When we returned to Longya Base, the morning training of the day was just coming to an end.
On the training ground, I saw Tang Chen expressionlessly urging two groups of people to engage in a melee without much structure.
Ye Sushi walked to Tang Chen's side calmly, looked at the two sides fighting fiercely not far away, and said, "How is it? You haven't encountered any trouble in the past two days, right?"
"The show of force on the first day has played its due role. Although your unruly subordinates are still a little unconvinced, they have already recognized their own shortcomings and shortcomings, so it is still okay."
Tang Chen turned his head and glanced at Ye Su, then frowned and asked, "What happened? Why do I feel that your mental state is not good?"
"It's nothing, just think that I'm at an emotional low point."
Ye Su didn't know how to explain it, so he could only speak perfunctorily.
Seeing the uncertainty in Ye Su's mood, Tang Chen's expression couldn't help but soften. He looked at the two groups of people fighting. Those who had not yet been eliminated were fighting fiercely with each other, while those who had been eliminated were.
Concentrate on cheering for your own people next to you.
No one noticed here.
Tang Chen then secretly took Ye Su's hand, patted it gently and asked, "Can't you talk to me?"
Ye Su was a little hesitant. After a moment of hesitation, he said, "What would you think if... I mean if... I leave one day and never come back again?"
Tang Chen's movements suddenly froze, and his face suddenly turned pale.
He bit his lip and said with a slightly trembling voice: "If you really want to leave, then I think... you must have a reason to leave. I will be sad, but life will still go on. I will miss it.
, but you will not let your world collapse because of this. No one is an independent individual, and no one can live one-way. You are very important to me, and I am also very important to some other people. Your departure will have a profound impact on my life.
It has a huge impact. But I cannot affect other people's lives because of this. So even if it is for those who care about me and mean a lot to me, I will live well."
Tang Chen's answer made Ye Su feel distressed for a while. He wanted to say a few words of comfort, but found that he really had no position to comfort him.
"Actually, I have done some psychological construction for myself."
Seeing Ye Su's hesitant expression, Tang Chen took Ye Su's hand with a little force and continued with a forced smile: "Ever since I found out that you are a Taoist, I understand that you can't
I have been living in this secular world. Although I know very little about monks, and my grandfather has not told me much about monks, there is a sky-high distance between monks and ordinary people.
.So I knew very well that you would leave me sooner or later, but I didn’t expect that this day would come so quickly.”
"Not sure yet, I just have some hunch."
Ye Su rubbed Tang Chen's hair and said softly.
"There's no need to comfort me. Although I haven't known you for a long time, I still know you relatively well. If you don't have a firm grasp, you won't be affected in any way. Ye Su, you don't have to worry about anything.
Pressure, between men and women, is originally a matter of mutual consent. I remember when I was a child, I once saw an advertisement slogan, which said it was very good. It said that it does not matter if it lasts forever, but only cares about what you once had. At least I have had it, and there is no relationship with it.
You pass each other and miss each other. This is enough."
Tang Chen smiled and actually turned around to comfort Ye Sulai.
Ye Su's heartbeat changed frequency for no reason, and he couldn't help but recall the two Nine-Death Rebirth Pills that had been given to Shentu Yunyi, and blurted out: "Are you willing to practice Taoism with me?"
Tang Chen paused, then slowly shook his head under Ye Su's expectant gaze.
"Why?"
Ye Su couldn't help but ask.
"I can feel that there is someone else in your heart, not me, not sister Yunxuan, it should be... someone who is a Taoist like you. You want me to accompany you to practice Taoism, no matter it is
Whether it is out of impulse or out of sincerity, it proves that you have me in your heart, which makes me very happy, but I can't agree. I just told you that I can't live for myself. Neither can I
Just for one man, give up everyone else. Love is very important, but love is never everything. I believe it’s not just me. Even if you ask Sister Yunxuan, you will only get the same answer."
Tang Chen stepped forward and kissed Ye Su on the cheek, and said with a smile: "Ye Su, I like you very much, but I can't risk everything for love, because life is not only about love."
Seeing Tang Chen's serious look, Ye Su felt a little sad for a moment. He was not surprised by Tang Chen's rejection.
In fact, none of the girls he likes has personality.
No matter Tang Chen, Su Yunxuan, Li Qingmei or Zheng Kexin, they are definitely not the kind of vases who need to rely on men.
They themselves were extremely outstanding, and it was this excellence that made Ye Su unable to help but move his heart.
He just didn't expect that Tang Chen would refuse without hesitation, without any thought or hesitation.
This made Ye Su feel a little bit disgusted.
Seemingly sensing Ye Su's thoughts, Tang Chen couldn't help but smile and tapped Ye Su's forehead, scolding: "You are really a person. You don't want to be responsible, and you want me to die for you."
?”
"Ahem, I don't have such an idea. You are right, love is not everything."
Ye Su quickly denied it.
"Okay, don't feel lost. The reason why I don't want to practice Taoism is because I don't want to lose my identity as an ordinary person."
Tang Chen patted Ye Su's hand gently and said with a smile.
"What do you mean? Do you think ascetics are bad?"
As expected, Ye Su's attention was diverted and he asked.
"Well, for ordinary people, the reason why life is worth cherishing is because it is irreversible and short. Once anything happens, we can only accept and face it, so we must think twice before doing anything. And short-term
Less than a hundred years have added a certain compact meaning to life. In order not to waste it and not regret it, we need to do too many things to satisfy ourselves. If I start practicing Taoism with you, then I must
I have to give up many things. After all, practicing Taoism is inherently difficult. It is not easy to improve your realm. At the same time, my life span will probably be greatly extended. For me,
This has lost the meaning of life.”
Having said this, Tang Chen smiled slightly and said very freely: "I never care about how long I can live. I only care about my limited life and not living in vain. If I follow you to practice Taoism, I think... I will definitely do it.
I think my life has been in vain."
Seeing Tang Chen's serious expression, Ye Su was speechless for a moment.