real or not... I don't know. I asked Ye Feihan today, and he said... I was indeed rescued from human traffickers by the police and sent to an orphanage in Berlin.
There I met Locke, and I met... him." Qian Xiaojue looked up at He Lianqing who was listening attentively, and silently said in her heart: I'm sorry, Ah Qing.
She didn't want to lie to him, but could his family and even him accept the real her with her hands stained with blood?
"He didn't say too much, he just said... I was injured in Xinghai City three and a half years ago. I lost my memory, so I lost contact with them. Now he wants to take me back... However, I rejected him
, Ah Qing, I said, I will not leave you." She held his hand with some eagerness, as the oath she had sworn would not be invalidated.
And he was always afraid of leaving... He repeatedly exposed his true emotions in front of her, and over time it became his own heartache.
For Qian Xiaojue, the three years she lost her memory were the most precious peace and happiness in her life. So why was she willing to leave?
He Lianqing's hands were a little cold, and he didn't know whether it was because of what she said or because of the cold.
But when he didn't say anything, Qian Xiaojue felt even more scared.
The more you care about, the more you will be afraid of.
Just when she was about to collapse, his big hand gently turned around and held her hand in his palm.
His scorching eyes fell firmly on her face, and he raised her chin with his other hand and came closer. His warm breath fell on Qian Xiaojue's face and he smiled slowly: "I know, if you don't leave,
. Otherwise you wouldn’t have jumped down desperately.”
Qian Xiaojue finally got a positive answer and felt comforted in her heart. She stretched out her arms and hugged Helian Qing's neck tightly, burying her head in his arms and never wanting to lift it up again.
As long as he understands, everything will be worth it.
The two settled their differences, but He Lianqing was not worried about leaving Qian Xiaojue alone at home after he went out.
After all, something like this suddenly happened at home, and he was afraid that she would have random thoughts when she stayed at home alone. Moreover, now that all the servants at home have been sent back, he is no longer at home to learn how to cook, and she can only cook some simple things.
He was also quite worried that his food and nutrition could not keep up.