"Before, I didn't know that I would end up like this if I was a little more selfish! And Chongxi, if he was a little more selfish, how could he be wiped out in ashes?! What do you mean by responsibility? What is responsibility? I am a demon. In the eyes of mortals and gods,
Isn’t it the responsibility of the demons to harm nature and kill people and bleed blood? I have fulfilled my responsibilities, but I am still being criticized? Why?!”
Snap!
A hard slap on her face!
She was stunned for a moment. She had never been slapped by anyone in her life!
She stared at the girl in front of her, but the girl was not afraid. Instead, she punched her hard on the chin!
Hua Xi was beaten into the dark water again, while Huang Beiyue stood up and grabbed her out of the black water. No matter how serious her injuries were, he just punched her hard in the face.
, as well as the abdomen and chest...
Hua Xi spat out large mouthfuls of blood. When the last punch landed, she fell backwards into the black water and no longer had the strength to struggle.
She looked at the sky, and even though she had no strength left, she still laughed.
"Hahaha, life-breaking person, is this all you can do?"
Huang Beiyue stood in front of her, looking down at her.
"When I first met you, you told me what responsibility was. You said that people like us are destined to be wolves in a lonely world with no one to accompany us, so we must be ruthless and poisonous in our hearts, otherwise we will give the enemy an opportunity.
You can take advantage of it. However, no matter how much blood is on your hands or how much evil is in your heart, you must always long for the light, so as not to fall into the deepest depths of darkness, lose yourself and kill innocent people indiscriminately. This is the responsibility of people like us.
"
Hua Xi was stunned, had she ever said such a thing? She... had even forgotten it.
"When I debuted, I also looked up to you, the mercenary king who ran rampant and ignored the rules. So what you said became my belief in my mercenary career. I will remember it all my life and will never forget it. I have
The blood stained is all those who deserve it. I dare not forget the light one day, I am really afraid...in the darkness, I don’t even know who I am."
Huang Beiyue lowered her head, slowly squatted down in front of her, and groped for her hand in the black water.
"Do people like us have to be lonely and ruthless? Why do we always have to be guided by irrelevant people to become the kind of people they imagine, instead of pursuing the desires in our hearts and truly yearning for the light?
What about yourself?"
Hua Xi took a deep breath, and finally sobbed softly.
Light... Countless people once said that she was the Lord of light, and would bring hope to others no matter where she went.
But she herself fell into deep darkness and was unable to extricate herself.
She didn't want this, but...the whole world was collapsing, and she was powerless and unable to hold it up.
The gods hate her, the humans are afraid of her, the monsters, ghosts, and beasts are also deeply alienated from her, and the demons are even more afraid of her.
Among the six realms, there is no place that can truly accommodate her.
The world is so big, why is there no place for it?
"No matter what I pursue in my life, it seems that it is far away from me. I... don't know what I want to do, and I don't know why I came to this world."
"There must be a person for whom you were born." Huang Beiyue said.
Hua Xi was startled and murmured: "But that person is no longer here."
--
When I write this, I feel very sad. Few people seem to understand Hua Xi's helplessness. Everyone is scolding her, but she doesn't want to be like this. The torrent of fate is pushing her forward, and she doesn't even have the chance to ask why.
No, the end has already arrived.
My Beiyue hit the heroine as soon as she appeared on the scene. She really wanted to attract evil.
Yue: Actually, you are the one who really should be beaten! Don’t hold me back, I’m going to teach this unscrupulous director a lesson!
Lu: Hey, hey, you’re a senior after all, can’t you have some professionalism?
Yue: I respect you, you big-headed ghost! If I respect you even an inch, you will make more progress!
Lu: After all, I am also your father, do you need to say it so harshly?
Yue: What kind of father? He’s not his biological father! I’ve finished filming the drama, so what’s the point of having a godfather?
Lu: Wow, I finally got you to make a guest appearance and gain popularity! I can’t even think about it!
Yue: That’s because I’m very popular, and I’ve been called upon to do so. Can someone like me, who no one cares about, be able to compete with me?
Lu: It seems so...
Nightmare: Hey, are you really a man when you say bad things about others openly?
Yue: I am not a man! I am a woman!
Lu: I...I...
Nightmare: If you are a real man, let me appear once!
Lu: I’ve never seen you so shameless and mess with the script every day!
Nightmare: There's nothing I can do. Even though I'm handsome, I still have to rely on my reputation to make a living. Good luck, everyone.
