And here, the grandmother who heard Su He's words couldn't help but shed tears, "Grandma also wants to watch Yingying grow up and raise children for Yingying, but grandma knows that her body can't hold it anymore, and Yingying wants to
Be obedient, okay?"
"The things grandma has kept for you will be given to Yingying later. Grandma knows that Yingying will not mess around. You should study hard as before. Do you know that grandma will keep you safe?" Grandma said with a smile.
Su He's tears kept pouring down and he was speechless. Grandma smiled and wiped the tears from the corners of Su He's eyes, "Grandma will not leave you. Grandma will watch you in the sky. Promise Grandma, you will be fine."
As soon as she said "Okay", grandma's hand dropped. Grandpa and Wang Honghong who were beside her finally couldn't help but threw themselves forward, with tears streaming down their faces.
At this time, Su He could no longer hold back, "Why did I just go abroad for a few days, and my grandma... was obviously fine before?"
"Your grandma was diagnosed with stage 2 lung cancer the year before last. She originally planned to undergo surgery, but the doctor said that your grandma is too old and the chance of success of the surgery is not high. Your aunt and I have been hesitating, and your grandma insisted not to do it.
Afraid of falling on the operating table”
"It's not that we don't want to tell you, it's that we're worried that you won't be able to accept it. We've been thinking about how to tell you. We didn't expect that after you went abroad, your condition worsened and it developed like this in a short period of time."
"Yingying, your grandma was still worried about you before she left. Don't be too sad. People, there will always be a day of birth, old age, illness and death. We all have that day. We are all calm. I hope you can be more open-minded."
Although grandpa said so, his face was already covered with tears. In Su He's memory, she had never seen her grandpa in such a relaxed mood. Before her parents died, grandpa was also very sad, but this time it seemed
It was as if he had lost all his support. It was obvious that those words were just to comfort Su He, and he himself did not look away.
Su He couldn't accept it and ran out. Su He could still hear the calls of her aunt and grandpa from behind, but she couldn't care so much now. The year before last, the year before that, she had just traveled through that year, and she couldn't help but think of the things she suspected before.
Okay, thinking about these bits and pieces, she just felt like a fool, even though such a clumsy lie could deceive her.
Su He had mixed feelings in her heart. She should have been able to find out, it was so obvious. But was she pretending not to know or knowing that she had been lying to herself? Su He had completely collapsed. She leaned against the wall of the hospital.
Holding her knees, she suddenly doubted herself, whether she really meant it.
She couldn't find anything so obvious. Since her rebirth, she has been planning for herself and putting herself first. Her grandparents were so kind to her, but her concern for them only remained superficial and she didn't care at all.
Grandpa and Wang Honghong searched for a long time, and finally found Su He in a corner of the hospital. As soon as she saw Su He's condition, she roughly understood what was going on. She stopped her grandfather's plan to come forward and said, "I'll talk to Ying."
Ying, let’s chat.” After speaking, he patted his grandfather on the shoulder. Grandpa nodded. This was indeed not his strong point. He left room for Su He and Wang Honghong to turn around.
Wang Honghong did not rush to comfort Su He, but just stayed with Su He quietly, waiting for Su He to take the initiative to speak. Otherwise, no matter how much he persuaded, people who didn't want to listen would not be able to listen. It was better to wait until Su He was willing to speak and listen.
I'll advise you later.
Sure enough, Su He, who did not have the rank of Wang Honghong, took the initiative to speak after being looked at by Wang Honghong for a long time, "Auntie, am I very selfish? I have always only cared about myself, and I didn't even notice that grandma was sick."
Wang Honghong, who heard Su He's words, shook his head and touched Su He's head, "How could it be? In fact, I didn't even notice it at first. I saw your grandfather once when I was looking for friends in the hospital. I followed him out of curiosity and found out.
, let alone you."
"But later on, it was clear that my grandma's face turned white and became thinner. I saw it, and she tried not to appear in front of me later. I clearly felt that something was wrong, but every time I just said a few words of concern, and never
If I don’t verify it, why would I go abroad if this were not the case? I really hate that I was not with my grandma at that time. Grandma must have resented me at that time.”
"Yingying, we are very happy that you have been studying hard. Your grandma has always been proud of you. How can she blame you? Your grandma always said how awesome you are and how hard you work. The only thing she couldn't let go of before she left.
It’s you, how can your grandma feel relieved when you’re like this?”
"No, no, it's all me, it's all me. I can obviously find out that it's me, it's me, it's me who delayed grandma. If it weren't for me, grandma wouldn't give up the operation. After the operation, grandma
It's all my fault." At this time, Su He suddenly stood up and shouted, his eyes were already red.
Wang Honghong was startled and took a step back. However, Wang Honghong's food over the years was not in vain. She quickly realized and hugged Su He, "No, it's because grandma is old. We are worried. If we don't do surgery,
, Grandma can still live for a few years. If she does it and falls on the operating table, that is unacceptable to us and it is not your fault."
Su He couldn't hear a word at this time, and he didn't know where he got the strength to break away from Wang Honghong and ran out. Wang Honghong hurried to chase, but Su He ran too fast and disappeared in an instant.
She had no choice but to go back to the ward and wait. There were still a lot of things waiting for her to take care of, and she couldn't leave them all to her elderly father.
Su He ran out and hid in the underground garage. She was not a teenager as her aunt imagined. In addition, she was already in her twenties in her previous life. Now she really can't face herself or her grandmother...
"Oops, how could I just worry about myself and leave my grandma and grandpa and aunt in the hospital? They were already sad enough, and now I have to make trouble for them. Su He, Su He, how can you be so ignorant?"
Su He, who rushed to the ward, suddenly couldn't breathe. Suddenly, his vision went dark, and then he lost consciousness. Wang Honghong was startled and rushed to check, while the grandfather on the side immediately rang the bell to call the doctor.
.
After learning that Su He just didn't have a good rest and fainted because of emotion, Wang Honghong breathed a sigh of relief and said, "That's okay."
"Yes, your mother wants to return to her roots. I plan to take her back to her hometown. You watch Su He here while I take your mother back."
"Okay" Wang Honghong also wants to come together, but the situation at this time is very unrealistic and she cannot be willful. (To be continued)