Even though they don’t have many relatives in their family now, there is a reason. Because of that era, many of them are no longer alive. My grandpa’s family used to be a scholarly family, but because of that era, they all gave up their writing and joined the army, leaving only the youngest grandpa.
It is precisely because of this that the incense has not stopped.
Grandma's family is actually a military family. Unfortunately, grandma's brothers are no longer here. If they were still there, their family's life might be different.
In that era, this kind of thing was the norm, and true only children were almost invisible. However, it cannot be ruled out that it was due to famine or other reasons that they did not grow up, because at that time, there were very few supplies and other conditions were also very poor.
In her previous life, her aunt stole sweet potatoes just to let her grandfather eat something full, but was beaten to death. Every year on the 24th day of the twelfth lunar month, her grandfather's eyes were dim.
It was all for her grandfather. Her aunt was just beginning her life at that time, and there were still many beautiful lives that she had not lived, so it was all gone.
So no matter what the situation was, it was special and had bad memories. Su He didn't want to speak out for fear of poking the other person's pain points.
"Although an only child is a bit lonely, it's nothing. At least she won't have those unappetizing relatives." Tan Zhuo sighed. She felt the same way. Those annoying relatives at home made her just want to have no relatives at home.
"Yes" Su He agreed, "By the way, there is still nearly a month until the finals. Do you want to go to the training class?"
She was hesitating. If she didn't go to the training class, she could go to City S with Lan Xue and Peng Lili first, but if they went, they would have to go after her competition.
She thought that if everyone went to the training class, she would also sign up for it. After all, she was self-study and did not have the experience of the teachers in the training class. Those teachers would give the key points, unlike her who memorized everything now, so it would save some effort.
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It seemed like that was all, if she could memorize all the knowledge points, there would be no need to go, but if she didn't go alone, she would seem a bit unsociable.
"Is it the training class that Teacher Xu mentioned? I'm also struggling," Tan Zhuo said. "I'm still very likely to participate. I'm currently at the bottom of the provincial team, although I also know that I will enter the national team."
It’s almost impossible to form a team, but I don’t want to hold back our province or everyone else.”
"Then let me participate too," Su He said, as a companion to Tan Zhuo, and postponed his trip to City S until the end of the competition.
"Xiaoyan, what about you?" Tan Zhuo turned his eyes to Chen Xiaoyan.
Su He also looked at Chen Xiaoyan, and suddenly felt that she had asked at the wrong time. The possibility of Chen Xiaoyan going there was very low, as she had seen before that her family conditions were not good.
This special training class was organized by the province, so the expenses were paid by the province, so they didn't have to worry about food, drink, or food.
But this training class is different. It is that kind of training institution. They have specially opened a small class for this competition. Naturally, the price is also expensive. Chen Xiaoyan's family cannot support such a large expense.
She first brought up the topic, and then Tan Zhuo asked it again, which would cause Chen Xiaoyan embarrassment.
"I feel like I didn't think about it, okay?" Seeing that Chen Xiaoyan didn't speak, the atmosphere was a little solid. Su He opened his mouth and said, "According to our results, it's okay to study by yourself. Just like me, if you don't want to participate in the competition to improve yourself, I will too.
Won’t go”
In this way, the embarrassment on Chen Xiaoyan's face eased a little, but she stopped talking. Su He felt that it was boring for the three of them, and she and Tan Zhuo just talked.
I dropped the topic.
Su He rubbed his nose. Sometimes it was really boring. Even when chatting, you have to pay attention to other people's feelings. So it is very important to be a good match. When making friends, you need to find someone of similar level, otherwise both of you will be tired.
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For those with a good family background, many things are already taken for granted, but for those with poorer conditions, they have never seen these things.
At this time, those with good conditions should take care of those with poor conditions. Those with poor conditions will feel inferior and lack the confidence to speak, and sometimes they will be jealous of their friends with good conditions.
Su He has a deep understanding of it, because she has experienced it both when the conditions were good and when the conditions were bad, and she has a better sense of experience than others.
She will take care of those who are in a worse condition than her, because she has also experienced times when she had low self-esteem and looked at other people's natural behavior, which made her feel particularly uncomfortable, so she understands.
But every time she takes care of the other person, the other person is very ungrateful, which makes her very depressed. She thinks that she can't tell the truth every time, but the other person thinks that she is showing off. Is it necessary? If she is showing off, she won't open this
Damn it, what was she trying to do to save herself?
--Group chat "Three Best Friends"
Su He: I have the biology competition finals on the 17th next month. I made a mistake before. When I go to S City to play, I may have to postpone it to the 18th (face covering)
Lan Xue: It’s okay, I can do it (smile)
Peng Lili: No problem (ok), I will go to school just in time when I come back
Su He:Okay
After sending the message, seeing that Lan Xue and Peng Lili had no objection, Su He put down the phone and exhaled, still feeling comfortable talking to Lan Xue and Peng Lili.
Lan Xue and Peng Lili are like this. Their family conditions are not particularly good, but they are not bad either. Even if they meet someone who is better than them, they will not feel inferior or jealous, and they will be generous when they get along.
So in fact, it mainly depends on the person. Some people have sensitive and fragile personalities and need to be carefully taken care of by others. Some people are very open-minded and don't care about these external things.
He may even feel that even if his parents did not give him such a standard of living, he can still live like that on his own in the future, and there is no need to envy others.
The special training camp is over, and everyone has gone their separate ways. Except for Su He and Yan Mu, who are on the same road, the rest are from various cities in province A. The routes are not the same, and they are all on the same road to the train station.
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In addition to Su He and Tan Zhuo, several students from the provincial team have also signed up for the training class. However, the training class has not started yet. There are still a few days left. They have not been home for more than ten days. Everyone wants to go back first.
I went home to take a rest and felt a little tired.
And home is always our safe haven. Every time we come home, we will feel very relaxed. Thinking of this, she thought of the delicious food made by Zhang's mother again, and she couldn't help but salivate.
"Let me help you carry it." Yan Mu stepped forward and took the heaviest suitcase in Su He's hand.
"Thank you" Su He let go.
She didn't bring many things here originally, but girls like to buy things by nature. She still had free time after class, so she replenished a lot of things, and things were much better when she left.
Things that usually seemed not heavy were very heavy when put together, but she felt it would be a pity to throw them away, and then it became like this. Her hand was about to break while carrying it.
Now Yan Mu offered to help her get it. Of course she wouldn't refuse, and she could take it easy. There was a huge difference in strength between boys and girls. This was something they were born with, and training the next day was just a matter of skill.
"Are you also attending the training class?" There was silence all the way, and suddenly Yan Mu asked.
"Yes." Su He looked at Yan Mu, "What about you?"
She heard from several provincial team members that they wanted to participate in training courses, but she didn't hear about Yan Mu's situation because he was too lonely and did everything by himself.
Even in the dormitory, he lived alone. There were two boys' dormitories. Four people lived in one dormitory, and he lived alone in the other.
"I'm not going, I'm studying at home." Yan Mu lowered his head, "I thought you wouldn't go either."
This sentence was a bit awkward, but Su He heard a secret grievance from it. She was a little confused and said, "I made an appointment with my roommate."
"Oh" Yan Mu stopped talking again. Su He felt confused and didn't talk to him.
Although she had been Yan Mu's piano teacher for a while, they rarely talked about other things besides piano. They didn't talk much, and they were all about piano or about Yan Mu's grandfather.
She didn't like Yan Mu's dull personality. Although he was good-looking, he had a dull face most of the time, which made Su He feel very boring.
There were no words all the way. Because there was a lot of luggage, Su He was sent home by Yan Mu. Su He was quite satisfied with this. Some boys were simply too straight. They only cared about themselves and blamed the other party for walking too slowly.
Although there is no rule that boys must help girls, a girl has so many things in her hand, and it's easy to pass by. Even strangers will help to carry a few things when they see them, so he will do it without any trouble.
In her previous life, her aunt's nephew always returned to her hometown and went to City S together. She carried so many things, but she never offered to help.
Forget it, when there were steps, she refused to ask for help, saying that he also had something. At that time, she just wanted to say, damn, is this a man? In the end, it was a stranger who helped her lift it up.
She didn't know it before she arrived in Tongshi. Once she returned to Tongshi, this ordinary and even somewhat ancient city, she could feel a sense of relief that she was back home.
"Zhang Ma" Su He quickly ran over and threw herself into Zhang Ma's arms, "I miss you so much."
Zhang Ma was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Didn't you see that, you kid, you didn't even tell me in advance when you came back so that I could make delicious food for you?"
"Everything Zhang Ma makes is delicious, and I like them all," Su He raised her head and said with a smile.
"You are so sweet. When you come back this time, won't you go out during the summer vacation?" Zhang Ma asked, "I have recently developed a lot of delicious food, and I will cook them one by one for you."
"I'm leaving in a few days to attend a training class, and then I'm going to participate in the national biology competition in August." Su He felt a little guilty. She seemed to treat this home as a hotel, leaving as fast as she wanted and rarely saying hello.
"Ah, it's so fast," Zhang Ma asked in frustration, "Does that mean I can't eat anymore?"
"There is still plenty of time. The more holidays I have, the busier I am and I don't want to stop making progress," Su He said.
"Then you go and do your work. As long as you are tired, I will always stay at home." Zhang Ma was deeply touched. She really regarded the girl in front of her as her own daughter. She was so obedient, sensible and positive, which was really impressive.