There was no warmth in her eyes. She was like this after returning from China, even colder than before.
Locke knew that she no longer believed in any love.
Her heart was harder and colder than before, so she decided not to have this child without mercy. It was men like them who completely broke her...
And the reason why he can stay with her is because she has always regarded him as a family member and brother, and she may not understand what he has been thinking these years. If she doesn't point it out, he can't mention it, otherwise he will become a loser if he stays by her side.
It has become a luxury... maybe now, it is quite good.
Although, I feel endless loss and disappointment in my heart...
"Ajiu, I respect your choice. Do you want me to accompany you?"
"No, let me walk the last part of the way by myself." She said calmly, then turned around and opened the car door and got out of the car.
Looking up at the hospital building, Qian Xiaojiu's steps became a little heavy, but even though she was filled with lead, she still walked resolutely.
This was the first child she had ever conceived in her life. This child had given her countless hopes, this child had given her countless happiness, but now it had given her endless pain.
She loves him, but she doesn't want him to follow her like this, and she doesn't want him to be the only tie to her past.
Although her back looked tired and tired, she still walked into the hospital building step by step. The hand covering her abdomen was shaking more and more...
Locke watched Qian Xiaojiu's figure walking further and further from behind, feeling regret and distress in his heart.
If he could tell her faster that He Lianqing was the one who designed her, would she not be in so much pain?
I heard that she vomited blood that day... She was outside the door. When he saw her coming out, she didn't look at him. Her face was unusually pale and the corners of her mouth were red. She must have been extremely heartbroken to do this.
Today, even though she didn't show any emotions, and there was no trace of distress, reluctance or sadness on her face, he could feel the deep sadness hidden by her just by looking at her back.
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She was sad, she was crying, she was in pain, she was struggling, she was still immersed in the pain that man had given her and couldn't extricate herself, but she didn't show the wound to anyone, only where she couldn't see it, she
Only then could he lick her wounds...but he could always only stand behind her and stare at the pages of the book without moving. He could only stand on the bed after she fell asleep and watch her cry and talk in her sleep.
Ah Jiu, when will you be able to open your heart to me? I have waited for you for so long and I never regret it, but I am a little tired...I am tired because I see you in such pain but can do nothing.
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Qian Xiaojiu went to Anna's house after coming out of the hospital.
Anna must have just returned from her honeymoon, but at this time, she really didn't know who else to turn to.
After all, Locke is a man. Although he is a genius in medicine, he can never personally feel certain things about women. So Locke just sat in the car, while she stood in front of Anna's door, reaching out and pressing the button tremblingly.
The doorbell for Anna's new home.
The house is not big, with two floors, but there is a swing and a small garden on the porch, so it is very warm and cute.
"Ding dong~"
"Who's here?" Anna's sweet and gentle voice sounded from behind the door. You can imagine how much joy and happiness she had just spent in this honeymoon.