There is no one in this world who can love her as much as she does.
But he discovered that there was very little he could do, and staying with him was the only thing he could do.
"Okay, cry, cry..." He patted her back gently and began to comfort her.
As long as I cry, I have accepted it in my heart, and I am willing to move on, and I am willing to talk, eat, and even care about him.
Qian Xiaojiu could no longer suppress the pain in her heart. Her eyes were red and her mouth was long, trying to breathe but she could only shed tears. Her clenched heart seemed to tear apart every nerve and body in her. Her pain
, unspeakable, her regret, her self-blame, her hatred... are all spreading and growing crazily.
"This is all my fault...all..."
"He should have known about the existence of the church for a long time. Besides, how can others blame you if they want to do bad things? I don't blame you, I really don't blame you..." He knew that he was not a good person, but this was when he truly understood
What does it mean to be really not a good person?
He Lianqing thought he was inferior to Ye Feihan's ruthlessness.
At least, he couldn't do anything to the nuns and the children in the church.
Now when he closes his eyes, he remembers the scene where the nun prepared all the things for them that day, then took the children and parted with them.
Unexpectedly, the look he took when he closed the door would be the last look he would see them in this life.
He Lianqing's heart was angry and sad, and she wished she could kill Ye Feihan with her own hands!
But he also knew that this was Germany, not his territory.
He also knew that when he did things in West Africa, he would definitely leave no trace.
On the contrary, if they drove away the two cars, they would surely find out slowly, so Qian Xiaojiu and he could not appear at the funeral. As for the car, the two drivers had already left for a meeting, so naturally they borrowed the car.
Then return it normally.
I really didn’t expect that even attending a funeral would become a luxury.
Because as soon as they appear, it is not only the two of them who are involved, but also Locke and Anna's family. What's more, if they stay in Germany for one more minute, they will be in more danger, so they can only leave as soon as possible.
"We will always have a chance to come back in the future, believe me. We will definitely come back and visit them, okay?" He Lianqing no longer knew how to make a promise that might be far away, but there was always one more.
hope.
Qian Xiaojiu also shook his head, as if he knew how difficult this was.
No matter how comforting the thought was, it couldn't make her heart feel relieved at this moment, no way!
It's all her fault for being naive all the time, it's all her fault!
From the moment Aunt Qian died, from the moment he repeatedly stopped her from taking revenge, she should have known that she would stay away from that man for the rest of her life!
But she always makes the same mistakes again, always!
She couldn't understand, so she reached out and slapped herself hard on the face.
"Pa!" A loud sound frightened He Lianqing. He grabbed her hand, which was too late to stop her, and said angrily: "What are you doing!?"
"I hate myself!" Qian Xiaojiu cried and shouted, "I hate me... Why did you let all this happen? Why can't you think of all the things? Why did you only think about protecting Anna and the others but forget that maybe Agrace and the others
Will there be dangers? Why can't I do everything well! Why should I bring disaster to Agrace and the children... Why am I so useless, why..."