The ding-dong doorbell startled You Tong, who was huddled in the quilt. The painful consciousness made her unable to sleep, but when she came back, her stomach was churning. After struggling for a while, she vomited violently and became weak.
Her body couldn't bear any more sadness. She didn't even change her clothes, so she climbed into bed and fell asleep with salty tears.
Her eyes were closed tightly, she was half asleep, but her consciousness was awake.
Breaking up, while she was happily waiting for his proposal, he actually said breaking up.
She was sad, but she didn't understand why he suddenly broke up when everything was fine. Why? She didn't understand, she really didn't understand!
Because the incident happened suddenly, she didn't know how to deal with it at all, so she ran away in a panic. However, after she came back and slowly calmed down, she suddenly thought that she had just talked to him inexplicably without even asking why.
Separated.
Looking back on the whole day, she realized that he had become a little strange since he came back from the hospital. What happened? Did he have something to hide?!
She knew him well, and she also knew that if Rong Yuchi didn't want to say it, no one would say it no matter how hard he pressed her. But she wasn't a stalker either. It was just the bout of vomiting that just reminded her that she already had a baby in her belly.
So she still wanted to give herself another chance, give him another chance, and also give their children a chance.
The doorbell rang, and she knew it was him. Did he come here to apologize, to take back his words about breaking up, or for something else?!
No matter what it was, she decided to open the door.
This time, she will calm down, not only for herself, but also for the sake of the baby in her belly.
After making a decision, You Tong rubbed his red and swollen eyes, lifted the quilt and got up. He was worried but still walked out bravely.
Passing by the kitchen, she deliberately stopped, went in and poured herself a glass of water, and took two sips to cleanse her lost soul.
She needs to wake up.
She put her hand on the doorknob and opened the door tremblingly.
Through the crack in the door, the orange light in the corridor made her eyes uncomfortable, and she raised her hands to block it.
"Tongtong!" Rong Yuchi rushed forward the moment the door opened. He immediately looked at her face. Her eyes were red and swollen, and she had obviously cried. He could see that her lips were trembling, but she still
Suppressing emotions.
"I'm sorry!" He hugged her slender body, couldn't help lowering his head and murmured against her neck, with a hint of pleading in his tone, "Tongtong, forgive me, okay?!"
He hugged her so tightly that the force even hurt her. You Tong frowned unconsciously and struggled, "It hurts."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Rong Yuchi murmured an apology, but did not let go of her. Holding her like this, all his irritable emotions calmed down, and that was fine. As long as he could still see her, it would be okay.
Just hold her like this and that's it. Brother, sister, friend, lover are just names. As long as the feelings are real, that's enough. That's enough.
He couldn't help but kiss her slightly swollen eyelids lovingly, without any emotion, only pity.
Facing his gentleness, You Tong was a little shy, but even more frightened. She wanted to push him away, but she didn't have the strength, so she let him hold him for a long time, until her stomach became turbulent again and she felt like vomiting again.
.
Cold sweat broke out on her forehead. She resisted the urge to gag, stretched out her hands to push him away, and looked up. A slender face was filled with determination. That determination made Rong Yuchi suddenly feel palpitations.
He looked at her and asked with difficulty, "Tongtong?!"
She forced a forced smile and murmured, "Don't you want to break up now?!"
He raised his head, stared at her hurt expression, and said reproachfully, "I never wanted to."
Her eyes were hot, and she resisted the urge to cry. She wanted to tell her that she was pregnant, that she had their child, and that he really couldn't break up with her, but the words were stuck in her throat and she couldn't say anything.
Her knuckles holding on to her clothes turned pale, as if she was enduring great pain. She discovered the ring he was planning to propose to, which made her long for marriage and a family even more.
"I want to get married," she said again.
Rong Yuchi's expression suddenly froze, and facing her helpless tears, he felt that he was extremely selfish and hateful, and he could no longer deceive himself and others.
He understands better than anyone how much she needs love and home, but...he can't give her anything.
Didn't he make her shed enough tears?! Didn't he hurt her deeply enough? Did he still want her to spend her whole life waiting for such a incomplete love that would never see the light of day?!
"Tongtong..." He looked at her tear-stained little face, hating his own cruelty again, and shook his head with difficulty, "No. I can't marry you."
She was stunned, her smile froze at the corners of her lips, she was so choked that she could not speak, and she was so heartbroken that she could hardly breathe. She wiped away the tears on her face with the back of her hand, and humbly made her last request, "If I get pregnant,
Woolen cloth?!"
She looked at him tenderly but firmly with misty tearful eyes.
"What did you say?!" Rong Yuchi's expression suddenly changed, and a thunder crackled in the distant sky, "Are you pregnant?! When did it happen?! How could you be pregnant?! Haven't you been taking medicine?!"
His questions became more and more urgent, but she became calmer and calmer. She suddenly forced out a fragile smile and said, "I'm just saying what if. What if I have your child?!"
Her soft voice cut off Rong Yuchi's shouting. He looked at her tearful little face and felt distressed and reluctant to give up. However, the deep voice was full of coldness and ruthlessness, "Even if you have a child, you must abort it.
You do not deserve."
I don't deserve it either.
He added in his mind.
None of them are qualified.
You Tong opened his eyes hard, wanting to hate him, but couldn't.
The dream almost came true, but it was shattered at the last moment. When I woke up from the dream, it was so cruel.
She smiled softly, "Rong Yuchi, let's break up!"
Love is the most beautiful learning in life. Once you have loved, the flowers have finished blooming, and there will be silence and desolation from now on.
The sweet dream has passed, and Cinderella has woken up from her dream. There is no glass slipper left, only a scarred heart.
If we don't see each other, we won't meet each other. If we don't fall in love, we won't be infatuated with each other.