Even how to sweep the floor, wash dishes, place things, etc., these all made Su He feel very depressed. This was not the case even when her parents were the most strict when she was a child. Not only was it done once things were done, but she had to follow her requirements.
There are even some things that she can do, but Su He can't. It feels like sometimes people are tense.
Also, the eldest aunt's words are very hurtful, and sometimes what she says makes Su He feel really uncomfortable. In her opinion, Su He's things are just trivial matters, and they are nothing. Don't they think other people's things are not
Is something going on?
There is work to be done, the sanitation must be cleaned, and you can still feel confident about letting others do two jobs for one salary, but it makes people unhappy no matter what. It is difficult to ask for leave, and sometimes there is no way to attend the pastry master's class, and
I couldn't make up for it, not to mention how depressed I was. In the end, I had to work from Monday to Saturday and go to class on Sunday. I felt that my life had become a pool of stagnant water. If this goes on day by day, it would be really disappointing.
The salary was paid by my aunt, and she felt that the salary given to Su He was very high. She never bought anything in the market, so she didn’t know how much money she couldn’t help but spend. Maybe she knew, after all, she sometimes complained about things.
It's expensive, but she has always felt that her salary is high enough. Others' salaries are three times hers, but she says they are low, and at the same time says hers is high. What can Su He say?
Under such circumstances, even if Su He is deducting money, he can't keep the money. What can he do with three thousand yuan a month in a big city like S City? Moreover, his parents are old, although they can still take care of themselves now.
, there was no need to spend her money, and she even spent money to buy things for Su He, but Su He, who was already working, was still chewing on his old age. Regardless of whether others would say it or not, even Su He was embarrassed, and his sister was still
You still need to spend money to study.
But Su He's salary can only be paid by himself, and he doesn't have much left, so he can only save money. If something can be repaired, he will repair it, and if it can't be repaired, he will keep it for a while. He spends the money carefully, but there is still nothing he can do.
If you don’t spend it, the money will never be enough.
Later, as time went by, Su He felt like a superwoman, capable of doing anything. However, her aunt and cousin gossiped behind her back, saying that she was stingy, like a tomboy, behaved rudely, and dressed badly.
Her clothes are shabby and she doesn't know how to put on makeup. Su He is a bit funny. She was very sad at first to be said like this, but if she said it too much, if she felt sad every time, she would have collapsed. Sometimes words really hurt.
people.
It was first said that she would pay special attention to these things, be generous, move softly, speak softly, pay attention to dressing, buy some lipstick and eyebrow pencil, and then dress herself up beautifully. But later she discovered that if
There will be no salary left at all.
A dress costs one to two hundred, a lipstick costs tens of dollars, and the rest are necessary daily necessities. Her salary is only that small, and if she spends more on living, there will really be nothing left.
What's the point of going to S city? It's better to be in her hometown, where her parents can still satisfy her with food and drink, and she can save whatever she earns.
The door-to-door service in S City is very famous. People who have been to S City cannot say they have been to SZ City if they have not been there. But she has never been there. She has not been there even once in the four years she has been in S City. Because she does not dare to go there.
Spending a lot of money at one time, looking at things without buying them, would make other people look bad. She didn't dare to go to the supermarket too much, because going there would definitely cost money, and she didn't have the money.
And if you move gently and speak softly, it is because someone is protecting you and you have that qualification. People who have not experienced it will not understand. If you move gently, can the box be lifted or can the things be taken down? No.
As a soft-spoken person, only one person can bully you to death, without anyone to help. In that era when everyone was doing their own thing, others didn't care whether you lived or died, so it was good to take pleasure in your misfortune.
Su He heard her eldest aunt talk about her behind her back many times. She also said things about other people in front of her, and while doing so, she also said that she had never said anything about others. This was a slap in the face, but she was telling the truth.
She felt like she didn't say anything. Su He saw that she had told almost everyone who had interacted with her. She talked about her and her family in front of her cousin, and her cousin's family in front of her, but she never said anything.
I haven't said anything about my cousin, but I treat her very well.
But her aunt's words were very harsh towards her. Some of her clients were in her hometown, so she would often go back to her hometown. When visiting her hometown, she would go to her house. Su He would be a little scared every time she knew her aunt was back.
She was talking nonsense in front of her family. But she didn't expect that it would turn out to be the truth. Su He was a little unbelievable when he heard it from his sister.
"I buy her a lot of clothes every time and pay her a high salary. But Su He is disobedient and always spends money blindly. She doesn't lack anything. She always buys a lot of snacks and eats them behind her back.
I saw her running away when I saw her, and even liked to use her cosmetics when nothing happened.”
Su He couldn't believe it when he heard that. Apart from buying her a few clothes at the beginning, when had he bought them for her before? Later, he always gave her clothes from when she was young. Su He didn't even have any in his hometown before.
She wore old clothes, even the torn ones, and said they looked good. But she had never worn any other people's clothes before, even her mother's. The salary was there, she was only a teenager, why?
Can't she buy some snacks? It's not like she's spending her money. What the uncle buys for his son is carried by Su He. Can't she just buy some for herself? Cosmetics are even more ridiculous. She has never used them.
Okay, but parents always feel that what their elders say is right.
When she finally returned home for the Chinese New Year, Su He was scolded by her mother because of this incident. Grandpa was also full of disappointment. Su He's heart suddenly went cold at that moment. He didn't know what the meaning of life was. It was from this moment on,
Su He started to feel resentful.
In addition to her aunt making Su He uncomfortable, her cousin's personality is not very consistent with Su He's. Some people say that when a person doesn't get along with many people, it's his own problem. Su He also has his own problem.
I have looked for faults, and there are many faults with her, but they are not the key to the problem.
The uncle is still kind to Su He, but his mood is alternately sunny and gloomy, like a roller coaster. If you feel uncomfortable, he will scold you directly. I don’t know why. His scolding makes people feel particularly uncomfortable.
What my cousin said is that it is more uncomfortable than cutting your flesh with a knife. Su He is not their biological daughter, so she can only act based on her uncle's expression. (To be continued)