Only at these moments would I feel deeply defeated for myself, and make Gong Qiu cry again.
"You know clearly that when I stand next to you, I will face a lot of doubts every second and every minute."
"Standing by your side is not to accompany you to fight, but to protect you from behind before the war breaks out. This is what I want." Huo Yicheng's every word was gently transferred to Gong Qiuyi's words.
In the ears.
"..." Gong Qiu remained silent, her inner grievances growing. Even when she was next to him, she felt very aggrieved.
"I have a lot of property, but it's not what you want most. The only thing I have is what you want most. I can't give it to you yet. You said you want a clean relationship. Please wait.
Wait for me, don’t go too far..."
Huo Yigeng pulled Gong Qiuyi directly into his arms and hugged her tightly. He only had one heart. Gong Qiu wanted to occupy this place with greed. She wanted nothing but this. She would not covet him.
For every penny, there is only one unique one.
She said she hoped that he would be the only one with her, but he couldn't do it yet. There was 20% in his heart that he couldn't let go of Wang Jiaman. Whether it was due to old feelings or current feelings, he would work hard to clear them one by one.
Lose.
If all she wanted was money, he could give it to her without hesitation, but this heart and all his feelings made him hesitate. He didn't want to lie, and he couldn't lie to Gong Qiuyi, so he could only wait until everything came to an end.
Turn it into the most original one, and then he will give it to her.
I don't ask her to stand there and wait, I just hope that she can look back at his efforts occasionally and slow down her pace, that's enough.
Gong Qiu couldn't say a word. Her heart had already begun to burst into tears. All the promises Huo Yicheng had made to her were fulfilled one by one. Only this one, he asked her to wait, the word "please"
When it comes out of his mouth, the meaning is different.
In the evening, because Huo Yicheng still had work, Gong Qiu went back to Gong's house for dinner. Gong Chunxiao was also there, Gong Dongli went camping with her friends, and Gong Xia had a friend's birthday, so there were only two people left at the table.
"How about we eat on the coffee table? Sitting on the carpet like we did when we were kids, it feels much warmer."
"OK."
Gong Chunxiao suggested that Gong Qiu should nod as a sign of agreement. She liked to sit on the carpet and eat at a low table. At the formal dining table, she seemed a little unfamiliar and cautious, which made the usual family atmosphere a little strange.
The two sat on the carpet, and the servant brought the food over. Gong Chunxiao gave Gong Qiu Yi a piece of beef, and Gong Qiu Yi said thank you.
"Do you still remember the first time you met me?" Gong Chunxiao asked. Gong Qiu nodded after hesitating for three seconds.
"certainly……"
"Xia Zhi and I probably hated you at that time. After all, you shouldn't have appeared here."
"Yeah." Gong Qiuyi felt a little guilty. Just like Gong Chunxiao said, in fact, she shouldn't be here. Even now, you should drive her away. You are absolutely qualified.
"But I don't hate you at all when I see you. On the contrary, I like you very much. With a younger sister, the family doesn't have to be so deserted. My father has never cared about family affairs since he was a child. My mother always cries secretly. This makes me and Gong
Xia Zhi is very sad." Gong Chunxiao's eyes had an extra layer of sadness.
"It's normal to hate me. Compared to liking me, maybe hating me will make you feel better." Gong Qiu misunderstood what she wanted to express.
"That's not what I meant. In fact, I am very grateful to you and Dongli. You have made this family a little better. In the past, it was really just me and Gong Xiazhi. My mother also liked to stay in the room and not come out, so the family could not be a family."
Gong Qiu had never asked Hu Yin how she and her father met. Even the fact that she had a father was only mentioned by Hu Yin when she was in a particularly high mood or when she was in a particularly bad mood. At that time, her face
There was a smile on her face, but her tone was different. She stared at Hu Yin seriously.
Hu Yin only said that you can go home soon. When you return to the Gong family, you can have a lot of things. Owning this word should be happy. At that moment, Gong Qiu wished that everything could be turned around and wanted nothing.
occur.
"Everyone says it's good to find a man who is motivated, but you also have to see how motivated he is. My father used to go out to socialize and be busy with work and rarely cared about family matters. Until a few years ago, his body no longer looked young.
Then I slowly calmed down." Gong Chunxiao took a sip of soup and said slowly.
"Yeah." Gong Qiuyi hummed slightly, feeling that there was something different about Gong Chunxiao today.
She is the eldest sister, so like others, she often has to take care of them. Sometimes they forget that she also needs to be taken care of. Her first impression on Gong Qiu is that others cannot bully her.
Not only because of the existence of Jiang Yanyu, but also because of her own abilities. She seems to have experienced a lot before she became so strong. She not only takes good care of herself, but also protects those around her.
.
"I am actually very satisfied with Huo Yicheng being with you. Really, you can see that he is not as busy as before. He is very efficient at work. Not only is the business not bad, but it is even better."
"He..." Gong Qiu smiled, with a layer of shyness in her eyes.
"Be considerate of him, he is also under a lot of pressure."
Gong Qiuyi looked at the soup in the bowl. She originally wanted to take it and take a sip, but she stopped because of Gong Chunxiao's words. Gong Chunxiao's words seemed like a common conversation, but they felt more like reminders or hints to her.
She couldn't tell the difference, but she knew that there must be pressure. She couldn't imagine it, and she couldn't share it for Huo Yicheng. He never spoke, except that time when he was pushed to the point of panic, he yelled angrily.
road.
And it was as if she had been completely awakened, realizing how selfish she was. She was so accustomed to asking for things that she forgot that the person to whom she gave would also suffer from back pain. Her heartache for Huo Yicheng was spreading little by little.
There had been some conflicts in the morning, but she had not forgotten it. She remembered every word Huo Yiqing said clearly and could not forget it.
On the way back, Gong Qiuyi kept thinking about this problem and tried to be considerate of him. Was he talking about what happened in the morning? Or about Grandpa Wang Jiamen? Did Gong Chunxiao know everything? Countless questions emerged in his mind.
When she got home, Huo Yiqing had already come back. When she walked into the bedroom, she found that he was taking a shower. She took her clothes and walked to the bathroom outside. She felt a little unable to let go, as if she was being pressed by something.
When she came out, Huo Yicheng was watching TV. He turned back to look at her and patted the empty seat next to him. Gong Qiu walked over so that Gong Qiu could walk over. As soon as he sat down, he hugged her and kissed her.
"Come back so late? Why didn't you ask me to pick you up?" Huo Yiqing asked, turning his attention back to the TV, which was playing NBA replays.
"Save you the trouble of having to go again." Gong Qiuyi raised a smile and looked at Huo Yichang's profile. The moment Huo Yicheng turned his head, he moved away first.
Huo Yigang frowned when he saw her avoiding her gaze. Gong Chunxiao said something nice again, which made Gong Qiuyi avoid even his eyes.
"You can fly to Phuket next Monday." Huo Yicheng said calmly.
"Ah?" Gong Qiuyi hadn't reacted yet, and looked at Huo Yicheng in disbelief with her eyes wide open. Did she hear it wrong just now?
"I approve."
Huo Yigeng put his arm around Gong Qiuyi's shoulders and blocked her mouth in time when she was about to speak. He could guarantee that Gong Qiuyi must have eaten lemon-flavored candy just now.
Gong Qiuyi's heart was in a daze. Even when Huo Yicheng kissed her, she didn't respond at all. Huo Yichang bit her lip in punishment, and she felt the pain from her lips.
Come back to your senses.
"Lemon-flavored... gummies?" Huo Yiheng spoke very slowly. As soon as he finished speaking, Gong Qiuyi's cheeks brushed and turned red.
"How did you know?" Gong Qiu lowered her head in embarrassment, her voice getting lower and lower as she spoke.
"Would you like to try it? It also tastes like this in my mouth."
"Well……"
When Gong Qiuyi wanted to say no, Huo Yiheng had already expected it and kissed her lips directly. Seeing her so angry, he felt happy in his heart. Nothing makes people happier than teasing Gong Qiuyi.
.
He held her cheeks with both hands, moving gently and a little bit domineeringly. Instead of a deep kiss, he put his mark on her lips. Every time she was about to speak, he kissed her, like this
Repeated several times.
Gong Qiuyi gave up talking and waited until Huo Yicheng finished kissing her before she spoke again. Huo Yicheng thought that she was not going to resist.
His head was buried in the deep hollow of her shoulder. The scent of the bath was still there, making Huo Yichang eager to put his mark on every place on her body. He wished he could put all the labels on her body.
.
The consequences of not struggling made Gong Qiuyi a little unbearable. Seeing that she was so happy, he didn't even bother to resist. He hugged her and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. The night view of half of the city could be seen outside the window. She clung to his shoulders tightly.
I cursed fiercely in my heart, ah, Huo Yigang didn't have to be so cruel, he must have done it on purpose.
She had just cut her nails, but she still saw her nail marks on Huo Yigang's shoulders, which seemed to remind her of how intense they were. Her back was pressed against the cold glass, and her front was against the cold glass.
His skin was hot, but his back was so cold that she felt like she was thrown out of the window.
He exerted great force every time, holding her in various positions. She was a little innocent. I wonder what happened to him tonight?
"Concealing things in front of me requires punishment..." Huo Yichang whispered into her ear, taking the opportunity to bite her earlobe, which was one of her sensitive points.
"Huh?" Gong Qiu was a little dazed by being hugged by him, and just wanted to end it quickly.
"What did Gong Chunxiao tell you?" Huo Yiheng asked. He was very patient tonight and determined to torture Gong Qiuyi severely, so he would hold her and refuse to let her go.
Before this, Gong Qiu had said the usual pleasant words for mercy, the words he liked to hear, no less than ten times. The smile on his face was getting bigger and bigger, but his lower body seemed to be inspired, and he worked harder.
Gong Qiu stared at Huo Yicheng with her eyes. At that moment, she was silent. Ah, when had she been discovered by Huo Yicheng again?
"Don't look at me like that. It will only make me want to make you unable to get out of bed for several days. It's too irritating to me..." Huo Yicheng pressed a gentle kiss on her eyes.
"No, I didn't say anything." Gong Qiuyi turned her face away, and Huo Yigang exerted such force that she almost screamed.
"You really don't want to say anything? My patience is almost worn out."
"Huo Yigeng, what scares you the most?"
"..."
This time, Huo Yiheng was a little confused about Gong Qiu. It seemed that Gong Chunxiao had brainwashed her again? Otherwise, why would she have such random thoughts? God knows how much he wanted to greet Gong Chunxiao now.
"Sometimes, I also want to help you share...your pressure." Her thick eyelashes drooped, and she could not raise her head proudly, nor could she look at Huo Yicheng.
The way he looked at her was too gentle, which only increased her guilt and made her feel that she had done many things wrong.
"There's only one thing I'm afraid of."
"Huh?" She waited anxiously and uneasily. After the answer came out, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear it.
"you."
Gong Qiuyi was stunned and looked at Huo Yicheng blankly. She couldn't speak for a while. Her throat felt as if there was a fish bone stuck in it. She couldn't go up or down. She wanted to digest the word.
Her vision gradually blurred, and the lights outside the window became brighter, but they could not illuminate the darkness in her heart.
What is more worrying than being unable to bear it is that she cannot bear it at all, not at all, she can't do it.
Afterwards, she felt completely weak and was carried by Huo Yigang to take a bath. When she came out again, she was exhausted and fell asleep in his arms. He pushed aside her bangs and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead.
kiss.
Recently, she and he still seemed to have a very good relationship. Only he knew that there was something different. The way she looked at him was different. There was a little more attachment and admiration than before, and he could clearly feel it.
He enjoyed being alone with her. From the awkwardness to the compulsion and finally getting used to it, he felt that it had been as long as half a century, and he got through it bit by bit, and now he could stand by her side for longer and longer.
, she is also willing to hold his hand instead of waiting for him to take the initiative.
She changed her position in his arms, and he withdrew his thoughts, stretched out his hand to pull the quilt covering the two of them, and she leaned against him, gently holding his waist with her hands.
She was always shy and didn't like to express these things. Only at night, when she was in bed with him, she naturally stretched out her hand to lean on his arm and hugged his waist. These seemed to remind him that she actually
I am slowly getting used to his presence.
There was only one thing he feared most, and it was really only her, nothing else. If she didn't exist...he couldn't imagine it.
Gong Qiu was not surprised at all that Li Yuqin came to her, so much so that when she sat opposite Li Yuqin, she was calmer than usual, and could even face it calmly.