"Jingxi, what if I say that I am really your mother?"
Bai Xiao held the child's arms and slowly exerted force. Seeing that he didn't react, she was afraid that he didn't hear clearly. Although it took a certain amount of courage to say this, she repeated it again, and every word seemed to come from her throat.
He squeezed out: "Jing Xi, what if I am really your biological mother?"
Yu Jingxi was hugged by Bai Xiao. He remained motionless, only blinking his eyes as bright as black glass.
He heard Bai Xiao's harsh voice again: "Jing Xi, if it's true, will you forgive me?"
Forgive me for being indifferent to you all these years...
Yu Jingxi's brain was buzzing, and he suddenly felt that the toffee in his mouth was no longer sweet at all, and even had a bitter taste.
Grandma told him, Jingxi, do you like Xiaobai very much?
He nodded and said he liked it.
Grandma said: "Then just call her mom from now on. Haven't you always wanted a mom? If you call her mom, she will be very happy."
Then grandma told him just now that his father had married Xiaobai and he should change his name to Xiaobai's mother and stop calling her by her name.
He asked his grandma why he couldn't call Xiaobai's name, as he liked to call her that.
"Because...because she is your mother."
He pursed his lips and told his grandma seriously that his mother was dead and was buried in a cemetery in Las Vegas.
But now, Xiaobai said that she is his mother.
How could she be his mother?
He and his father have always lived in Las Vegas, but she has never visited her. How could she be her mother?
Yu Jingxi is a very smart child. Because of his precocious maturity, he knows a lot more than his peers on some things, but he still doesn't believe what Bai Xiao said, although he also wanted his mother very much before. When he went to the supermarket, other children did.
Mom took her with her, and he was the only one who went with Aunt Li.
In the past, his father would take him to visit the grave every year. On that day, he would wear a small black suit and couldn't smile.
They all told him that the woman in the photo on the tombstone was his mother.
His mother was a very good violinist and very beautiful. When he went to visit his grave, she always smiled kindly at him.
However, it seems that my father did not take me to visit the grave this year...
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The development of things was not within Bai Xiao's plan.
She originally planned to wait until Yu Jingxi grew up a little before telling him about it, but she didn't turn back.
Bai Xiao didn't wait for a long time for the child in her arms to speak, and told herself that she shouldn't act too hastily. Children's hearts are no better than those of adults, especially those who are sensitive. They are easily hurt, and more seriously, they will leave a shadow in their hearts, and she least wants it.
What I saw was that Jing Xi was sad.
"Jing Xi——" Bai Xiao wanted to touch his little head.
But Yu Jingxi suddenly pushed her away and broke away from her arms. He climbed down from the chair. Without looking at Bai Xiao, he drooped his eyelids and said in a muffled voice: "I'm going to sleep, please get out quickly."
Before Bai Xiao could say anything, he had already gotten into his bed, wrapped himself tightly in his bed, and turned his back to her.
Bai Xiao didn't know what she should say, fearing that she would hurt the child by saying the wrong thing. Suddenly, she understood the state of mind of Xu Jingyan and Su Manrong at that time. She looked at the child curled up in a ball, her eyes gradually turned red,
When he wanted to step forward, his arm was suddenly grabbed from behind.
She turned around and saw Yu Shaoting who had come in at some unknown time.
He looked deeply at the quilt on his bed. He was wearing the trousers and T-shirt he had put on after taking a shower. His black hair was still damp, and he took Bai Xiao out of the room.
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Master bedroom.
Bai Xiao was worried about Yu Jingxi and wanted to go to the small bedroom. Yu Shaoting hugged her and patted her back comfortingly: "Calm down."
"At this time, if you are around, it will only make him think even more."
Bai Xiao: "He is still so young. If you leave him there alone, what if he cries?"
Saying this, when Bai Xiao thought about the possibility of Yu Jingxi crying in bed, her own tears fell first.
She wanted to hold him in her arms, tell him she was sorry, and ask him not to be angry with her...
Yu Shaoting hugged her tightly, clasped the back of her head with his long and beautiful hands, and let her lean on his shoulders. He did not expect that he was just taking a bath, and would be like this when he came out. He could only use
Trying to comfort Bai Xiao in a gentle tone: "It's not your fault. Jing Xi knows right from wrong and won't blame you."
Hearing what he said, Bai Xiao felt even more sad. She covered her mouth and tears flowed out uncontrollably.
"Stop crying, think about the child in your belly. If you are emotionally unstable, who will be hurt the most?"
Yu Shaoting let go of her, wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and held her face that was red from crying: "Go take a bath and calm down. When you come out, we will discuss this matter carefully. Jing Xi's side
, don’t worry, I’ll go over and see him.”
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When Bai Xiao entered the bathroom, Yu Shaoting stood at the door for a while and went to the small bedroom.
*There is a lamp on the headboard.
Yu Shaoting reached out and turned on the chandelier on the ceiling. The light in the room instantly brightened, and he stood on the bulging mass on the bed.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Yu Shaoting pushed the quilt: "Isn't it hot if you stay like this?"
The child under the quilt didn't react at all.
"Didn't you always clamor for your mother when you were a child? Now that you have one, you have this kind of attitude and piss her off. Are you happy now?"
The quilt moved slightly.
Yu Shaoting leaned on his head and looked at the quilt next to him: "If you really don't like her, from now on, live with your grandma to avoid being unhappy with her every day."
Before he could finish his words, loud sobbing sounded from the bed.
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Bai Xiao had just washed his face and was about to take off his clothes when he suddenly heard the cry of a child. Without caring about anything else, he opened the door and ran out.
"Jing Xi!" Bai Xiao pushed open the ajar door of the small bedroom and saw Yu Shaoting sitting on the bed.
Yu Shaoting frowned. He didn't expect his son to cry whenever he asked. He didn't say anything, but he was quite irritable. When he heard the footsteps, he looked up and saw Bai Xiao. He put his hand on the quilt and said, "Xiao Bai is so good to you."
, you have to move to live with your grandma, have you ever thought about how sad she will be?"
The cry in the bed was louder than the previous one, and even Aunt Li was attracted: "Third Young Master, this..."
"The child is having a tantrum." Yu Shaoting asked Aunt Li to go back to rest, got up, walked over, and closed the bedroom door.
After all, it is a matter within your own family, so it is better to deal with it behind closed doors.
Bai Xiao sat on the bed, yelling "Jingxi", "Jingxi", and wanted to take off the quilt, but the little guy held on tightly and refused to let go.
In the end, Yu Shaoting used brute force and ripped off the quilt.
The child's cry instantly amplified countless times.
Yu Jingxi was sweating profusely and was choking from crying. His shoulders were trembling and his face was red. Bai Xiao watched him cry and felt extremely distressed. She pulled him into her arms and held him tightly.
His own tears also fell down, and he couldn't stop them no matter what: "Jing Xi, can you forgive mom?"
Yu Shaoting stood next to Bai Xiao. Seeing her crying heartbrokenly, he felt uncomfortable in his heart. He also knew that if he wanted to make Bai Xiao happy, he had to coax the child well. He pulled out two tissues and wiped away the tears for the child.
: "Be good, otherwise your mother will be sad and leave again."
"I will never leave again." Bai Xiao explained hurriedly for fear that the child would take her seriously.
Yu Shaoting also softened his low voice: "Did you hear that? Your mother didn't abandon you, but something bad happened before. She left for a while, and now she's back. She's crying like this. If she's crying badly,
It’s not good for your body and the baby in your belly.”
I don't know which words had the effect. Yu Jingxi's crying became softer and softer, and in the end, only slight sobbing remained.
"It's my mother's fault. I will never be like this again." Bai Xiao's voice was choked.
Yu Jingxi leaned in her arms obediently, smelling the faint fragrance of her body. It was not the smell of perfume, but it made him feel at ease. He didn't know it before, but now he finally understood that this was the smell of his mother, and he would like it so much.
Xiaobai, because Xiaobai is his biological mother.
"Are you...really my mother?"
Yu Jingxi suddenly spoke. He saw the wet tears on her face and wanted to reach out to help her wipe them away, but his heart was awkward, like a stubborn donkey.
Bai Xiao nodded and heard him ask: "Then why don't you want me? Why don't you come to me all these years? Why do you let me call someone else's mother?"
Bai Xiao couldn't answer any of these three questions.
She couldn't tell him that she gave birth to him after receiving money to be a surrogate mother for someone else, because she had agreed to be a stranger to the child.
Yu Shaoting touched his son's head and interjected: "Your mother is tired too. I will answer these questions slowly in the future. You just need to know that your mother didn't want you on purpose. There are some things she doesn't know. If she knew, she would definitely not
After so many years of absence."
Yu Jingxi sniffed and looked up at Bai Xiao, as if waiting for her answer.
Bai Xiao lowered her head, saw his big red, tearful eyes, and nodded solemnly. If she knew that he was her biological child, if she knew that he had suffered a lot because of not having a mother in these years, then what would she have done back then?
He would definitely not be willing to let Yu Shaoting take him away.
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Yu Jingxi's heart knot was untied. She held onto Bai Xiao's clothes with her little hands and never let go whether she was taking a shower or sleeping.
Children's ideas are actually very simple. Once they accept it, they will quickly learn to adapt to this change.
Bai Xiao was lying on the 1.2-meter children's bed. She was petite and slept with the children. It was not crowded. She pulled the thin quilt and covered Yu Jingxi with some: "Don't let go, the weather is changeable at night.
Beware of colds."
Yu Jingxi rubbed his head into her arms, like a coquettish puppy, holding her tightly with his chubby little hands.
Bai Xiao kissed his forehead: "Go to bed quickly, it's already twelve o'clock."
But Yu Jingxi didn't feel sleepy at all. He felt that he had had a dream. Xiaobai became his mother and was lying next to him. He raised his head and glanced at Bai Xiao. It didn't feel like a dream, but it was
Really, he will have a mother in the future.
He buried his red face against Bai Xiao's waist and smiled happily. Like his younger brother, he also called Xiao Bai's mother.
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Yu Shaoting stood at the door of the small bedroom and knocked on the door with his finger.
Bai Xiao hugged the sleeping child, turned her head, saw him, and understood what he meant, but tonight, she wanted to sleep with Jing Xi.
This night was different for her.
She had slept with Jing Xi before, but that feeling had changed subtly. When he lay in her arms, she knew that she was her mother. She didn't want him to open his eyes the next day and not see her.
's mother.
Seeing that she refused to leave, Yu Shaoting didn't force herself too much. He glanced at the short and narrow door and finally closed the door and left.
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Bai Xiao didn't sleep much all night, but when morning came, she was in very good spirits because of the sweet happiness in her heart.
When she looked at the child who was lying in her arms, yawning delicately and rubbing his eyes, Bai Xiao felt that her mood was bubbling. She lowered her head and gave him a good morning kiss: "Jingxi, morning
.”
Yu Jingxi smiled shyly, put his arms around her neck, and kissed her too. He wanted to call her mother, but it was hard to say it for the moment.
Because she has experienced it herself, Bai Xiao will not force her children to call her "mom". Let nature take its course, which is often better than trying to force a child to grow.
After the mother and son brushed their teeth and washed their faces, they went downstairs. Bai Xiao personally made breakfast for her son.
Aunt Li stood on the side and saw Yu Jingxi clinging to Bai Xiao, and said with a smile: "Young Master, I like Teacher Bai more and more."
Bai Xiao smiled and patted Yu Jingxi's shoulder: "Go and wake dad up*."
