These problems troubled Su Xinlei. She was restless. She didn't know how to get over.
If she agrees, it means that for three years, she will be violated by him and become his third son. She has changed from his wife to his third son. How can she accept this change? Although
She has lost her body to him, but losing her body is not the end of the world. She can use time to heal and forget.
If she can endure this, she will provide help to the orphanage. This land can belong to the orphanage, and she will no longer have to be threatened by others. This is a benefit. She has already lost her virginity, and she will lose her virginity for another three years.
, it doesn’t matter, right? Just for the sake of the orphanage, I’ll just have to endure it.
No, this nature is completely different. What's wrong with me? How could I have the intention to waver?
If that daydream could come true, there wouldn't be so much trouble. However, if it could come true, could she accept him again? No. Su Xinlei rejected the idea again.
After thinking about it over and over again, Su Xinlei felt like she was going crazy under the big tree at night. Why was it so difficult to make a choice?
"Sister Xinlei, what are you doing?" When Su Xinlei was mumbling to herself, Xiaoni called out.
It's just Su Xinlei's behavior. In Xiaoni's opinion, she is singing.
"Sister is thinking about something." Su Xinlei said to Xiao Ni with a smile. Xiao Ni's pink and tender face looked so cute.
"What is sister thinking about? Xiaoni looks at her sister as if she is having a very difficult time. Is it just like Xiaoni that she can't do her homework?" Xiaoni asked in an impish tone.
"Sister, it's even harder than Xiaoni's failure to do her homework." Su Xinlei said thoughtfully.
"Then what should I do, sister? I have no one to teach me, so I can't figure it out. Xiaoni still has her sister to teach her." Xiaoni's childish voice sounded so innocent.
Su Xinlei hopes that Xiaoni's innocence can be maintained forever, so that she can grow up in this environment and maintain a pure heart.
"Sister will figure it out. Thank you, Xiaoni." Su Xinlei pinched her cheek.
"You're welcome, Xiaoni will be relieved if my sister can figure it out." Her tone was like that of an adult.
"Haha, you little brat, a talkative adult." Su Xinlei scratched her nose.
Xiaoni also showed her innocent and bright smile to Su Xinlei. The three of them looked at each other and smiled.
After a while, Su Xinlei asked Xiaoni again: "Xiaoni, my sister asked you, if you were asked to leave here, would you be willing?"
Xiaoni listened to Su Xinlei's words and looked at Su Xinlei with her pure eyes, as if she didn't know why her sister asked her this.
"Sister, if you leave here, don't you want Xiaoni?" In her simple mind, leaving here meant leaving like her adopted brothers and sisters.
"No, my sister is saying that all the children, the dean and my sister should leave here and find a new place to live. Is Xiaoni willing?" Su Xinlei explained.
"Why do you have to leave here? It's so beautiful here. I like it very much and don't want to leave. Sister, can we all not leave here?" Xiaoni has a deep attachment to this place. She likes the air here and the atmosphere here.
The sound of birds, the green grass here.
Su Xinlei felt a trace of unbearability in her heart when she heard Xiaoni's real childish voice. But the fact was that she was going to make a cruel choice.
"Xiao Ni, my sister doesn't want to leave either, but there's nothing anyone can do to change it. The place we find in the future will be as beautiful as this one, with swings, grass, flowers, and the sound of birds, okay?
"Su Xinlei coaxed Xiaoni. In fact, she asked just to know how the children would react to leaving here.
Xiaoni listened, but she did not make a sound, but remained silent. Su Xinlei then asked: "Xiaoni, sister will always be with you, and the dean's mother."
"Sister, I don't want to leave here. Xiaoni likes it here. All the children like it here. Why do I have to leave? Sister, don't leave here." Xiaoni said with big tears and her pitiful look.
Su Xinlei was heartbroken and in pain.
"Xiao Ni, be good. If you don't cry, you won't be beautiful anymore." Su Xinlei wiped Xiao Ni's tears away and coaxed her.
"Sister, why don't we leave like this?" Xiao Ni suddenly seemed to have a feeling that what Su Xinlei said was true and everyone would leave here.
"Okay, don't leave, Xiaoni won't cry." Su Xinlei had no choice but to coax her so as not to make her sad.
I didn't expect Xiaoni to have such a big reaction to leaving here. If the day of departure really comes, will it leave a shadow on her soul? What should I do?
"Sister promised Xiao Ni, and you are not allowed to go back on it." Xiao Ni cleverly asked her to make a promise. Su Xinlei was silent for a moment. As long as she promised Xiao Ni, she would have no chance to go back on her promise.
Su Xinlei glanced at Xiaoni, and then a smile appeared on her face, she knew what she should do!
Su Xinlei glanced at Xiaoni, and then a smile appeared on her face. She knew what she should do!
"Okay, sister, I promise you." Su Xinlei said with a smile.
"Then let's do Gou Gou." Xiao Ni stretched out her little finger and made an unchanging promise to Su Xinleila.
"Okay, pull Gou Gou." Su Xinlei also extended her finger.
Pulling one big finger and one small finger together, he said at the same time: "Pull Gou Gou, it won't change for a hundred years."
After playing with Xiaoni, she smiled brightly. Finally seeing Xiaoni's smiling face, Su Xinlei breathed a sigh of relief. She just agreed to Xiaoni, so naturally she couldn't regret it. If she regretted it, in Xiaoni's heart, she would think that her sister loves to lie.
, is a lying liar. This will leave a shadow on her soul and may even change her life path.
Children's hearts are very simple and cannot withstand wanton lies. The people around them are their teachers. They are the first enlightenment teachers in their growth, so they are very important.
It seems that she has no choice but to sacrifice herself so that the children can have a good growing environment. As she has considered, she has already lost her virginity to him. What difference will it make if she loses her virginity for another three years? Three years later, she is still the same
Or Su Xinlei.
Everything that Situ Yu believed was inevitable for her, so she could just repay her unfulfilled obligations in the past three years! As long as she repaid them, he could let her go.
"Sister, look at the stars in the sky. They are so beautiful!" Xiaoni suddenly looked up at the sky and shouted.
Su Xinlei also looked up at the sky, and saw that the vast sky was dotted with stars, which looked very small around the bright moon. There was only one moon, but it was so unique, even more distant and unapproachable. On the contrary, the stars,
On the contrary, they are more approachable, just like ordinary people in the world, distributed in every corner of the world.