Su He and the others waited anxiously at the door of the emergency room, looking up from time to time at the lights above the emergency room.
"Doctor, how's it going? Is she okay?" Seeing the lights in the emergency room go out, Su He hurriedly stepped forward and asked.
"The patient's alcohol poisoning has caused severe myocardial damage. If he had been brought here a little later, you would have collected his body. His life is not out of danger yet, so he has to stay in the intensive care unit for observation."
"That's good." Su He breathed a sigh of relief, but soon became nervous again. What on earth happened to make the head teacher drink like this?
Looking at Chen Yu who was still in the intensive care unit, Su He had mixed emotions.
Every time she looked at her class teacher, she would always be cheerful towards her, and would comfort her when she saw her unhappy, but she never thought that she was actually the one who was even more unhappy.
"The doctor said that the head teacher is fine, don't worry," Uncle Wang stepped forward and comforted.
"I just feel that I am a little too selfish. Every time the head teacher cares about me, but he never cares about the other person." Su He wiped away the tears on his face and lowered his head.
"How could that be? Just pay more attention to her in the future. I believe your teacher won't blame you."
"Yeah" Su He nodded.
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"Teacher, you're awake. Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Seeing Chen Yu finally wake up, Su He relaxed a lot.
Chen Yu was observed in the intensive care unit for twenty-four hours before being transferred to the general ward without any problems. It happened to be the weekend and Su He didn't have to go to school, so he stayed with Chen Yu in the hospital.
"Su He?" Chen Yu was very surprised.
"It's me, teacher, how do you feel?" Su He waved her hand in front of Chen Yu. After doing this, she felt a little stupid. The other party had drunk too much, and it was not like he was blind.
"Fortunately, what's wrong with me? Am I not at home?" Chen Yu asked doubtfully.
"What are you talking about, how could you drink so much alcohol at one time? The doctor said you have alcohol poisoning." Su He's tone was full of complaints when he said this.
"I'm sorry, I will definitely pay attention next time." Chen Yu's tone was helpless, but filled with joy. That was because she could hear Su He's concern.
"I'll call the doctor first." Su He was very happy to see the head teacher wake up, and for a moment he forgot that there was a bell ringing in the ward.
After a period of confusion, Chen Yu was found to have no big problem. He just needed to pay more attention to rest and try to drink less or no alcohol in the future.
"Teacher, I will confiscate all your drinks when I see them." After sending the doctor out of the ward, Su He said angrily, "You are so awesome, you drank yourself to the hospital."
"Hehe" Chen Yu smiled awkwardly. She really couldn't control it this time. If it weren't for Su He, she really wouldn't be able to see the sun. Naturally, she was a little unreasonable.
"By the way, why do you drink so much? Is there something wrong? Although I may not be able to help, but one more person will give you more strength. Maybe I can help."
Su He looked at Chen Yu's face as he said that, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't get any response from Chen Yu.
"I'm sorry, if you don't want to say it, just pretend I didn't say anything." Su He chuckled, trying to ease the awkward atmosphere.
"No, I just don't know how to speak." Chen Yu explained, his tone was low and dull, "Tell me, what would you do if something you have always believed in was suddenly found to be wrong?"
"I will find out. If it is really wrong, I will accept it and accept any consequences caused by this matter." Su He said while staring into Chen Yu's eyes.
She knew that this matter must be related to Chen Yu's drinking so much. If she didn't untie this knot, she might never be able to stand up.
"Then what would you think if the person you thought you could trust or even be your only relative lied to you?"
"I will see what the reason is. If there are extenuating circumstances in my opinion, then I can accept that deception, but I will not accept the second or even the third time."
This kind of thing can be one or the other. In fact, for her, even if the deception is well-intentioned, she doesn't like it and can't say anything openly.
"What if that person can no longer respond?" Chen Yu asked softly.
Su He didn't know what to say for a moment, so he opened his mouth and said, "I'm sorry."
"It's okay" Chen Yu said and began to tell her story.
Chen Yu grew up in a single-parent family. She lived with her mother. From the time she could remember, her mother told her that her father made a mistake, so she only had her mother.
When she saw other people living happily with a father and a mother, she hated her father extremely. In her opinion, he was not worthy of being a father at all.
When she knew what it meant to be wrong in general, she began to look down on her so-called father, thinking that he was not only unworthy of being a father, but also unworthy of being a husband.
But now she knows that these are all a deception by her mother, and her mother is the one who really made the mistake and the one who really doesn't deserve it.
She didn't know what her mother's purpose was. Maybe it was because of guilt. She was really good to her, but it was this kindness that made her suffer so much.
If she hadn't met her mother's old classmate this time and learned some clues, and if she hadn't remembered her mother's habit of keeping a diary and found the notebook, she might have misunderstood her father all her life.
As for her father, he probably didn't know why she hated him so much. He probably thought she hated his choice to divorce at that time.
But if she really knew the truth, how could she hate her father? She always felt that marriage was not a shackle that bound two people, and neither were children. She just hated her father for making mistakes during the marriage.
Now the truth of everything is revealed, but she doesn't know how to react. She always hates deception, but this time she was deceived by the mother she always thought she depended on.
What annoyed her most was that before her mother died, she emphasized that she must move back to her father's place, but she did not tell her the truth.
What does this mean? He wants her to hate her father for the rest of her life, but she still has to be tied together. Do they hate her father or her, and let them torture each other?
If she hates her, it should be her father who hates her. She cuckolded her father while he went out to work. Her father chose to divorce and she will continue to cuckold her like this for the rest of her life.
Even though her father paid child support every month, she still had to live a miserable life every month. The time she went abroad was probably the first time she had a conscience, and it was also her only luxury.
But he also paid her tuition and threw her out directly, without caring about her life or death. She earned all her living expenses by herself. Although wages in European and American countries are high, because she is a college student and a yellow race
Wage deductions are severe, but expenses are never cheap.
And her mother donated all the money in the end, and even lied to her that all the money she spent over the years was used for her to go abroad. She didn't mind her mother donating the money, but she did mind that the other party didn't tell her anything and let her go abroad.
She hated her father for so many years.
Thinking of her father's cautious eyes every time he looked at her, and his puzzled but tolerant eyes when she hurt him, she felt heartbroken. Was the mother she had seen for so many years all fake?
After listening to Chen Yu's words, Su He was silent for a while. She didn't know what to say. It was difficult for an upright official to judge household affairs. No matter what she said, it seemed wrong.
"You want to ask your mother why, but you can never ask. You want to ask your father, but you are afraid that if you really can't face him, because your attitude towards your father has been so bad for so many years."
Chen Yu nodded. She thought so too, that's why she felt so uncomfortable. She felt that wine was really a good thing. After drinking it, she would have no worries at all. It would be great if she could never get up again, so she didn't need to.
Thinking about it so much.
"Everyone has different ideas. I have never experienced anything like this. I can't put myself in your shoes, and I can't make decisions for you."
"Oh" Chen Yu was very disappointed.
"But I think you can actually have a good chat with your uncle. I can see that she really cares about you. He was very anxious when I said I couldn't find you," Su He suggested, changing the subject.
At the same time, she was also thinking in her heart that this was an opportunity she had specially fought for. She hoped that Chen Yu and her father could resolve their misunderstanding, which would be a good thing.
She could tell that both of them cared about each other. Father Chen's concern was very obvious, but Chen Yu showed another side. The other side of hatred was love. Without love, where would the hatred come from.
Just like her and her grandfather, she cared at first, so she was sad, but when she came back she was more disappointed. If she no longer cared, there would be no sadness.
Facing Su He, Chen Yu remained silent for a long time, so silent that when Su He thought Chen Yu didn't want to speak, Chen Yu spoke.
"I lectured him when I went home last time. Is he angry with me?"
"I'm angry, and I'm very angry and sad. But teacher, do you know when you will be sad and when you won't be sad? Only when you care and have feelings will you be angry and sad.
If someone you know gives a lecture, you may feel a little uncomfortable at the time and want to hit someone, but you will never feel sad. Only your relatives will feel wronged and sad even if the words are not very harsh."
"Everyone has their own ideas. This is just my own idea. You can think about it yourself." Su He stood up, leaving a quiet space for Chen Yu.
Su He saw that the class teacher's father was quite young and cared about the class teacher very much. He was afraid that the class teacher's affairs would irritate him, so he never told him because there was almost no signal in his place, so he asked someone to report that he was safe and that something happened to the class teacher.
I'll go back to see him in a few days.
In addition, the only one who knew about the head teacher was Lan Xue and Xu Hua. At this time, they all went home, and Uncle Wang was sent back by her, so she was the only one left in front of the head teacher's ward.
It's quite quiet here, which is quite suitable for Su He to think about life.