"It's not your fault." Hua Xi raised her head, "Yue, you did nothing wrong!"
"Hua Xi, is there still a chance to come back?" Ji Yue asked in a low voice. Although she knew it was impossible, she still wanted to hear her answer.
Hua Xi held back her tears, thought about it, and shook her head, "I'm sorry."
Princess Hua Xi said that she owed Ji Yue this lifetime of love and asked her not to let her down.
But Princess Hua Xi didn't understand at all. She had only loved Chong Xi for one person in her life. After nine thousand years, she had not changed her heart and still loved her.
So she couldn't understand Hua Xi's mood.
If you hold a person in your heart, then no matter what, this person cannot leave your heart as you wish.
He will take root in it and stubbornly occupy the most important position.
Others, no matter how hard they try, can't squeeze in.
"You said you were sorry to me again." Ji Yue suddenly smiled slowly, and there seemed to be a faint light blooming between his smiles.
Even the darkness of the demon world cannot block that dazzling light.
"No matter what you are thinking, I don't care. Now I just want to save you. As long as you get better, there is no need to worry about anything."
"I...can't get better." Hua Xi shook her head. She didn't want to become a demon, a demon that kills all sentient beings like Xiutie Jian expected!
She doesn't want to hold the embroidered iron sword, not because she thinks the demons are shameful, but because she doesn't want to live in hatred!
Once she chooses to form a contract with Xiutie Jian and become one, she will inevitably accept Princess Hua Xi's previous life.
That obviously has nothing to do with her!
She would rather just remember that she was the person struggling for survival in the 21st century than become Princess Hua Xi who was the God King in her previous life!
It was so painful that I couldn't forgive myself.
She loves Chong Xi but wants to take revenge on him. She firmly believes that she is not strong enough to do that!
"How do you know if you can't get better without trying? There is a chance for anything, even if it is slim, don't give up!" Ji Yue said sadly.
This is what she taught him!
The plum blossoms struggle hard in the cold, but one day they will bloom on the high branches, proud of everything!
Only if you are not afraid of wind and snow can you smell the cold fragrance of plum blossoms.
"Yue, you don't understand..." Hua Xi still shook her head.
"Have you forgotten? Two years ago, when we were in Jialan City, you ran into my room late at night to heal my wounds. Hua Xi, at that time I felt very dirty. Since I was very young,
It’s Empress Yuan’s prohibition. She has done many unforgivable things to me, but I can’t resist her..."
Ji Yue's voice paused for a moment, as if he was holding back great pain and recalling things that he no longer wanted to think of.
"Originally, I could endure those things. I firmly believed that one day I could kill her to take revenge. What were those unbearable things? I could endure the filth and filth! But then, then I met you..."
Hua Xi's tears fell down with a loud sound, hitting the back of her hands heavily.
"People are like this, right? When you can't see the light, you feel that it's okay to be in the dark. But once the light breaks in, the darkness becomes unbearable. When you came that night, I vaguely knew that it was you.
, but I don’t dare to call you by your name, I’m afraid you’ll think I’m weak.”
Hua Xi sniffed. It turned out that he had known about it for a long time. She thought she had hidden it well.
