Now that I've decided to be with you, all I can think of is
"I don't want him to be unhappy because of me." Bai Xiao repeated.
Zheng Qi swallowed his saliva and wanted to persuade: "Xiaoxiao, a man can't be like this. It's really not good for you to indulge him like this."
"Zheng Qi, if possible, I hope we can be friends, but only as friends."
"...Don't you think about it anymore? There are still many good men in this world."
Bai Xiao shook his head: "To me, he is the best. I just want to be with him. It wouldn't work if it were someone else."
This is the first time Bai Xiao has admitted her feelings for Yu Shaoting in front of others, without any evasion, with such a direct and firm attitude.
Zheng Qi: "..."
"I've said everything I want to say, you can go back."
Zheng Qi was still unwilling to give up and asked: "Then you have to let me know who he is." No matter what, he must die clearly!
Seeing that Bai Xiao was silent, Zheng Qi asked tentatively: "Is it Qi You?"
"...No." Bai Xiao denied. As for more, she was not mentally prepared to reveal it to the public.
Even though Yu Shaoting had publicly said that she was his lover, because she was from such an ordinary family background, this matter was not widely known to everyone. Those big bosses were not gossips either. Due to Yu Shaoting's background, they naturally did not
Will talk nonsense.
As for Bai Xiao, she refused to tell Zheng Qi who she was from Yu Shaoting, which was partly due to the secrets hidden deep in her heart.
Among them, what she is most afraid of being known is Yu Jingxi's background, and the second is naturally her marriage to Pei Qiyou. This is also the reason why she is unwilling to organize a wedding in a big way. She doesn't even want to alarm the Xu family in the capital. The media is so developed now.
, if someone was interested in investigating what happened a few years ago - she couldn't imagine the consequences.
"Who is that?" To be honest, Zheng Qi didn't believe it. He felt that Bai Xiao actually didn't have a man and was just perfunctory with him.
Bai Xiao didn't want to say any more and was about to leave. Zheng Qi stopped her: "Xiao Xiao, even if you are sentenced to death, you have to tell me the crime."
"I just want to live a good life with him. Zheng Qi, if you act like this, we can't even be friends!" Bai Xiao's face turned cold.
"..." Zheng Qi angrily let go of Bai Xiao's bag. Bai Xiao turned around and saw that familiar figure, and couldn't help but pause.
Wearing a crisp black suit and a snow-white shirt collar, her gaze moved upwards, and her eyes were on Yu Shaoting's slightly gloomy handsome face.
Facing those pair of traceless black eyes, Bai Xiao opened her mouth and found that she couldn't make a sound. She obviously didn't do anything wrong, but she had the illusion of being caught and annihilated——
"What a coincidence, I meet you again." Zheng Qi greeted him politely immediately. Calculating, Yu Shaoting is indeed the same generation as his father.
Yu Shaoting looked straight at Bai Xiao, his eyes unavoidable, as if he wanted to expose her.
Zheng Qi was thinking about his father's explanation in the afternoon and did not notice anything strange about the other two people. When he invited Yu Shaoting to attend his grandfather's birthday a few days later, Yu Shaoting looked at Zheng Qi and said in an elder-like manner: "I want to express my gratitude to you.
Grandpa says hello."
Only Bai Xiao knew that at noon, this man was still there using the harshest words to criticize Zheng Qi, a junior, as worthless.
After get off work hours, there were many employees at the door. Bai Xiao clutched the bag on her shoulder and heard Zheng Qi ask again: "What are you here for-"
Yu Shaoting glanced at Bai Xiao and said lightly: "Come here and find someone."
"Really?" Zheng Qi smiled politely: "Then we won't disturb you."
Bai Xiao raised her head. She stood in front of Zheng Qi and looked at Yu Shaoting. Her eyes hinted that he should go first and she would chase after him immediately.
Yu Shaoting looked back at her, the content in his eyes was not something she could understand. Then, he turned around and left.
"Xiaoxiao, aren't you going to see your boyfriend? I'll give you a ride as an apology." Zheng Qi is not a stalker, so he gave up when he knew there was no chance.
"No need." Bai Xiao watched Yu Shaoting disappear around the corner, looked away, and said, "I can take a taxi back."
After saying that, Bai Xiao walked towards the direction that Yu Shaoting left just now, her steps were a little hurried, and she turned a corner, but she didn't even find the familiar Bentley Continental.
I took out my cell phone and was about to call him when the ringtone rang first. It was Yu Shaoting's number.
"Hello?" Bai Xiao picked up and asked impatiently: "Where are you? Why didn't I see you?"
"...Area C of Hongyuan Underground Parking Lot." After saying that, he hung up the phone.
He left without saying a word... Bai Xiao breathed a sigh of relief. For her, this was enough.
Putting away his mobile phone, Bai Xiao went directly to the first floor of the Hongyuan office building, entered Area C of the parking lot, and found his car at a glance.
It was very dark in the parking lot, and half of the man's face in the driver's seat was hidden in the shadows, so she couldn't see his expression clearly.
It was such calmness that made her feel slightly nervous. In her impression, Yu Shaoting was so calm every time he got angry.
After getting in the car, Bai Xiao saw him sitting quietly, so he took the initiative to confess: "I didn't ask him to come, and I have made it clear to him."
"What I said at noon was in vain, wasn't it?" He turned his head and looked at her, his eyes aggressive and a bit threatening.
"..."
"You are not allowed to see him again. This is the last time. It won't happen again."
Bai Xiao saw the warning in his eyes, as well as the strong possessiveness. She clutched her seat belt and said: "I can't promise not to see him again. After all, a chance encounter is inevitable, but we just talked about it.
, he should not wait under the office building like this again."
He didn't speak or start the car, the two of them just sat in the car.
Bai Xiao thought of Yang Xi's words and didn't want to quarrel with him over some unimportant people and things. She stretched out her hand and covered the back of his hand: "Zheng Qi and I really have nothing to do with each other."
"It doesn't matter. Why did you let me go?" He looked at her, looking deep into her eyes.
"..." Bai Xiao explained patiently: "I just don't want to cause trouble."
Yu Shaoting said goodbye. He stared at the windshield in front and said, "Are you so shameless when you are with me?"
"no……"
Yu Shaoting thought again of the name she called Pei Qiyou in her dream, and the clothing combination that Pei Qiyou said she liked. She couldn't suppress her anger, "What is that?"
Bai Xiao turned sideways and looked at him: "I can't have a good talk with you when you're like this."
"..."
Bai Xiao felt that the air in the car was stuffy: "I don't want to argue with you. I'll take a taxi back and calm down. I'll go directly to the compound."
After finishing speaking, Bai Xiao opened the car door and got out. Before he had taken a few steps, a heavy door closed behind him.
His arm was grabbed from behind, and he was pulled into a solid embrace. His low and angry voice sounded above his head: "Where are we going?"
Bai Xiao struggled for a few times, raised his head, and met his deep and angry eyes. The resentment squeezing in his heart inexplicably dissipated a lot.
"Yu Shaoting, let's talk after you calm down."
Yu Shaoting held her wrist and looked into her eyes quietly, his Adam's apple twitching, but he did not say anything more harsh.
A vehicle came in from the entrance, flashing lights flashed by, accompanied by the sound of a siren.
"I don't want a meaningless quarrel. I know you care about me. I understand that you don't like to see me with other men, and I will be happy about it. It shows that you care about me," Bai Xiao said
My own thoughts: “But I also want a little freedom to make friends.”
"Freedom to make friends? Who do you want to make friends with? That person named Zheng?!" He said in a strong tone, "There are still many dissatisfactions, let's tell them all at once!"
Bai Xiao took a deep breath and tried to keep her tone calm: "Yu Shaoting, you're like this again, can you stop being so childish..."
"Then take your navy blue British-style suit to find a man who is not naive, as well as that thin burgundy tie and that pink blue shirt. Anyway, you are calling other people's names in your dreams and thinking about them.
They're all other people, and you can't see all the good things I do to you, just go with him!"
Bai Xiao: "..."
After Yu Shaoting finished speaking, he shook off her hand, returned to the car, closed the door, but did not start the car immediately.
But the words he said were still in Bai Xiao's ears. The shock was so great that she forgot to react for a moment.
The parking lot was so quiet that you could hear your own breathing...
Bai Xiao turned her head and looked towards the Bentley Continental. Yu Shaoting was sitting in the car, quietly. Although the two of them were less than ten steps apart, she felt that he was so far away. This feeling was uncomfortable, and a faint feeling rose in her heart.
She felt guilty, there were some things she didn't do intentionally, but the responsibility ultimately lies with her.
If she could control herself in her sleep, she would definitely not let herself call out Pei Qiyou's name.
She thought of Pei Qiyou's interview in the magazine she saw in the afternoon, and combined with Yu Shaoting's words...did he also see it and misunderstand it?
I thought they were reconciled, but I never thought that the conflict would escalate to a new level.
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Bai Xiao stood for a while, walked over, stood by the car door, and gently knocked on the window: "Yu Shaoting, I have something to tell you."
The car window was lowered, and thick smoke floated out from inside. Bai Xiao coughed twice, thanks to him being so stuffy inside!
Bai Xiao looked at his brows and glanced at the cigarette in his hand. Thinking that he had not recovered from the cold, she bent down slightly and stopped talking back to him. She stretched out her hand and grabbed the cigarette. He turned his head and looked over with an unfriendly look.
, she said: "You haven't recovered yet, so don't smoke so much."
Yu Shaoting ignored her, took out the cigarette case from the storage compartment, and took out another cigarette.
When he went to get the lighter, Bai Xiao didn't know where the stubbornness came from. He grabbed the cigarette and frowned: "What are you doing? Give me the cigarette."
"I told you not to smoke so much!" Bai Xiao's voice couldn't help but increase.
Yu Shaoting looked at her directly, their eyes met, but there was no tenderness and tenderness in the past. After a long time, he turned his head first.
"Smoking so much cigarettes, don't you know it's very harmful to your lungs? How many times have I told you, but how many times have you listened?"
As she said this, she didn't know if it was because of her emotional contagion or because she had been too wronged just now, but her eyes were red.
"It's just a cigarette, why are you talking so much?" Yu Shaoting was in an impetuous mood, and his tone was naturally not much better.
"Is it a matter of smoking a cigarette? Don't you know your current body? You smoke so many cigarettes. Do you want me to remind you why you cough before going to bed?" When it comes to this, Bai Xiao gets angry: "
If you keep going your own way like this, we will never be able to live together in the future."
"Now even my smoking can be a reason for you to attack me?"
"..." Bai Xiao was speechless.
Yu Shaoting's eyes returned to her: "Are you sure this is what you want?"
Bai Xiao didn't understand.
"The second half of the sentence is your goal!"
"..."
"Did I tell you right?" Yu Shaoting's eyes were filled with the impending persecution: "Okay, let's go and go back to find that person surnamed Pei!"
"I never said that!" Bai Xiao held his hand: "The purpose of saying these words is to care about you."
"Now that I have decided to be with you, the only thing on my mind is you."
Bai Xiao said a little hastily: "I still understand the most basic loyalty. Since I have chosen you, I will no longer be involved with Pei Qiyou or other men."
"Navy blue British-style suit, burgundy tie, pink blue shirt, these are the men's clothing combinations that I have liked since I was a child. It is not just because of someone who likes this. As for calling other people's names in dreams... I
I have lived with Pei Qiyou for twenty years, and those memories cannot be erased just as easily. The love is no longer there, but some feelings are still there, but they will slowly fade over time."
"I can't promise you that I won't call him by his name in the future, but I know who I like now and who I want to live with."
After saying these words in one breath, Bai Xiao found that her throat hurt a little, but the tightness in her chest was relieved.
Yu Shaoting didn't look at her. He sat there with his thin lips pursed and said nothing.
This was the first time they had such a head-on argument since they got together.
Bai Xiao took a deep breath and planned to go outside and take a taxi. As soon as he turned around, the driver's door opened and Yu Shaoting suddenly got out of the car.
He grabbed her hand, pulled and mopped the floor, and stuffed her into the passenger seat.
The car door slammed shut, and she watched him go around the front of the car and get back in, started the engine, and drove out of the parking lot.
Although Yu Shaoting didn't say a word, when he got out of the car and held her hand, Bai Xiao no longer felt how wronged she was.
For some men, you can't ask him to apologize to you softly, because that's not his way.
She once compared Yu Shaoting and Pei Qiyou together. At that time, she thought that Yu Shaoting would be like Pei Qiyou a few years later. Now, she realized that her idea was wrong. There would be no second Yu Shaoting in this world.
At least in her eyes, he will be unique.
Even if he has a terrible temper, even if he doesn't use sweet words to make her happy after arrogating words——
In the car, the two of them were silent...
Outside the car, the sun was setting at dusk, and the afterglow filtered in through the car window. Bai Xiao looked at the profile of Yu Shaoting on the window, and she clutched the bag on her knees.
"I don't want Zheng Qi to discover our relationship, not because I'm embarrassed, but because I'm uneasy."
Bai Xiao didn't look at him, but seemed to be talking to himself: "I was married to Pei Qiyou. Although not many people know about it, this is something that cannot be changed. It is like a stalker in my heart. I didn't think it was invisible or ashamed before, but now I'm afraid that it will be discovered. When I see Yu Yiwei staring at me with a hateful face, it feels like the whole world has collapsed."
"I'm not afraid of her slapping me in the face, really, but I'm afraid that she will tell the secret. I'm afraid that your parents will be so angry that they will leave on the spot after knowing it. If you receive that slap, you can When everything is calm again, I would even give her the other half of my face to slap."
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This is an additional update from yesterday. The update on the 23rd is expected to be at night. It is more troublesome to review it now. If it is not updated at 7pm, I will leave a message at the top of the comment area.
Off-site interview [bringing you a different Yu Saner]
Keke raised the topic and said to Long Legs: "Mr. Yu, what were you thinking about just now when you were sitting in the car?"
Yu San unbuttoned his cuffs, glanced at Mooke, and refused to answer.
Of course he wouldn't say that at that time, he kept an eye on Bai Xiao, and if she showed signs of leaving, he would immediately get out of the car and kidnap someone.
Coco: "Let's change the question. You said so arrogantly that you asked Xiaobai to find the person named Pei. When you turned around, did you feel a little nervous and a little regretful?"
Yu San turned to his agent and said: "Whose author is this ignorant? Don't let him come in for a visit next time!"