"Knock knock knock" a dull knock on the door sounded.
"Come in," Su He responded, "Hey, Uncle Wang, why are you here?"
Uncle Wang has always been very careful, so when Su He was not looking for him, he would not take the initiative to look for her in her room.
"Yingying, I'm here to resign." Uncle Wang's voice was a little low.
"Resign?" Su He was shocked and did not sit still. He stood up directly, "Okay, Uncle Wang, why do you want to resign suddenly? What happened?"
She immediately thought of her grandpa. Ma Zhang and Uncle Wang were left because of her grandpa before. Could it be for the same reason this time?
"No, it's not because of sir, it's me. I get your high salary every month, but in fact I don't do anything. When you go home, you take a ride by yourself. I just go downstairs to buy groceries. In fact, there are no groceries at home.
The market is very close, Zhang Ma is enough, I am redundant."
Uncle Wang clenched his fists. He didn't want to resign. If he left here, he would definitely not be able to find a job with the same salary as this one, or even find a job.
But he continued to receive salary without doing anything, which made him uneasy. Su He might have wanted to quit him a long time ago, but he just couldn't bear to speak first. Instead of doing this, it would be better for him to speak and save Su He.
Difficult.
"Who said you are redundant? You are my Uncle Wang, and you are my family. I am uneasy when you are not here." Su He blurted out when he heard Uncle Wang saying that he was redundant.
"I know Yingying you are kind, but I feel really unhappy when I don't do anything and just get paid like this. In the past, I could send the old man to class, wipe the car, and help with the cleaning."
Uncle Wang licked his dry lips and said, "Now, Yingying, you live in the school and don't need a car. Zhang's mother doesn't want me to drive her along. The cars are all clean and I don't need to wipe them. The house is small, Zhang
My mom won’t let me move, I feel like I can’t do anything, and now I’m living in retirement.”
Su He couldn't explain the reason, "If you feel free, go to the gym. Didn't you like to practice martial arts before? When you have nothing to do, you can help Zhang Ma cook. Uncle Wang, I don't have any family anymore. I don't want to have any more."
Losing you"
At the end of the sentence, Su He's tone was a little choked. In this family, only Zhang Ma and Uncle Wang were worthy of her nostalgia. If Uncle Wang also left, Zhang Ma would be so bored and would be like Uncle Wang. Su He was afraid.
Seeing Su He's distressed eyes, Uncle Wang was startled, "Uncle Wang is not resigning, Yingying, please don't cry."
Uncle Wang was really frightened. Su He's choked tone made his heart soften. He never knew that Su He valued him so much. She, who never shed tears, thought his resignation would be so uncomfortable.
"Uncle Wang, if you have anything, you can tell me and I will give you a vacation, but don't resign, okay?"
"Okay" Uncle Wang nodded heavily, and this time Su He finally smiled.
Seeing Uncle Wang leave her room, Su He was a little panicked. Only then did she realize that the relationship between her and Zhang Ma and Uncle Wang was just an employment relationship. She regarded them as relatives, but they also had their relatives.
They may be so nice to her because she is their employer, but now she no longer cares. What she cares about is that they may leave at any time, and this is what she is afraid of.
If one day, they all leave, will she still have a home? Where can it be her home? Her home disappeared when her parents tried to save her, but she hasn't understood it yet.
Su He lowered her head and suddenly felt water droplets on the back of her hand. When she touched her face, she realized that she had shed tears unconsciously. It turned out that she was not that strong after all.
Grandpa has established a new family, and because of his current wife, he hates her so much that he doesn't want to see her at all.
My aunt also has a boyfriend. They have had a falling out because of her boyfriend and money. If she can give her money, the other party will definitely not mind letting her stay, but is this kind of relationship meaningful?
Aunt Chen got married very early and now has a child. She can't take care of her even if she wants to. She doesn't want to disturb Aunt Chen all the time. She also has her own normal life.
She was the only one left, and now she was all alone. She didn't know which one to go to when she went home. There were many houses, but they were all empty, and even her heart was empty.
The world is so cruel. Except for parents, there is no place where they can take shelter forever. All promises will eventually turn into a joke. They will all have their own families.
She regards Zhang Ma and Uncle Wang as family members and hopes that they will always be with her, but they also have families, and what she wants to spend more time with is their families.
She can't be so selfish and take possession of other people's fathers, mothers, grandparents. She should be sensible and let go, but this is not an easy thing. At least for Su He, who has been dependent on her for a long time, she can't do it now.
Arrived.
She can live a wanton life without relying on anyone. She has money, money will make money, and she can make money, but there is no one to accompany her. No matter how gorgeous the house is, it will seem lonely without the people living there.
.
This night, Su He seemed to have returned to the night when he had just been reborn. The world was full of strangeness and discord, and he had no sense of belonging.
She had insomnia. Once again, she was very sleepy, but she just couldn't sleep. She fell asleep in a daze until the early morning. Before she lost consciousness, she thought, let her enjoy it for a few more days, and have sex with her before she left for the training class.
Uncle Wang and Zhang Ma talked carefully.
She decided to let go and let Zhang Ma and Uncle Wang make their own choices. No matter what their choice was, she would respect it and she would also give them generous bonuses.
Su He tried her best to be happy these two days. She knew that such days might not happen again in the future.
Before leaving home to go to the training class, Su He called Uncle Wang and Zhang Ma over, "I have already thought about it. If you feel that it is too far away from home, you can resign. I will give you this time."
My salary is doubled, but I am too demanding.”
Su He's voice was low, with a hint of sadness. If there was no one here, she might rarely come back. She would rather stay outside than come back because she would see this place being empty as soon as she came in.
"Yingying, are you chasing Ma Zhang away? Ma Zhang only knows how to cook. Do you dislike Ma Zhang?" Ma Zhang asked in shock.
Su He quickly waved his hands, "How could it be possible? It's just that your hometowns are all from Province G, and it's unlikely that I will settle in City S, and you still have family..."
She has not made up her mind on which school she will attend college, but the possibility of it being in City S is very small. It is more likely to be in City B, the capital of their country, where there are many good universities for her to choose from.
Hearing this reason, Zhang's mother breathed a sigh of relief. She really regarded this place as her home. "My son and daughter-in-law are working outside. There are no people in my hometown. My little sisters also followed my son. An acquaintance
None, what’s the point of staying there?”
"Looking for a job, how can anyone at my age want me? They are all grandmothers. If I look for my son, they have to go to work and are busy. Otherwise, they go home to cook and take me to eat, so they run back and forth.
How tiring it is, if I hadn’t cooked and taken them to eat, I would have been the one waiting on them, and I would still be the unpopular one.”
"As a result, everyone will have more conflicts and emotional problems. Maybe they will blame me as an old woman, saying that I am a troublesome and annoying old woman. I have to live by looking at the faces of my son and daughter-in-law, and maybe I will be kicked out...
…”
"Oh, maybe they were polite to me at the beginning, because I still had some money in my hand, but when I spent all the money, it was really time for me to get out..."
What Zhang Ma said was a bit exaggerated, but this kind of thing had happened to her. Not to mention her sister, she was very disappointed. From then on, she held on to her salary tightly, not wanting to be cheated by her son and daughter-in-law.
Otherwise, when you get older, you may continue to suffer.
Su He felt uncomfortable as she listened. If Zhang Ma, whom she cherished so much, lived such a life in the future, she would rather force her to stay here regardless of Zhang Ma's opinions.
"In that case, I might as well force you to stay here. If you have something to eat from me, you won't be hungry." Su He blurted out his words, and they were a bit exaggerated. These days, as long as you work hard, you won't be hungry.
Zhang Ma couldn't hold back her laughter, "Then I will stay here as per Yingying's words."
Su He came back to his senses and regretted his unruly words, but after hearing Zhang Ma's answer, he felt happy again, "Really?"
"Can I still lie to you?" Zhang Ma said with a smile.
"This is really great," Su He said happily. After finishing speaking, he remembered Uncle Wang and couldn't help but turn his eyes to Uncle Wang, "Uncle Wang, you..."
"I don't want to resign either. Just like Zhang's mother said, going to live with my son means I'm being offended. I used to support my family, but now I have to spend their money. Naturally, they won't be happy. It's better to work outside. So
As long as you don’t drive me away, Yingying, I won’t leave.”
Uncle Wang interrupted Su He before she could finish her words. He had just thought Su He had a problem with him doing such little work. Since Su He wanted him to stay, what reason did he have to leave.
When the chairman and the chairman's wife asked him to be the driver, they had said that they must protect his daughter. When the chairman had an accident, he only regretted that he had listened to the chairman's words that day and let him drive.
If he were driving, if something happened to him, the chairman and his wife would definitely be able to survive. As for his family, he believed that the chairman and his wife would not treat him badly.
"That's great," Su He said happily.
In this way, she still has a home, and she also has the idea that her home is still here, and he will be in the way of someone looking forward to it, instead of being homeless and like an orphan.
Go to grandpa's place, that's grandpa's home, go to aunt's place, that's the home of aunt and her boyfriend, go to Aunt Chen's place, that's Uncle Bai and Aunt Chen's home, it's also Chengcheng's home, but it's not hers.